>>7958775 The path to greatness is paved in struggle and frustration with your current self. The moment you become complacent, you will stop pushing forward. Suffer, it's the great filter.
>>7958775 Be kind and patient to yourself, anon. Don't get so hung up on the results, fall in love with the process instead.
I would recommend you do blind contour drawings, negative space drawings, upside down drawings, and memory drawing along with tracing/breaking down references into shapes and forms. Get rid of the chickenscratch habit and start doing continuous line drawing. Grind a bunch of shapes and lines and forms. Draw consistently.
How long have you been drawing?
Also, I recommend you change your diet. A poor diet can negatively affect your learning and it fucks up your mood. Drink more water, eat more veggies, and take plenty of seaweed to lose weight, it'll stop sugar cravings. Look into taking fiber pills or a spoonful that you mix with your coffee or water.