The male loneliness epidemic is once again self inflicted

>>84373373
I don't want a gf I just wanna coom

>>84373359
how do i find such a hooker?
it's my dream to have one that is nice and professional to visit me maybe every 2 weeks so i can experience affection and physical closeness and she'd become used to me and we might grow to like each other and she'd give me special rates and become sort of a friend who cares about me a little bit

I didn't have this problem when I had a couple of escort agencies to use.
After a nine year gap, with zero sex/whoremongering, I have seen two independents. My first outcalls too.
Couldn't get hard enough to fuck, performance anxiety was worse than usual, but I did finally cum when jerked off.
I was then bait and switched by another independent about a month back, so I messaged the last one and she didn't read it until the next day. No answer. Now, if I ever get the money together to see her again, I'll give her one chance to arrange a meet. It seems likely I'll be looking for someone else anyway. FML.