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>>24223083
shotgun to the brainstem but don't

u have plenty of drastic options to try besides suicide, it's stupid not to exhaust those first

that's what i tell myself anyway

suicide will always be ready & waiting for you, regardless of what happens
i just think you should try something to change your life first

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>>24223089
>>24223092
Guns are turbo illegal in NYC so sadly that isn't an option.
I don't know what other options I could have at my disposal for an attempt at living happily without looking to crime.
I'm seriously considering joining ICE, but I'd hate myself for doing so.

>>24223083
give me your stuff

>>24223109
I will add on to this though and say that if there are any ways to kill myself in my place of living, its best to do so.
My roommate values his religious shrine more than me. So me killing myself in front of or on top of it would bring some satisfaction to me.

>>24223119
My stuff would already be going to someone else sorry anon

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>>24223109
sorry i'm out of it
>I'm seriously considering joining ICE, but I'd hate myself for doing so.
for what purpose?
u couold join a lot of other things, like the air force or national guard, or a fishing boat crew, or do crime like you said
wish i knew, sorry
>I don't know what other options I could have at my disposal for an attempt at living happily without looking to crime.
instead of looking at it that way, just think about options to change your life
it's a very open ended problem
gambling/re-rolling has to be better than suicide, and if it's not you can suicide at any point
i think

fuck i can't write effectively I CAN'T HELP ANYEON FUCK
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>>24223126
>for what purpose?
To make a living wage. Living without needing someone else, finally. Being able to live on my own.
>air force or national guard
I'm not cut out for military or anything blue collar desu. I'm a scrawny as fuck geek.

>>24223083
SN
is good

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>>24223136
You should join the peace corps
>Travel internationally
>Meet interesting locals
>Get paid to do it
If you have nothing to live for at least have a little adventure before becoming an hero

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>>24224143
I'll look into it, but I can't do anything that requires any kind of college education. I never had that opportunity.

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>>24223109
just attack an ICE officer.
they'll take care of you straight away.