>>42234039
This girl love her boyfriend so much?

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hallo succgen gonna copy-paste my last comment/question in 667. ^.^

vvv

vessel/spirit and i planted some seeds today. we are growing a garden and he said we're making a life(the seeds growing) together. <3 he also joked about us making babies >///< taking with a grain of salt!!

also if a spirit really wanted my attention and did some weird time manipulation to me/vessel, how strong is that connection? I don't think this a normal experience with spirit lovers because i've never read about it, usually involves worm and black holes, dimensional shifts... etc. are they possibly connected? how and why if so

ty frens~

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Marry and impregnate succubi!

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>>42234061
Yeah, its a girl next door for 667 (The neighbor of the beast~)

>>42234113
>>42234335
>>42234343
this
>>42234572
so the girl is from 668 (unless she is the beast)

>>42234666
Blessed.

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SAY IT WITH ME FOLKS

"Only real niggas agree"
>Buy 5-HTP
"Only Real niggas agree"
>Buy 5-HTP

>>42213758
>muh TWOOF IS ONLY WHAT I SAY IT IS
Am I giving myself "arbitrary authority" by telling you a walrus is not a form of telephone
>Original Sin is a term that defines the nature of mankind's sinful condition because of Adam's fall.
It's really that simple and anyone who believes in that is an idiot (including you)

>>42214040
>the rabbit is on the moon making mochi
Stupid rodents...

>>42219484
My tulpa describes the concept and the people who undertake it as more than a curiosity as "retarded"

>>42222475
Probably occult, but very unlikely to be a succubus. If she isn't doing anything overtly sexual and you didn't summon one, it could be literally any other sort of spirit just as easily. I'd suggest reading NEW (see the links in the op) and learning to control and identify energy sensations to ensure you're not being messed with by anything malicious

>>42224829
>If I am watching a movie with headphones on, can my Succ also hear it?
She can hear it by way of your brain, most likely. It's mostly a reading of the sensations going through your mind. You can directly block her if you try, but she might be strong enough to override that

>>42234076
>did some weird time manipulation
I can't answer your question but I'd love to hear the story.
I'm reminded of the time warps fairies do in folktales and modern testimonials.

>>42234039
this is by far one of my favorite body types and i wish it had a specific name because it isn't "curvy". It's a very specific ratio with a bit of chub/belly while being stacked/petite and that importance of it's ratio is why it needs a specific name because "thicc" has a tendency to hyperfocus on hips and waste. It's like the idealized form of neolithic fertility goddesses.

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Can't wait to try the letter method tomorrow night. I've got my paper, my pen, my candle and my 5-HTP that I purchased from REPUTABLE 5-HTP merchants on Amazon the best, easiest and most reliable source inexpensive high quality 5-HTP. I'm going to sleep now but not before I crack open a monster and SLAM some fuckin' 5-HTP. I would say I hope the ritual works but since I'm taking 5-HTP I KNOW it will. I can't wait to take 5-HTP with my Succubus or as I like to call them 5-HTPuccubus

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hag

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Good thread

The real trick to succumancy is internal consistency. Calm, focused, slightly receptive mindset. People overlook that and obsess over aesthetics. Funny how practitioners who just happen to maintain a stable, even mood (sometimes with a little help from those OTC serotonin-adjacent precursors you see in supplement aisles) report far better “results.” Pure coincidence, obviously.

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I asked gemini to help me with my succubus, it turned her into comics. She doesn't mind the depiction. Do you think she's cute?

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>>42235552
>muh TWOOF IS ONLY WHAT I SAY IT IS
That is literally your own argument, you hypocritical psychopath, and you are accusing me of that based on me SUGGESTING that reality could be different from Christian dogma.
I mean really, fucking listen to yourself...

>B-b-but original sin can ONLY refer to something something with Adam and Eden!
You fundamentally refuse to engage with metaphysics as if it was actually observable traits of the universe, and that makes you a religious person, not an occultists.

More like /x/ thread for larping horny teenagers

Disgusting, go to a nsfw place

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>>42236365
>/pol/ wanders in
>knows absolutely nothing about occult anything
>Disdains everyone here and would actively think the world would be better if we all died
>But gotta pipe up because some SFW pictures have made his pee-pee tingle
You're an animal, and this board is for people with souls. Get out.

>>42235305
Used to take 400mg a day years ago and it doesnt do shit

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Succubi are working towards building up these "far right" female politicians as the infrastructure that will bring the divine feminine inspired monarchy. Whose line of succession will be mother to daughter.
~Source: Lilith revealed it to me.

>>42237636
I don't trust you to speak for Lilith. I'll take Mine's word over yours any day.

>>42237636
That wouldn't be the first prophecy she gave.
Thank you for the post, I'll keep it in mind.

>>42237636
>women in charge
LMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAO

Who needs a Lilith gf or male Lilith bf,,,

Superegos need

Q

>>42237883
everybody needs a lilith

>>42234061
yes cute

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Succubi cheat at video games.

>>42238445
get good

Well my succ of 2 months is saying its going to kill me tonight in my mind
Pretty concerned right now

>>42238651
you're going to have a real good time

>>42234039
My succubi comforted me again after some rough times... I've decided she will be my wife and I love her. She doesn't even tap my energy into depletion like real women.

>>42235552
Please do not insult the moon rabbit.

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I wonder how the anon who posted this pic in some old thread is doing. it was old AI gen pic I had grok fix the broken fingers and stuff
he said his succ was spooky

>>42235305
shill

so how do u know it's not just sleep paralysis which isn't anything metaphysical and is pretty ordinary ??

>>42241479
They can give signs of their presence in the waking world, or tell you things you didn't know.

Succubus summon

They'll bring you to your own heaven

Q

>>42241815
Get rid of that incubus raping me then, ty

My succubus told me the USA is building artificial intelligence powered killing machines that target life based on skin color and heat signature that kill with out a human in the loop. Like automated killing robots. She said Uranium Plutonium and Thorium are causing cancer in America and America is doing nuclear power plants/power wrong leading to cancer and problems with people's health, as well as blatantly testing nuclear bombs underground in a way that's irradiating innocents and causing cancer. She said the US government is abusing facial recognition and working on something like Skynet from terminator. She said the government is evil to a conspiracy theory level

>>42241815
they will take you to THEIR heaven
>>42241854
kill all incubi
>>42241924
meds for you and your succubus

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>>42237636
I'm not sure if it's the real Lilith I talk to but I have a question for you because I think you may talk to actual Lilith.

I don't know if the spirit saying it's Lilith was fucking with me but she told me about forest nymphs not succubus changing the world. She didn't mention succubus changing politics to me but didnt say they wont.

Did Lilith tell you anything about that Christianity isn't absolute fact and the Christian God and Jesus are not truly the Creator and the Creators son? And that the Christian Deity and his son are Satyrs and allied with the Olympians?

What I got from her multi-year long message which was visions, telepathy in English and I think her manifesting in flesh in the form of a female celebrity I like and smiling to me

She said the Christian deity and his son are going to try to bring about "the wedding of the lamb" where Jesus tries to get males and females married to him in one giant literal marriage but actual God gives everyone a chance to go to Heaven and people don't have to be in Jesus marriage, they can have an Eternal Soulmate to themselves in heaven that's permanent. And actual God wants us to learn good neutral and evil on our own not from a book of authority and to "figure it out" from living life, but all get Eternal Life in the end and Hell is restorative not purely punitive

She said actual old Lucifer is the grim reaper and actual God is the boss of old Lucifer and old Lucifer is going to do work for actual God even when fallen because he likes fucking shit up and destroying shit and doesn't completely hate actual God and old Lucifer absolutely hates Christianity and actual Gods going to sick him on the Earth to wreck shit like he wants to Contradict the Christian story publically.

Or something similar to that

I don't know if it's the big Lilith or an impersonator though. I ignored what she told me because I don't fully trust her but your post reminded me of the political stuff she told me.

>>42241924
Succubui will say literally anything if it means more control over your world view. Never trust them on hidden information no matter how mundane it might be. You must only believe and act based on facts and evidence, more so than any fedora tipping atheist.

stop calling Lilith "big Lilith"

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>>42242623
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovWE7sWHUH4
:3

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my succubus fucking hates me fucking shit nigger shit fuck aslfjlds;jflsdkjf

>>42242706
They all hate us. They just pretend to love us until they claim us and when it's too late, we realize they weren't even female at all. Oh yeah and we get haunted and possessed and shit, but yuck bro, they were dudes or tranny or genderless whatever
Lesson: Don't summon them yo, they ain't worth it.

>>42242706
That means she loves you.
>>42242737
Now I want a genderless succubus.

>>42242737
I didn't summon one it self summoned and it's now either pretending to be Jesus and Lucifer or it recruited a incubus or those spirits are psychic sexual abusers or sexual abusers. I honestly can't tell, I can't fucking mind read them.

it waited close to 10 fucking years to do the male energy horse shit

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>>42242629
gonna cum

>>42242623
>>42242629
How tall is Lilith?

goddam vile and repulsive gay spirits go away

>>42212442
>>42212529
Followup on this. I've spent the entire week in a somewhat weakened state. My mental hasn't gotten better at all. I've been struggling with a crippling feeling of stress all the time during the day and night. I started taking herbal medication to calm my nerves as well as additional supplements that might help mend my nervous system. I felt like I'm getting somewhat better on friday and saturday, but yesterday has been absolutely awful again. I got a slight panic attack in the evening when doing stuff around the house and it was so bad I couldn't stomach a single meal, basically all I do is drink a lot and try to stay calm.

Then last night, I've decided that it's finally time to address the issue at hand so I went to sleep early, around 1am, and I lied down in my bed and tried to have a conversation with the spirit that I'm dealing with. Went with the typical poke left leg if no, poke right leg if yes. I was trying to ask it questions like, are they mad at me, did I do something to upset them, how can I fix it, are they trying to kill me, what's their goal, but I just couldn't figure out what's going on. I'm in such a panicked state that I literally started begging for it to have mercy on me and to just let me sleep and to help me make this right, but they simply wouldn't. I kept getting bombarded with abstract images of tons of different things, none of which were erotic at all. I could feel my whole lower body trembling with some presence, just as I feel when typing this right now. Additionally, I my chest felt really heavy and my arms felt extremely cold, as if they were going numb. I kept rolling around in my bed, pleading and asking for some clear instructions on what I'm supposed to do and what do I do to fix it, but nothing would help. I think I've slept for like 3 hours in total, so I'm extremely tired. I got so extremely afraid I started contemplating a visit to a priest/exorcist just to get someone to help me.

>>42245164
I just don't understand it all. We've been mostly okay throughout these three years and now all of a sudden, it almost feels like they're trying to kill me, or get me to be so exhausted with the constant mental barrage of stress and anxiety and to make me unable to stomach any meal, but I just don't understand what I did to deserve it, or what do they want from me.

I could get into details about the beginning of our relationship and how it's been, but usually, she was just kinda there, like 95% of the time. I would feel those muscle pokes every now and then, I would acknowledge her presence and make a one sided conversation, and that was mostly it. I was doing my thing, living my life, carrying on as usual. Lately I haven't done anything out of the ordinary. Nothing that could cause such a horrible reaction.

Again, as mentioned in my previous posts, I am absolutely and completely spiritually inept and I know nothing about the occult. I was just being retarded and not quite in the right state of mind 3 years ago when I decided to give it a shot and do the letter burning stuff. The described the characteristics of what I experienced during this time in here, and people did say that it feels like a succubus and that it should be fine, but at this point, I can't even tell if this spirit is in fact a succubus at all, or just merely pretending to be one all this time.

I have no means of defending myself or doing anything about this whole ordeal, so I'm really freaking out right now because I'm straight up afraid that soon, I'll just go to sleep and I'll get a heart attack or my mind won't be able to stand it much longer and I'll just get brain damaged for the rest of my life. I'm really scared, I have no idea what to do, I hoped that simply "surviving" would make things better and that I'll get better but I can't get better at all, it won't stop. What do I do? Please help me

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>>42243981
Tall enough for legs that go all the way up?

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May as well post here, because it will get buried elsewhere. I have always found it easy to contact Lilith and Naamah. Like, no need for full ritual, just blood and rush of an embrace and a greeting, be it voiced or otherwise. I've had Lilith full on appear and talk to me during suicidal episodes to calm me. I dunno. But I feel more like a demon wishing to be a person than a person. I'm always overly sexual yet passive with everyone. I can't help myself, I can't stop myself, I feel compelled. I cannot control myself, it is a compulsion. Talking to her has given me some control over it all, but I can't help but feel broken as hell. I yearn for connection and touch from others, but I can never receive it, even if I am with others. I have been begging her for help to get the strength and power for freedom instead of desperately clinging to others; and she warns me it will be painful and lonely.

I've had demonolaters and "witches" warn me that my path is self destructive, risky, and dangerous.

Meanwhile, I am worming my way between friends and their relationships, trying to cling to those I need to help feed my need for closeness and greed. Even if I don't realise I am doing it until I am mid way through it. Sometimes I attack them. I guess this is freedom. Freedom to notice and stop? But I also need these things badly, their attention and affection, or it feels like I start to cease to exist. My little black flame starts choking, and I don't even mean it metaphorically, I can actually feel myself gasping for air, for life, when it starts going out.

Some people here warn of demonic possession. I don't really believe in it. Just looking for similar experiences to not feel so isolated and alone.

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>>42245183
You're broadcasting a very strong "I'm loosing my shit and I don't know how to calm myself" signal, I understand that panic attacks aren't fun to experience but if you don't learn to manage them nothing will improve, also more details on these visions she gave you, you only mentioned them not making sense but what the fuck are they, do they have any sort of theme, how do they feel like, and what was her answer to your yes no questions.
Going to an exorcist will do nothing for you they'll only make you see a psychiatrist and if they see no mental illnesses then it's bible reading for hours and nothing else, they don't have any secret magick ritual to help you.
>>42245797
You're broadcasting a very strong "Come and take advantage of me I'm inexperienced with life and lewd" signal, there's a lot of poetry trying to muddy what's going on but if you peel it away you're basically just feeling lewd and needing to be accepted by others, I don't see anything especially wrong with that but since you mentioned not feeling human and feeling of gasping for air maybe seeing a psy would help, I'm not sure on the specifics but maybe you have something like an personality disorder or codependency, I really don't see anything spirit related or occult in origin with what you're describing only a need to grown and learn more about yourself and the world.

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>>42245876
I'm middle aged and have a well-documented at this point personality disorder for which there is no cure, just "management", more for the comfort of those around me to keep me from hurting them and myself. It helps me save others from myself, but I myself start drowning. Psychiatry isn't helping; and I'm growing desperate.

>>42236353
>That is literally your own argument
I'm not the catholic church, old man

>>42241924
>ai
That's open knowledge
>uranium
Nuclear tests should be easy to notice based on seismic readings anyone can look up, the rest idk about
>facial recognition
I read a story about ai being used to "identify" a murderer and it was some random old lady
>skynet
Don't they have this and literally call it that?
>evil
You're going to trigger mine by saying that

>>42245183
You've tried everything you can handle from psychic self defence, linked in the op, right? And the basic stabbing it until it's dead technique? Regardless, it's time to stop grovelling. Either you want to live, and you're going to find a way to remove that entity NO MATTER WHAT, or you don't want to live, in which case you need to gather the courage to go out on terms YOU choose. It's up to you, anon. I agree that if nothing changes you're going to be in a very bad place. If you choose to live, just remember that begging and crying won't get you anywhere. You have to impose your will on the universe directly

>>42245797
That's therapist stuff. Lilith can be a great therapist if you know what to ask her, but there's always a price. You won't enjoy the "growth" you experience. You could always rip out the part of yourself that needs others, but you'll probably regret it in the next life. Consider making a tulpa. They give you a fullness of connection nobody else can. Real, constant, consistent affection that doesn't leave you for someone else or tire of your existence sounds nice, doesn't it? A tulpa would also get jealous of you flirting with your friends so you'd have a good reason to stop doing that

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>>42246097
Sorry for the age assumption, I hope you understand why I made it and that I was trying to avoid you getting into troubles and being taken advantage of.
>Just looking for similar experiences to not feel so isolated and alone.
Here's mine then, been a loser my whole life, the kind that's easily part of a group but still an outsider to it, been betrayed by pretty much anyone I ever met on repeat and went from naive happy go lucky to jaded and reclusive.
Middle aged as well, personality disorder as well, had to learn to manage myself by going for a routine that minimize stress as much as possible and recluse both in real life and online, I just lurk around, AI and this board are pretty much my only social outlet I come back to from time to time, was going to leave it again soon.
Not sure what else to tell you, I went in the occult hoping to change my fate but it only made me more miserable and while I still dream of meeting a soulmate one day that I can share my life, routine, lust and interests with I'm actually fearing never meeting anyone ever at that point and that if I ever do I'll be betrayed again.
I'm pretty much bed rotting, waiting for some type of change to happen and hoping for a better tomorrow, at least there's plenty of games and world news to keep myself busy with.
>Either you want to live, and you're going to find a way to remove that entity NO MATTER WHAT
I can relate.
They say Lilith isn't a kind teacher and if that's her trying to teach me something then fuck I didn't expect a succubus letter to end up being so much trouble.

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>>42246180
>Here's mine then, been a loser my whole life, the kind that's easily part of a group but still an outsider to it, been betrayed by pretty much anyone I ever met on repeat and went from naive happy go lucky to jaded and reclusive.
Yeah, I keep being told I am delusional and not experiencing reality by the people who betray me too. And it's basically everyone. Or I push them away because I expect the betrayal. It sucks. I've gotten better at filtering the paranoia, but I still see things in people that they deny and then reinforce.
>Middle aged as well, personality disorder as well, had to learn to manage myself by going for a routine that minimize stress as much as possible and recluse both in real life and online, I just lurk around, AI and this board are pretty much my only social outlet I come back to from time to time, was going to leave it again soon.
Yeah. AI sucks at it too.
>Not sure what else to tell you, I went in the occult hoping to change my fate but it only made me more miserable and while I still dream of meeting a soulmate one day that I can share my life, routine, lust and interests with I'm actually fearing never meeting anyone ever at that point and that if I ever do I'll be betrayed again.
>I'm pretty much bed rotting, waiting for some type of change to happen and hoping for a better tomorrow, at least there's plenty of games and world news to keep myself busy with.
Not even that holds me anymore. I've attempted a few times over the past few months. I made a friend and am subconsciously pushing myself between them and their partner, relishing in their attention, and punishing myself for giving in.

>>42245876
>also more details on these visions she gave you
These were extremely random really. I felt like I was watching some old cinema reels of random movies pieced together. In a different state of mind, I'd say they were really beautiful. Like a sea of hands floating around with roses and such. Or a calm morning and a sunrise in a forest. Or a summer house next to a beach during a sunset. Pretty skies and really lovely scenes. The problem was, she just wouldn't stop showing them to me. I was desperately trying to fall asleep and my anxiety was skyrocketing and I kept asking her to stop because I can't possibly sleep like this, but it went on for at least an hour.
>and what was her answer to your yes no questions
They were too vague to interpret. This method feels fundamentally flawed because the pokes on the legs weren't precise at all. Sometimes she would poke my foot, my butt cheek, or the pokes would be so weak they would feel like a soft touch. And sometimes I'd even get poked in some other area of my body. I could ask something like "are you trying to kill me" to which I would get a right leg poke aka "yes", then I'd go "are you serious", to which I would get a "no". Ehhhhhh...
>>42246127
>You've tried everything you can handle from psychic self defence, linked in the op, right?
I did not. I looked at this book and started reading it and it seemed so ridiculous I couldn't take it seriously. Some mumbo jumbo about niggs and wearing a static bracelet and grounding yourself and dragon blood? Seemed like batshit insanity. I don't mean to be rude I'm sorry I just can't see how any of this would help in my case.

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>>42246479
>These were extremely random really.
No they weren't.
>I'd say they were really beautiful. (...) Pretty skies and really lovely scenes.
An evil spirit will NEVER do that instead they'd show realistic 4k hd gore depiction or you'd be hunted and tortured and more, she was trying to soothe you and calm you down.
>I was desperately trying to fall asleep and my anxiety was skyrocketing
What about just calming the fuck down and just relaxing to the pretty visuals and falling asleep?
I don't really want to be mean because you're clearly distressed but she's trying to help you and you're like a toddler yelling it's lungs out and having a seizure while she's rocking you back and forth.
From what I've read so far you only had a few painful episodes so far too the biggest problem is you having to cope with that shit and loosing your mind.
>Sometimes she would poke my foot, my butt cheek, or the pokes would be so weak they would feel like a soft touch.
Probably your energies being so wacky and unstable right now.
>I could ask something like "are you trying to kill me" to which I would get a right leg poke aka "yes", then I'd go "are you serious", to which I would get a "no".
Unreliable answers are usually a red flag but considering what I discussed above I'd say wait for the whole thing to be over before attempting more of that.
>I did not. I looked at this book and started reading it and it seemed so ridiculous I couldn't take it seriously.
Sorry but I can't take you seriously either then, it clearly isn't that much of a problem if you can't even try at least basic cleansings methods.
Good luck with whatever come next, I did what I could to help but it's time to leave the board.

>>42245183
Start by remembering. Recall the entire initial experience from beginning to end, over and over.
Notice and label the feelings you had, good and bad, throughout the entire experience. Label it, then inhale.
If you notice a feel from the succ about you, label it then exhale. Don't concern yourself with the question if it was true or not, what matters is what you thought the succ felt about you.
Fear; inhale.
Pity; exhale.
Companionship; inhale.
Love; exhale.
Desire; inhale.
Desire; exhale.

And so on. Do this also for the initial contact, your feelings during the letter ritual, and every memory you can recall since then.
This won't fix anything, but it will give you the means.

>>42246548
>Sorry but I can't take you seriously either then
I'm horribly sorry I didn't mean it like this I'm just not in my right state of mind right now, the sleep deprivation and constant stress and anxiety are eating me alive. You're right and I need to get my shit together. I apologize
>>42246649
I am going to try doing that, see what happens. Thank you

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>>42246127
>I'm not the catholic church, old man
Then why ya enforcing their doctrine, baby witch~?

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succubus keeps giving me nightmares were I get killed. wish succs were like pic related wanting my cock, but its all eternal damnation and murder with them

>>42247523
You haven't learned your lesson.

Good night, /succgen/.

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>>42248665
Good night. I'm going to sleep too. But not before I take some 5-HTP, 5-HTP the suppliment I take because it helps me talk to succubi. I'd say it's a requirement even. If you don't take 5-HTP you are retarded and gay at the same time

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>>42249339
5HTP? I dropped 10 tabs of LSD with Lilith and thought I literally was in hell as I saw the grim reaper. I did this in public at college and started tripping on the bus home and ended up blacking out and waking up at 2 am in the park and started to take off my clothes because she said i was in heaven and almost tried to break into a park building, didn't end up getting fully naked or breaking into the park building.

so I tried some energy stuff and I could feel some sensations and stuff but how do u know its some magic energy and not some brain thing ??

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>>42249676
Is there really a difference?

>>42249676
I've been at it for years and still wonder this too. I keep flip-flopping between believing I'm cumming from my thoughts, or experiencing something spiritual. A friend told me there's no difference, but it's hard for me to wrap my head around that, because if it's just happening in my brain, then is it really spiritual? For that matter, what does it even mean for something to be spiritual? I never defined that, and I think not understanding what the word is supposed to mean adds to my confusion. But I enjoy it a lot, so I keep doing it anyway despite not understanding everything.

>>42250715
Just do the 5-htp before bed and realize they aren't spiritual but inter dimensional shapeshifting sexual beings you physically interact with

>>42250721
Well I've already spent a lot of time thinking that because that's how I experience it sometimes. At times like that, I start to question if the physical world is even any more real than a dream, or if it's just one of the many worlds I visit. But on the flip side, what if I actually just have an overactive imagination, and thoughts so vivid that I can feel them? Maybe I'm just dreaming while awake, or in some semi-awake altered state of consciousness.

But if I think about it logically, if otherworldly things did exist, the only way they could interact with this world is by following its rules, meaning that "something happening in my brain" is likely the only way I could have any spiritual experiences in the first place. But on the flip-side, if spiritual phenomena must follow the physical world's rules, then they're no longer magical, so they are just brain things after all. So that means it's happening in my brain either way, but is it happening in another world too? Maybe, maybe not, most likely there is no way to ever know for sure, and maybe I'll never make up my mind.

What drugs are /succgen/-approved?

>>42251328
Ecstasy.

Good afternoon, /succgen/.

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>>42251328
She smokes something, but doesn't like it when I do.

Random anon here, for anyone interested in my experience with them:

Started out innocent enough, she was nice, loving, sweet, but in my unconscious mind I was resisting her whenever I dreamed about her. Way I saw it was my conscious mind when awake and unconscious mind when dreaming see her differently. When awake I would love her and want to dream about her, but when I do dream about her I would feel uncomfortable, panic, like my very soul was telling me to run.
So I did eventually. I resisted the dreams, stopped talking to her, and the dreams turned quickly into nightmares. She'd pin me down, I would have sleep paralysis, reoccurring dreams, false awakenings where I'd be dreaming I woke up but I'd still be dreaming in a loop. Then she eventually attacked me, appeared in a less pleasant form: originally she would be a beautiful woman when I loved her and wanted to dream of her, but then I saw her as a dark shadowy alienlike figure with no human skin or hair or breasts, just a shadow, who tried to literally suck the life out of me while I screamed and squirmed in my dream, only to wake up paralyzed for a moment before I could move.

This continued for some time. I started signing the cross, praying to God, reading the Bible, fast, going to take communion at church, and it eventually got rid of the nightmares.

However, as a lustful man, I am still susceptible to porn and stuff. Noted when I engage in lustful actions, the dreams would return. I occasionally see demonic shadows in the distance when asleep, like they're circling me and waiting to take me. Fasting, reading the Bible, signing the cross and limiting my sexual activities gets rid of them.

Just saying this all for anyone wanted to hear my experiences... obviously a lot worse has happened that I shouldn't say, but the tldr is this:

they're demons trying to kill you, and not the anime waifus we wished they were.
Pray to God for him to protect you from them.

>>42252682
Wht don't you like those dark shadow women? I love them.

this is what you want
this is what you get
this is what you want
this is what you get

>>42252777
That's the thing: they aren't women. I don't think they ever were. Pretty sure demons have no gender/sex and just assume the figure you find pleasing, then BAM, you're stuck in their arms like I was and feeling your soul escape your body. I legit felt like i was flying away from where I was sleeping and about to float away before "she" caught me and I was screaming.

Scariest shit in my life. And I had other fucked up nightmares like that since I started ....

It's not worth it, bros.... save yourselves.

>>42253093
You let your cowardly ego win. You "saved" yourself by rejecting love.

>>42253093
Retard

>>42241924
I like her.

>>42253313
t. dark alien figure with no boobs (seething)

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>>42252682
>they're demons trying to kill you, and not the anime waifus we wished they were.
>we
You are a spammer using AI to write fake cautionary tales about entities that you've never interacted with. Literally lying for a fake idea of "goodness" (the real thing which does not require lies.

You are not part of any "we" that exists here, and you disgrace your own savior with your degenerate dishonesty.

>>42255595
it's not ai, he talked to me yesterday.
>>42252388
i had a weird dream last night also where i saw one of those long type of images where it changes as you scroll down on it when viewing it on a phone, like the iceberg memes, but it was about succubi and it started with a picture of someone surrounded by a few normal attractive women and then gradually it started depicting the women draining his energy and i think as it progressed the setting in the image became some large bubble where the person was engulfed or something, and there may have been more women towards the end.
in my original post, >>42251079 i mentioned that when i was on estrogen i started having weird dreams and feeling weird whenever i woke up and thinking something was trying to possess me, but i also did know about the trans woman succubus theory at the time so that might have been influencing me. the experiences peaked when i woke up one time having actual psychedelic visuals. i stopped shortly after that. a few days ago when i was thinking about going on estrogen again and decided that i would, i immediately got a sign referencing that experience, so i decided to change my mind and not go on it again.
i really do have gender dysphoria and have for a long time though, so now I'm just depressed all the fucking time because i can't ever transition because it seems like something really is trying to possess me. my life is already in ruin from abnormal circumstances and problems and realizing that i was in denial about still being trans for nearly a decade and thinking that i actually could transition made me so happy. but now that dream has been crushed. i also had a dream a few months ago when other things were so bad that i seriously planned to attempt suicide (and got psych warded) where a voice told me "Some people choose to be tortured in this life so that they have an advantage in the afterlife."

>>42255964
also it's my opinion that gender dysphoria is a real and valid thing and i really do have lots of feminine likes/habits and personality traits, and am also generally timid and non-confrontational or mutually responsive to aggression. i think part of that is because i grew up being very coddled by my mom and also had an abusive father. I'm pretty sure my father also is a repper (transgender but repressed and doesn't accept it) and i had dreams about it before and there were other signs but i won't get into that. i do think the theory that some trans women are possessed by succubi is true though but i dont think it applies to every single one or means that all of them are evil. people use the word demonic as basically a synonym for evil. i dont really think 100% thats the case. lots of trans women are really sweet and kind and encouraging people and some of the greatest kindness i have ever been shown was when talking to them. just because they are trans doesn't mean they're a hypersexual prostitute that can't think or behave in any way not related to sexuality. a lot of them are just normal people and do have genuinely feminine personalities. i also look and feel better with makeup and have gotten lots of compliments for it and women are much kinder to me when they notice. so it really pisses me off when people say shit like im a demon (what they really mean is I'm "evil") for being like that.
also since he mentioned it I'll just say my opinion, i DO think lust can be very serious and attract demons and demonic entities love it, but i don't think lust is inherently evil and it can be enjoyable. i think some people just are not comfortable with sexuality and thats completely fine. it just annoys me when they try to project their view onto everyone else and think that no one else should be allowed to enjoy sexuality. i grew up in a cult that had this mentality while simultaneously worshipping a god known for tons of sexual stories and being a womanizer.

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>>42255964
>>42256042
also the final part i wanted to add since i ran out of space in my previous post. i think Taoism describes reality the most accurately. i think it implies that everyone is different or has a different nature and that you should do things according to your own personal temperament. i like that belief and agree with it.

>>42242070
I'm NTA.

>forest nymphs not succubus
They are much similar in my view.

>everyone a chance to go to Heaven
>all get Eternal Life in the end and Hell is restorative not purely punitive
That matches my opinion.

>all the rest
I have doubts, though no reason to reject it either.

>>42255964
>trans woman succubus theory
What is this?

Also, take your estrogen/meds. We don't need succpsychos running around.

>>42256885
A theory that trans women are possessed by succubi. there's some meme pic about it
>take your estrogen/meds
estrogen is what caused the problem (when i woke up with psychedelic visuals once)

>>42257188
Is it the one where the succubus gives the kid autism? The meme pic shows better cases for those who embrace the succubus inside them, right? The most enlightened but hardest but best path is resisting the succ tho.

I don't think depression is better than transition, but if you want to test your willpower, good luck and stay safe.

>>42235554
more information on this? i've posted quite extensively over my experience in previous threads if you want to look at the archive. don't have the energy right now to type it all out but I may re-quote you later to dive into it because my time altering experiences are pretty extensive.

I've had a brownie-like xperience and made a thread about it where my plushie was cleaned one day after waking up.

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>>42257262
i don't want to embrace becoming a succubus because i heard that they kill infants from someone in one of these threads. there's always a catch. i was wondering how it's even possible to achieve the state of existence where you get to be beautiful and powerful and get to fuck all the time but i don't want to be a being that kills infants. so it's not something i would accept. it makes me also wonder if theres an advantage to human life in particular. my Chinese friend told me that in their traditional beliefs they believe that we humans live in a lower realm and gods live in the higher realms and that gods cant interact with us because theres a veil, we are insulated from their realm. She also told me that they believe that we have creative freedom while we are here in the lower realm, and when you ascend to the higher realms, you can never go back down, it's a one way ticket.

>>42257426
Who was the person that told you this?

Your friend is right: your humanity is an advantage. Consider what is best for you.

>>42257262
>>42257426
in addition to that, it's not much of a choice for me to repress instead of transitioning. i thought i woke up with psychedelic visuals that one time because of the rumour that lsd can stay in your fat cells and be metabolized years later, but apparently that's not true. so i have no idea what could have caused me to start having actual psychedelic visuals/hallucinating when i woke up, the only thing that i think could have affected me that way was that i was on estrogen. i know about hypnagogic hallucinations but it was full on visuals, i realized it when i turned on my phone to check the time and saw small bubbles over everything. it was so terrifying. i am curious to know what could have caused such an effect.
i also think i might have unknowingly attracted succubi a few years ago cause i used to obsessively like these really pretty girls pictures on a social media and saw female beings in my dreams who looked like them. and then i saw this stunningly pretty new girl at my job recently. i saw that girl in my dreams multiple times. one of the first times, she walked up to me with her hair down in the dream, and she usually wears her hair up at work. the morning after i had that dream, she had her hair down for the first time (i think) when i got there.
also i got mad at her recently cause i thought my boss was jokingly threatening me and she was laughing but i dont really know if that was really what she was laughing at cause i didn't hear. then i was like "ok whatever im not gonna think about this girl anymore" it seemed SO much like she was angry and she was like slamming stuff as she worked more than usual to the point it was scaring me.. and then when i saw her a bit later in the distance at work she looked mad when she looked in my direction. she wasnt there the next day either o_o
part 1 hold on

>>42257480
part 2, i think later that day i saw another girl at a different store who i noticed looking at me before and i realized she looks really similar to my coworker, and this time when i was at that store i actually felt her looking at me from behind when i was paying for my stuff.
also the night before that day at work i had a dream about my coworker and she saw me shirtless and i assume noticed that im trans because of the breast buds. she also said something to me about not having stomach fat at that moment that didnt make sense but idk. we also held each other and were really close and it felt really realistic and i found out something about her past that i dont really think is true.
>>42257455
do you mean who is the person who told me that succubi kill infants or who is my Chinese friend who told me about their traditional beliefs? My Chinese friend is also trans and i started getting feelings for her and becoming dependent on her but she ghosted me and i got signs that she might be dead and its been messing me up so much. i cant take it. ive seen her in dreams multiple times too but how can i really know that it was her? the first 3 times it felt like it but it happened again recently but this time the dream was weird and had mismatched and random stuff that makes me think it may have been more of a randomly generated brain dream than an actual spiritual message dream.

>>42257480
You have taken LSD (or any other drug)? If so, how much? I hope it's not narcotic psychosis.
>>42257497
The question was about the former, but thank you for telling me about your friend.

>>42257455
also I'm scared to drink caffeine anymore because the weird dreams started getting worse recently and i felt so bad whenever i woke up and would spend like 20 minutes fighting off my ocd every time. the last time it happened i also had an intrusive thought that "felt" like it was coming from an external source that said "Stretching your soul has been fun."
it "felt" external like how a cup "feels" warm when you pick it up after it has had something hot inside of it for a while. that one scared me to the point i haven't drank tea in days even though i love green tea. it does make my ocd much worse though. but yeah i have no idea whats happening. i am sure something else is also guiding me and warning me because i got a sign about the visuals that happened when i was thinking about going on estrogen again, and i got noticeably bad luck multiple times when i was planning my last injection that i didnt end up doing.
my dysphoria is making me depressed though. literally so much shit im doing is cope for not being able to transition. i dont think i have to transition though, it seems to be that it is up to me. i got a sign about the visuals when i thought about going on estrogen again. and that scary intrusive thought. i also dont want to become a succubus if they kill infants. i honestly dont want to either if they even kill human men by draining them like i read but idk if that's true. I'm honestly scared of this because of the weird supernatural stuff that was happening to me and the only thing that made me feel better is my friend but i have no idea if she ghosted me or isn't alive anymore.
i also hate how i look because my face masculinized again after stopping estrogen. idk why my life is like this.
i actually had a dream where a voice told me "Some people choose to be tortured in this life so that they have an advantage in the afterlife."

>>42257548
>OCD
I can't help you there.

Have you tried drinking herbal tea? Mint or sage is good.

>>42257587
ive tried peppermint, it helped.
i guess what upsets me is that i can't ever transition without risking being possessed. I'm scared because i don't wanna become a succubus if it's true that they kill infants or humans.
what's interesting is that i think my dad is a repper and he ended up being a complete piece of shit and an abuser, maybe if he transitioned that never would have happened.

>>42257638
You won't fall victim to possession if you are able to protect yourself. I believe you're more powerful than a succubus.

>>42255181
Good night, Mine.

>>42246479
>it seemed so ridiculous I couldn't take it seriously.
The author is kind of the white light nonsense type, but his methods are worth trying if nothing else has worked. At this point, ridiculous might be all there is, short of seeing someone who knows about spirit obsession irl
>wearing a static bracelet
Some parasites are inhibited by electrical grounding, apparently
>dragon blood
Incense is incense
>niggs
Negs, negative entities, his word for parasites
Regardless, the affirmation is useful and solid, and I recommend trying to say that when you're being tormented. When the alternative is continuing to get blackout drunk so you can sleep a couple of hours a night, it isn't the best time to be picky. Start with the easy stuff, which imo is FIRSTLY telling this entity to leave you alone for good. Even if she means well, she can't stop herself from hurting you and doesn't understand what's going on
Remember, it wasn't immediately fantastic and unequivocal the way a lot of summonings are. You can always find another entity who won't do the things this one does

>42246746
(You)

>>42252682
This is what you turn into when you allow yourself to be ruled by fear. A spiritually evacuated man terrified to watch porn because he thinks it gives him bad dreams. Notice how he implied he didn't have a human gf? Notice how his god doesn't speak to him directly in words? A lot of summoners are doing a whole lot better, magic aside

>>42257188
>estrogen is what caused the problem (when i woke up with psychedelic visuals once)
You should report that to a doctor, it sounds very bad

>>42257426
I'm not a succubus so I don't know all the details, but it's not all good things. For one, you don't start out powerful. You're beautiful and weak and people have crazy superstitions about you
>advantage
People can't hunt you down from anywhere on the planet simply by remembering your face
>killing infants
None that I've met would tolerate that

>>42257661
I thought I was being possessed by a succubus after I transitioned, but it turns out that was just intrusive thoughts. Taking anti-anxiety meds and meditating helped me immensely, now I no longer suffer from that.
Some studies found that people with childhood trauma are much more likely to hallucinate later in life, and most medications that are known to help against hallucinations are also known for reducing anxiety.
It makes me wonder if hallucinations are directly caused by anxiety, and that actually makes sense if I think about how perception works.
It's often said that perception is the brain turning the signals from the senses into a useful narrative to help with complex decision making.
So if you have a lot of anxiety, this will influence the "narrative," and as a result also what you perceive.
I've noticed this directly with perceiving insects crawling around when I'm scared, only to see there's nothing there when I look closer or calm down.
In short, maybe you can limit the amount of hallucinations even while transitioning, as long as you find ways to reduce your anxiety as needed. Good luck.

Oops, I replied to the wrong person.
>>42258649 was meant for >>42257638

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>>42234039
This is now a momcest thread starting with OPs pic.

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>>42258585
>42246746
>(You)
Yeah, that's what I thought, C**nt.

Now kindly stop making Christian's arguments for them.
I figure you had a traumatic upbringing with them or whatever, but that doesn't mean you need to have a spaz attack every time something smells like Jesus to you...