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feeling too sad to type this properly

tl;dr: why continue if ywnbaw

>be me
>hrt at 18
>manmoder nearly 8 years
>make no progress or effort to transition
>live in deep red area
>too scared, lazy, autistic, risk averse, change averse, depressed, whatever to transition for real
>any happy day is undercut by the fact iwnbaw
>seeing transition timelines fills me with despair
>entire world, normie and trans, passing me by as i rot in my room
>everything feels hopeless as i will never be a woman


what does anyone in similar situation do when extra depressed/dysphoric
how to cope with those extra hard days
how to continue living in general if life only seems like it will get worse
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>>43277103
for clarity i got on hrt at 8 and manmoded away my early 20s
am 26 now
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>>43277103
>manmoder nearly 8 years
are u retarded
have u considered NOT being retarded? like fr the fuck have you been doing for EIGHT YEARS
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>>43277211
>2018 to 2020
College and manmoding in all male dorm
>2020 to 2022
Finished degree online. Didn't really go out.
>2022 to 2026
Working different jobs while living as a male.
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>>43277211
>>manmoder nearly 8 years
>are u retarded
>the fuck have you been doing for EIGHT YEARS

not op, but also like 8 years hrt.
yes, i am retarded, and i've been a neet the entire time.
im so cooked mentally, i think its over
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>>43277103
> 8 years HRT
> manmoding
do you not have tits or what? i don't get it
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same except ive been manmoding for half the time and im about to start getting surgeries while still manmoding
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>>43277103
nigga u can't still look like a man if you started hrt at 18 and was 8y on it, just girlmode already
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>>43277211
nta, but also manmoding a bit over a year now. i'm 6' and fat, also getting dental work done with surgery, so probably at least a couple years before ffs or anything. i look like a dude with moobs, although a lot younger and better than before. also finishing uni this year. would never pass before i lose weight

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