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this is so lame where is everyone
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>>24221673
yo
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>>24221675
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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>>24221680
Hiii!!
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>>24221697
oh shit you still remember that
>any weight since
not really I haven't
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>>24221713
don't mind the blurness I don't wanna get doxxed so I hid my keyboard and mouse
you 4channers are scary
>>24221713
Hii
>>24221742
Evening mate <3
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shit nvm
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>>24221764
nigga fuck off even I've got skinny I won't be posting pics of myself or anything
>>24221760
https://files.catbox.moe/czmmtk.mp4
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>>24221672
Mr Jazaaer are you gay?
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>>24221809
no mate I'm not gay
>>24221780
that's my hand
I'm not posting my waist or body to anyone
and stop with the gay shit
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hey where did everyone go :(
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>>24221881
sorry for being that way
what do you wanna talk about then anon
Maybe I can converse about anything you have in mind at the moment
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>>24221887
I really don't know
I have nothing in mind right now
I'm just chilling listening to some nujabes
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>>24221672
im working >_>_>
but im over it
how are you today
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>>24221947
>how are you today
losing my mind like always
but I'm doing great thanks for asking hehe
>im working >_>_>
ugh work, employment, responsibility so lame at least you are making money having money is nice
>>24221962
woooah cute
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>>24221981
yes
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>>24221967
whats are you losing your shit over today?
being a mentally ill autist while pretending like im not is a lot of work, but overstimulating music helps a lot
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>>24222005
>whats are you losing your shit over today?
everything I guess
>being a mentally ill autist while pretending like im not is a lot of work,
I know right
I'm not mentally ill but trying to fit in is just almost impossible with normies I feel like I'm at the verge of dying just being there
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>>24222029
try not to take it too seriously, we arent getitng out of this shit alive
it took me way too long to accept that i dont have to say anything, its okay to be quiet and even silent which has greatly improved my comfort around the normies...say less is a fundamental part of my being now
its kinda funny when the conversation shifts to me like im supposed to say something and i just kinda stare at them autistically until they awkwardly take the convo back
or if its a work think i've got a few softball questions to shift attention away from me
unless its an actually interesting conversation that i can say something real about i mostly stay quiet but i am a loner too
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>>24222044
>out of this shit alive
I don't wanna be alive anymore anon
>its okay to be quiet and even silent which has greatly improved my comfort around the normies...
being silent has always been the best choice
arguing or just talking none sense just drains any bits of brain cells I have
> funny when the conversation shifts to me like im supposed to say something and i just kinda stare at them autistically until they awkwardly take the convo back
lmao reminds me of pic related
I've been way quieter this days and many weirded out or scared and say shit like it's just a time phase it will pass and none sense like that I don't know why they are being like this
>i mostly stay quiet but i am a loner too
that's so cool
loners are cool
but I have question for you do people like you have friends and actually interact and talk with them and all that
I sometimes feel like some of the people here are straight up people with bodies and no souls they don't talk or try reach somewhere talking to someone even their friends
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>>24222080
>I don't wanna be alive anymore anon
only at your lowest is the greatest opportunity for change, dont give up, become stronger..its within you and you're the only thing standing in your way (very common)
>arguing or just talking none sense just drains any bits of brain cells I have
yeah conversations are superior to arguments by far
>but I have question for you do people like you have friends and actually interact and talk with them and all that
i only have aquaintences and i do talk to the people at work but they're highly relatable tech nerds like me (very uncommon scenario), the last time i had friends was 10+ years ago sadly...and 3 internet friends
>people with bodies and no souls they don't talk or try reach somewhere
im connected to higher consciousness and i talk to god instead, as well as the voices in my head...we are freinds now
they get a little angry when i talk about them though
pretty convinced im not crazy though and its part of being connected with the greater, but who knows...still sounds schizo af, and it kinda is..hard to say definitively (its probably the schizophrenia)
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>>24222116
>its within you and you're the only thing standing in your way (very common)
I don't want that
I want nothing
I just want to not exist and it's just nothingness
>3 internet friends
So you do have friends
online friends are nice
> i talk to god instead
how do you do that?
I wanna do it too
I do wanna talk to god himself and get answers from him
>as well as the voices in my head...we are freinds now
they get a little angry when i talk about them though
that's so cool the voices
why do they get angry when you talk about them though do you have DID or something
I once talked to someone who had DID maybe he was lying about it but it was funny talking to him he kept referring to himself as we and had many personalities and characters
>still sounds schizo af, and it kinda is..hard to say definitively (its probably the schizophrenia)
oh no
you are just like that dude Terry A. Davis
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>>24222170
yes
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what do you anons think about my hand writing
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>>24222183
relax geez anon
I'm just shit posting that's all
I found that pic in archives it looked nice so I posted here
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>>24222202
>What would your parents think?
I know they will be devastated that's why I wanna do it in a way that feels like I died a normal death instead of me killing myself
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>>24222214
yes they were
They did like me when I was a baby
I don't think they like me anymore
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Frog-claimed board. Frog-claimed website.
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>>24222222
holy fuck
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>>24222222
NOOOOO
IT SHOULD BE A CIRNO POST
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>>24222213
You may have given up on life, but we haven't given up on you. Right everyone?
I remember in that one other thread you said that you wanted sex with a woman. Maybe we could help you with that?
You've put your foot down about the gay stuff and so I've decided to respectfully not bring that up anymore. Is there anything that you want to know about women?
Also, are there any femanons here? What do femanons think of Mr. Algeria here?
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is there nothing you would enjoy in this world?
imagine if you had no anxieties or obligations or problems/headaches, would you still want to not exist?
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>>24222222
cirnoggers eternally BTFO
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>>24222233
>I remember in that one other thread you said that you wanted sex with a woman. Maybe we could help you with that?
I don't want have sex anon
I just want a peace of mind at this point ?
I don't have that waking up feels ass
dressing up feels painful
sitting feels painful
sleeping is comfortable
I just want a endless voice of endless nothingness and just never exist
> Is there anything that you want to know about women?
why women are retarded and mean and evil at times
>>24222237
>imagine if you had no anxieties or obligations or problems/headaches, would you still want to not exist?
yes but imaging such life is impossible
cause that life is heaven in itself cause a world with no anxieties or obligations or problems is perfect and thing shouldn't be perfect
>>24222242
I don't know they treat me normally
but I feel like they are disgusted and disappointed in me in every way
I really start to hate facing them or talking to them
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keyed
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jealous dt?
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this is so lame I can't believe I'm losing hair at the age of 19 this is fucking ridiculous
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>>24222254
i have some things i'd want to say but i'm getting too tired
but i would recommend you try intense exercise, if you can bring yourself to do so
it will put you into a different state of consciousness
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>>24222258
sorry..
i'm 22, my hair's been falling out lately, i think from poor living conditions more than anything
but there's more to life than that, and the sort of women (or people in general) who'd cherish/abandon you based on your hair aren't worth getting involved with in the first place
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>>24222263
I'm already an ugly mother fucker
losing hair will only make me look like a child predator I don't want that
>>24222261
bruh what exercise I'm suppose to do in first place
*sigh*
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>>24222254
>sleeping is comfortable
Maybe you just need rest
>I just want a peace of mind at this point ?
Death doesn't put your mind at peace. Death is the end of your mind, not peace of mind.
Maybe just rest more on the weekends?
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>>24222258
Oh no... Sorry about that mate.
Maybe this will make you feel better?
https://www.menarebetterthanwomen.com/bald-is-manly/
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>>24222274
>bruh what exercise I'm suppose to do in first place
>*sigh*
something intense
sprinting would be ideal, you can find a place on google maps & sprint
sprint for 1 minute, walk for 1 minute, repeat several times..
something along those lines
>I'm already an ugly mother fucker
>losing hair will only make me look like a child predator I don't want that
there are all sorts of fucking weirdos in the world, people don't care how you look as long as you act "normal"
looking like a child predator is more about your disposition, if you walk around with a dead thousand-yard stare and never talk people are gonna think ur weird/unpredictable
you can be very handsome with a full head of hair and still look like a child predator, it's besides the point
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>>24222258
You're so mature for your age
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u might hate to hear this, but you are young and emotional and socially anxious
but at this age, it pays if you can make yourself not overthink, learn to make people comfortable around you, and throw things at the wall to see what sticks
u can try peoplewatching, in stores and in parks and whatnot
you'll see some crackhead retard have a lively conversation with a cashier, etc
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exorcism
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>>24222292
I AM A BIG BLACK BVLL WITH HUGE BALLS
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>>24222275
>Death is the end of your mind
yes that will cause peace
no more thinking no more bullshit
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no
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>ead thousand-yard stare and never talk people are gonna think ur weird/unpredictable
you can be very handsome with a full head of hair and still look like a child predator, it's besides the point
that doesn't matter
I don't wanna be ugly I don't wanna be accepted by people either
I wanna feel good about myself when I stare in the mirror and see myself I like it
>>24222283
thanks I guess
>>24222288
>learn to make people comfortable around you
no one feels intimated when I'm around them
>you'll see some crackhead retard have a lively conversation with a cashier, etc
I've had countless interactions with strangers
and don't wanna socialize with anyone anymore
>>24222292
are you seriously calling me tranny pedophile
>>24222300
I can't...
https://files.catbox.moe/8f8d8f.mp4
I'm going to sleep it's pretty late for me you anons take care
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>>24222327
sleep well
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>>24222222
Checked
Frogs up bigly
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>>24222327
>yes that will cause peace
no more thinking no more bullshit
In another post, you mentioned that you are only 19. You know that a lot of people get really depressed at the age of 19 right? If you survive through it, it gets better.
When I was your age, I was DEEPLY depressed and confused. I was still a vigin. I was struggling with the emotional scars that the bullies from high school gave me. My mom was pressuring me to just get on with life even though everything felt awkward. I deeply regretted some decisions that I made during the years prior. My first job went poorly.
Things got better when I was around 22.
You should have told me that you were only 19 sooner. This all makes sense now.
You are going to make it little man. It gets better. For now, be sure to spend your free time relaxing. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. You are still young.
If I have a son one day, I hope he's just like you.
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checked
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>>24222136
>> i talk to god instead
>how do you do that?
sit quietly, pray, admit your faults, ask for help, listen
repeat until he answers
you have to mean it
you HAVE to mean it, there is no other way to hear from him
>that's so cool the voices
sanity is a challenge, its not as cool as it sounds
especially if i break my routine shit gets all fucking crazy...especially during a mania episode and then the crash after...fuggggg
>why do they get angry when you talk about them though do you have DID or something
dunno but they get very loud and chatty, and repeat my name and there is an undeniable presence at times...its hard to explain
>I once talked to someone who had DID
some people larp because it sounds cool, but anyone who deals with this shit can identify those pretty quickly
DID/BPD is pretty serious though, and will seriously turn into a different person at a moment...like one moment they're nice and friendly, next moment they are cutting you down like you killed their dog....no joke (sadly i know, not my issue tthankfully)
and nah it sounds crazy, i know it
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the presence of god is an undeniable experience and likely its a combination of all 3
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I'm sure that OP will age like fine wine. All men do.
BROS: Make absolute sure this fine young chap doesn't kill himself. His head is full of signals and he's having a hard time sorting it all out and he probably assumes that he needs to figure everything out quickly. He doesn't.
In another 15 years this guy will absolutely exude big dick energy ... if he's still breathing.
Be nice to this young pup.
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>>24222222
based
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lmao rekt
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>>24222222
put me in the screencap
niggers tongue my anus
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>>24221873
you posted an image associated with pedophiles and advocating pedophilia.
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>>24222222
another (You)
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>>24222222
huh...So it was the frog all along. Noted
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>>24222222
a decisive frog win
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>>24222222
ehem...
ehhh, how you say,
-eternally, BTFO-
absola freaking luterally
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>>24222375
>depressed at the age of 19
I'm not depressed anon
>If you survive through it, it gets better.
no, it won't
things are not gonna get better
>If I have a son one day, I hope he's just like you.
why would someone wish for their son to be like me
are you delusional anon
>>24222404
>you HAVE to mean it, there is no other way to hear from him
god do hear me all the time but he never really answer I want a straight up direct answer him talking to me
>especially during a mania episode and then the crash after...fuggggg
that's not normal anon
have you seen a specialist for this kinda of thing you are going through maybe you are schizo for real
>is an undeniable presence at times...its hard to explain
THE VOICES!! AHHHHHHHH
>and nah it sounds crazy, i know it
lol I feel like everyone in my country is bpd at this point
>>24222452
why I saw many still write this way
>>24222475
>big dick energy ... if he's still breathing.
>Be nice to this young pup.
no
my dick is small
>>24222493
hmph I hate pepe the frog
>>24222516
sorry
>>24223324
but castration is haram
>>24223483
that's not cool
don't goon or kys anon
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>>24224144
ok
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>>24224142
He is not an instrument or tool you can use and expect some sort of results from. You need to listen without expectation. God rarely answers in the way you expect.
>that's not normal anon
I am aware, maintaining a healthy routine, diet, and exercise really helps a lot. I think that applies to most people and situations though?
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>>24224235
>You need to listen without expectation
listen to what there is no sign nothing
it's hard to tell if he ever listened to what you wished for
>I think that applies to most people and situations though
not really
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>>24224412
you are expecting some sort of transactional interaction and thats not how it works
in addition to that you have to be willing to do what's been asked of you
it seems like you have your mind made up already
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>>24224445
>transactional interaction and thats not how it works
I know... but at least a sign or something there is nothing it's impossible to tell if god have actually answered what you wanted
I know it's kinda disrespectful to just say things like this about god and all what he do but it's all doesn't make sense to me
>what's been asked of you
b-but... I can't that's why I'm asking him to help
I got no one only him and myself
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i thought that you wanted to quit this site and focus on your exams or something
at least listen to some good music if you wanna be emo
https://youtu.be/Fnx8ClmhIVM
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>>24224872
>at least listen to some good music if you wanna be emo
my god you and your horrible music taste
>i thought that you wanted to quit this site and focus on your exams or something
I can't do it man i tried... I can't
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https://youtu.be/qYEJZoK1eIA