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when i was younger people would bully me if i spoke up or tried to join in on things socially. this was a consistent pattern with different people and environments. even if i had never met them and just asked a simple question id get snark back.

ive tried changing myself repeatedly, being authentic, copying them, nothing works.

i eventually gave up on interacting with others thinking "when im adult ill be more successful and show them" but now those people are way more successful than me.

my coping mechanism was just avoidance and denial that im a loser the world will never accept. how am i expected to go on knowing this is all thats left for me? not only that they get to take over the internet, video games, youtube and streaming and make money while i work a shitty little 9 to 5. it really doesnt get better for us spergs huh? they even took the term autism and made it about them.