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links :33
> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7
>a first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/
>a wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9 fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic
>a bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read
>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c
>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.p df
Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
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>>84762690
Helloooo \o/
>How are you doing today?
Kinda bad? Idk. Ran out of cigs, got no money and school tmr..
>Any plans for today?
Probs just gonna play bo3 or rainbow six all night cuz I dont wanna sleep
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
Feeling a bit sick, idk tho..
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>>84762690
heya cat :D
>>84762868
heya hope you feel better soon and everything <3
btw what's your favorite bo3 zombies map? I'm currently playing origins
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doing my push-ups rn
>>84762868
hayaaa :DD
>Kinda bad?
D:
>Ran out of cigs, got no money and school tmr..
sounds sucky
gonna be a long day at school?
>cuz I dont wanna sleep
have fun and don't pass out tomorrow
>Feeling a bit sick,
maybe allergies?
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>>84763038
>gonna be a long day at school?
8 am to 4pm.. gonna be home at around 7 :s
>have fun and don't pass out tomorrow
tyy :3
>maybe allergies?
noo.. just feeling a little bit light headed / dizzy..
>>84763033
>eya hope you feel better soon and everything <3
tyyy :D
>btw what's your favorite bo3 zombies map?
ascension defo. love ittt
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>>84763234
>8 am to 4pm
XwX
>tyy :3
no prob
are you playing with friends?
>just feeling a little bit light headed / dizzy..
well better than yesterdays headache
>>84763033
helloo
how's it going?
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>>84763292
>which friends TwT
:<
well maybe you could find someone to play with?
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>>84763707
>well maybe you could find someone
been trying to find people for 2 years now. not just for games but just to have some friends. but guess what. it never worked :D
but fuck it maybe its just what i deserve ;p
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>>84763716
well it's not much but you have us :3
though I don't play tarkov haha xP
but not that long ago we all played minecraft and we might do that again just gotta find some time and ask everyone about it and maybe discardedanon could set up a server
Would you like to play some minecraft? or maybe there's some free funny multiplayer game we could all play??
>maybe its just what i deserve ;p
nope
picrel
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>>84763861
>well it's not much but you have us :3
yeah, n all are the only people i talk to. glad i found this thread..
>Would you like to play some minecraft?
having a server sounds fun. maybs ill join in someday. ill keep that in mind
>or maybe there's some free funny multiplayer game we could all play
hmm the only big f2p game that comes to my mind rn is destiny 2..
>picrel
:')
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>>84762690
Cat! Glad to see you're still around. I haven't been on here in a couple months. How have you been? I dont remember exactly what I said but I do remember posting in your thread a couple months ago when I was planning on killing myself. Ended up committing myself to a psychward instead. Probably the best thing I could have done. Finally found some meds that are really helping and I think I might actually be able to do something with my life for once. As long as the meds and this mental stability I've found continues to hold, anyway. Hope you're doing well.
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>>84762690
hi catbro!
>late caturday edition ^w^
guess i'm not the only one then, but i'm a bit more late. couple of days late. even too late for caturday. damn... (^-^;)
>>84762868
hi yvki!
>Feeling a bit sick, idk tho..
same. not sure where it's coming from, though. maybe just my mental state affecting my body.
>>84763033
hi gator! did you do any workouts this weekend?
>>84763038
>doing my push-ups rn
good job, buddy. i was lazy today. no use to force myself when i'm in a mood like that.
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>>84763934
>all are the only people i talk to.
same!
besides one guy I go on bike rides with sometimes but besides that we don't really talk
> glad i found this thread..
happy to have you ^^
>having a server sounds fun
it probably won't be like a long thing just a day or maybe a couple
>hmm the only big f2p game
hmmmm I'll think
there probably is some free friend slop that will run on my potato
>:')
:D
>>84763936
hello ^^
>haven't been on here in a couple months
aw and I'm glad you're here to give us an update on how you're doing :>
>How have you been?
hm let's see
I failed uni some time ago, I am mostly chilling now sitting at home and going on bikerides and working on maps
>committing myself to a psychward instead.
good choice!
>best thing I could have done.
wow very glad to hear it's helped you!!
I've heard it doesn't always work out like that
I guess you got in contact with a doctor at the ward and they got you meds?
>meds and this mental stability I've found continues to hold
best of luucckk
>Hope you're doing well.
thank you :3
and btw do you remember under what name you were posting those couple months ago?
>>84763987
heyo
>bit more late
heh ^^
but you are here!
how are you?
>no use to force myself when i'm in a mood like that.
that's okay I missed a couple days too
oh btw is that the bladerunner image you were looking for some time ago??
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>>84764062
heya
>today and yesterday were kinda
something happened or you just weren't feeling well?
>smoked a bit and now i'm alr
it's good it helped you get better
though I hope you don't rely on it too much fren
>>84764083
hi anon o/
>Where does one
ideally nowhere
why does one stats cutting?
>>84764094
wait it's not!?
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>>84764120
>wait it's not!?
lmaooo TwT
>>84764097
just a day or maybe a couple
better than nothing!
>slop that will run on my potato
unturned maybe?
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gettin sleepy and I'll probably have to wake up a little earlier tomorrow so gnite
>>84764144
>better than nothing!
yep :D
>unturned maybe?
I remember playing a lot of that game years ago
I'll think abt ir but too sleepy to think rn
>>84764149
as long as you're able to solve captcha you're probably good :]
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goodnight to those going to bed and hi to the ones still up
>>84764120
>something happened or you just weren't feeling well?
some things happened ig.
>you don't rely on it too much fren
i try not to but sometimes it's quite difficult
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>>84764041
>hope u feel better soon!! :<
thank you. would be nice, but i'm not convinced it will get better soon. everything is just feeling off. but enough of that. how was your weekend? saw you posted your record player setup last thread. how is it?
>>84764062
hey, dude. glad you're ok. what's been bothering you?
>>84764097
>but you are here!
no place i'd rather be.
>how are you?
not that great. met with some friends yesterday to play a game, but it's just no fun to me anymore. game's devs just been changing the rules in the wrong direction. we also ordered some food and the guys got my order wrong. just a shit day all around. today i was still hung up about it. did you have a good weekend at least?
>that's okay I missed a couple days too
as long as we get back to it, it shouldn't be too bad.
>is that the bladerunner image you were looking for
yup. someone posted in the the diy-thread on /a/. lucky me.
>>84764182
good night!
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>>84764261
>'m not convinced it will get better soon. everything is just feeling off.
sorry to hear that... :<
>how was your weekend?
pretty boring ig.. just played games :s
>saw you posted your record player setup last thread. how is it?
its good! n i loooove 2 records i have here. gotta fix the speed a bit but other than that i looove it :D
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Evening everyone, hope you're all well.
I'll probably head to bed soon, sorry if I've missed anyone.
>>84756182
>it was the same and sucked
A surefire way to anger the player is to punish them for stuff largely out of their control...
>that's actually sick
I can't think of anything else that has that level of depth for fictional bands. I think there's 26 different bands, all with their own lore and distinct (enough) sound from each other. https://splatoonwiki.org/wiki/List_of_bands_in_the_Splatoon_series
I would have loved it as an autistic kid.
>that must have really sucked then
It wasn't too bad since I don't have much desire to leave the house in the first place.
>i plan to go no contact the second i leave
That's fair enough if you think it's warrantedalthough it could bite you in the ass if you need them for anything later. Hopefully you can do that sooner than later if they're more trouble than it's worth.
>>84757311
Get well soon!
>>84762868
>Feeling a bit sick, idk tho..
I feel like lots of anons are getting ill. I hope I didn't pass my sickness on to any of you.
>>84763936
Great to hear you're doing better, anon. Feel free to stick around in the thread if you'd like.
>>84763861
>maybe discardedanon could set up a server
I might have to delay this until early July (on account of not wanting to get too distracted before an extremely important deadline). I hope that's not too long of a delay. But I'm more than happy to host it once I'm freed up.
>>84763987
Hello Yuanon. Better late than never.
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>>84764278
>sorry to hear that... :<
no worries. i get like that sometimes. i'll get better eventually.
>just played games :s
same. mostly played control. should be getting close to the end now, i think. i played a lot today... what games did you play?
>>84764282
>I'll probably head to bed soon
sleep well!
>Better late than never.
true, true. i just don't like that this is how it is now. :/ anyways, i was talking about that kitchen appliance last thread and you asked which one it was. took me a bit to find it again, but it is called the suvie kitchen robot. these kind of all in one solutions seem to be the latest fad.
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relapsed ealier but its alright.
>>84763234
>ascension defo. love ittt
good chose super fun and easy to play for hours
>>84763288
hey it's going alright been wayy to lazy tho
>>84763987
>did you do any workouts this weekend?
not really did a little yesterday tho. you?
>>84764237
well hi then :D
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had to split in 2 cause was saying it was spam
>>84764282
good evening
> surefire way to anger the player is to punish them for stuff largely out of their control...
exactly, main reason i fell out with the game, just felt like i could do great but still lose
> think there's 26 different bands
dang so in depth, always nice too see a game care about the lore and world
>I would have loved it as an autistic kid
same x3
>It wasn't too bad since I don't have much desire to leave the house in the first place.
fair, fair. i've always hated being inside all day but also outside sucks too x3
>spoiler
yea that's what i'm scared of, i've never been independent before, and im not rich, and don't have anyone near i could go to if things go bad, but for me idk they just ruined a large chunk of my life, so im trying to not have to deal with them ever
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>>84764261
>what's been bothering you?
just some stuff in my personal life I guess
>>84764493
had a great time with far cry 5 ngl
>>84764538
hey man, whats up? hope you're doing alright
https://youtu.be/QFiuX4GNabM?si=8T0LcT2m8PwKlkZl
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>>84764493
>far cry 5, black ops 3, rainbow six, clone hero..
lots of shooters in there. your favorite genre? and what's clone hero?
>spend the whole night playing r6 so i can then pass out in school tmr :p
sounds like a plan. maybe not the best plan, but a plan nonetheless. any kind of gamemode you prefer? don't know much about r6. played it way back when it was an actual swat team simulator.
>>84764538
>its alright
not alright :< just make sure to take care of it.
>did a little yesterday tho. you?
same. just the 10 minute one. i really like that. get's right to the point without overstaying it's welcome. today i felt too bad to even do that, though. i'll try again tomorrow.
>>84764597
>just some stuff in my personal life I guess
alright, i won't pry. cool pic, though.
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>>84764665
>your favorite genre?
Not really.. dont have a fav genre desu
>whats clone hero
Open source pc port of guitar hero
>gamemode
Just playing quick match bomb rn. Dont really like secure area or hostage :/
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>>84764785
>dont have a fav genre desu
i see. you've got an eclectic taste. for me it's mostly soulslikes and metroidvanias with the odd roguelite in between. was really into rts and point&click adventures, but both of those are pretty dead these days.
>Open source pc port of guitar hero
do you have a proper controller for that? i was always pretty bad at those games.
>Just playing quick match bomb rn
is that like a counterstrike mode?
>Dont really like secure area or hostage :/
i also tend to hone in on one mode and never bother with anything else. friend always tried to get me into fun-modes in dota. always hated those. >:[
should try to get some sleep. good night, everone!
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>>84764878
>and metroidvanias
those are amaaaazing
>rts and point&click adventures
played a shit ton of RTS during homeschooling. thats the reason why i had 800 hours in company of heroes 2 on my old steam acc
>do you have a proper controller for that?
yea i play tournaments. same as for smash bros melee
>is that like a counterstrike mode?
mm kinda yea!
>friend always tried to get me into fun-modes in dota.
installed dota a few days ago but didnt play it yet. im more of a league guy xD
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>>84764561
>too bad not many people play it.. at least on ps5 :s
awe that sucks :(
>also why tf is ur pic called "life is gay" lmao TwT
just am in a very gay mood ig, got the femboy cloths on
>>84764597
>hey man, whats up? hope you're doing alright
hey not much really, school ended now so am incredibly bored. what's been up with you?
>>84764665
> just make sure to take care of it.
i will, i will
> just the 10 minute one. i really like that. get's right to the point without overstaying it's welcome. today i felt too bad to even do that, though. i'll try again tomorrow.
oh im sorry about that, definatly can be weird working out on the weekend to me
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>>84765069
>maybe go to bed early?
yea probally will end up doing that
>high af listening to my old playlists
nice :] sounds very relaxing and chill
>>84765133
>yooo :o (lowk same..)
Oooo peak !!!
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Checking in. I don't quite feel like myself. I'm at a crossroads in my life where I really need to get my act together: I have to find a viable career path, move out of the house, pursue my passions, find love and...I just can't. I'm paralyzed by either fear or depression. I don't know how to move on.
I wish I had my heart back. I used to be so full of passion when I was young, but slowly it's been drained from me. I'm scared I'll become a soulless husk of a man.
>>84764062
Hope you're doing well man.
>>84763987
Love this photo.
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>>84764451
>the suvie kitchen robot
It's pretty neat but it looks very expensive. To be honest the usecase is probably people in my situation but I wouldn't get one if I had a full-size kitchen.
>these kind of all in one solutions seem to be the latest fad
What else do you sell the man who has everything?
>>84764549
>i've never been independent before
It's not too bad. I was thrown in at the deep end by moving to another continent alone and it was very overwhelming, but once you figure out how to buy food you'll probably be fine.
>idk they just ruined a large chunk of my life, so im trying to not have to deal with them ever
That's fair enough. I don't hold any resentment towards mine, but my definitely got less stressful after moving out, despite having more responsibilities.
If you've got any questions about the practicalities I'm happy to answer them (and I'm sure other posters will be too).
>>84765980
Sorry to hear that Okabe.
I was in a similar spot when I was a NEET for a few years and to be honest I'm not really sure what changed to get me out of it.
I remember trying to learn game development around then, so it might help to focus on a project or learning a new skill if you can find the energy.
>>84768170
It's a small world. Was it nice seeing him, at least?
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>>84762690
I know its better to not send drastic images but what are your thoughts on my first cuts? Did them some days ago. I threw away the blades after some friends asked me to and also because I think it was the best choice but I still have in mind the thought of cutting myself when Im too stressed
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>>84769610
Also it goes without saying: you shouldn't cut yourself. Or intentionally harm yourself in any way. Be it physical or mental. Speak to a professional and hope they can help you.
t. >>84770445
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>>84770445
Right now I stopped and threw away the blades... Im too scared to cut deeper because I dont want to end up in an hospital
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>>84771112
That's great. But for it to keep you from doing it again you should try to think for yourself: why did you do it in the first place? Was it an impulse? Was it planned for a while? What function did it fill for you in the short term? In the long term? Whenever the thought comes for you the next time that you should hurt yourself, how should you respond to the thought? Or do you even have to respond to the thought or just let it slip? Thoughts are just your brain making up things in the present.
Don't reply to us here, but take a deep look within yourself. And be honest with yourself about what you think and feel. Hopefully you will come out stronger from this the next time your brain tells you dumb shit. And if you think you will do this again, talk to a professional. They are experienced in this kind of stuff and can help you. :)
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>>84762690
I got another retail job offer today. I planned on turning it down because I have better options right now. The manager talked so fast, I never had a chance.
Someone finally pushed an my HVAC application forward.
Turns out, it was auto rejected and a referral over turned that decision.
That really sucks, but I guess I should take advantage.
>>84771008
hi cat, how's your day?
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good afternoon/evening everyone !
went on a little walk today was nice went pretty late too (1 pm) since my parent weren't home. did wear a skirt and stuff so lot of people starring, also was raining so that was really nice <3
>>84767692
heya cat, see anything cool while you were out?
>>84769450
>. I was thrown in at the deep end by moving to another continent alone and it was very overwhelming
oh yea that sounds really hard, i wanted to do the same but im not nearly ready for anything like that i dont think lol. good you got it all figured out :)
>any questions about the practicalities I'm happy to answer them
okay i'll just say a few be happy to answer or not. how do you move out, like how does that work? and like how do you go to uni and stuff? how do you find a place to live and rent?
>>84771008
long ride then ^^
>>84771832
> The manager talked so fast, I never had a chance.
there really good at there job then haha
> auto rejected and a referral over turned that decision.
of that's weird then, sounds annyong to deal with
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I feel...dangerously dead inside. Like I can't bother to care about ANYTHING, I can't enjoy media, I don't care about my goals, I don't even care about other people...I don't know where this came from but it haunts me. It's been happening more and more frequently. I'm trying my best to fight it but I don't know what to do.
I'm tempted to really hurt myself if I keep feeling this way. This is no way to live life.
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>>84772200
Dont sweat it. There is an anon from northern Europe who really hopes and believes that you will make it through this. If my replies arent enough help then search for support lines in your country. We're all strong enough to make it through to the end. :)
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>>84773283
heya Sisyphus. good luck on the exams, just try your best and don't stress too hard, you got this ^^
>>84773359
that does sound very nice and chill
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I'll probably call it a night soon. Take care everyone!
>>84772002
>im not nearly ready for anything like that i dont think
To be honest I don't think I was either, but as long as it's a (relatively) developed place you'll adapt soon enough.
Humans like habits so it's easy to be scared when you're faced with new stuff, but equally it's very easy to form them so you can get back to normal.
>how do you move out, like how does that work?
It's a bit different because I moved countries, but I found a place to rent and packed most of my earthly possessions into two suitcases.
When I moved to a different city (same country) for university, my family just packed everything I was bringing over into some boxes and drove there over a few hours.
>how do you go to uni and stuff?
It'll depend on where you live, but I used to cycle everywhere but now I get the subway. For you it could be a matter of getting the bus or just getting an Uber in every day.
>how do you find a place to live and rent?
It's usually a matter of looking around different listings until you find somewhere that seems nice enough. It's definitely easier if you live in the area though so you can look at listings. If it's a big move, it might be a good idea to find a shoert-term rental.
>>84772475
>I don't know where this came from but it haunts me
Usually it's not one big thing, just lots of little things that wear you down.
I wish I had some good advice, but I hope things turn around for you and things snowball from there.
>>84773283
Best of luck with your exam!
>>84773879
Hello chev. Glad to hear you're doing alright.
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