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I hit rock bottom. I was ready to end my life and I prayed harder than I've prayed since the day I accepted Christ.
>Please help my God! I don't understand why I'm so unhappy in life.
After I fell asleep I was awoken by an entity that was pure darkness engulfing the room. It was snarling and breathing down my neck. I called out to Jesus and it fled.
It was different from a normal sleep paralysis demon. It was darker much more powerful. It did something I never experienced before. As soon as I went back to sleep, it came right back. I fought it off over and over all night and every time it came back it was weaker and smaller. It was fighting desperately for it's life. It didn't want to let go of me.
The last time it appeared it was in the form of a tiny stuffed toy. I prayed at it until there was nothing left.
Now I feel nothing where there was always despair. Have you ever heard of something like this?
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sounds possible that it was the source for your depression who knows. depression can be often i believe sinply attributed to demonic influence from degeneracy or not even that just bad luck and susceptibulity. best of luck christ anon.
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Sounds like one of the low-level demons. I usually tell them to fuck off and they sometimes listen. They are really weak so just hit them with your fist and they will flee or die.
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Same thing happened to me but replace Jesus with Adolf Hitler
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>The last time it appeared it was in the form of a tiny stuffed toy.
The tortoise is evil!
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>surrenders will to jewish rabbi
>gets suicidal depression
Oy vey wonder whats going on here
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Appreciate you my brother in Christ
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dreams come from the subconscious, intelligence that is part of you yet also paradoxically unavailable, it sees things beyond our senses and regails it too you in the dream through visual cues
what your dream was, was probably what your subconscious saw happen when you called out to God and showed it to you in a dream (which also serves as a memory archiving tool for the brain, but also as a vehicle for prophecy)
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the rabbi of those days would probably push for you to be crucified next to him for even suggesting he was
Jesus was born jewish to redeem them, but the jewish acted in a way that basically said we dont want to be redeemed and thats why jesus started focussing on preaching to the 'goy', God made it so that whoever was willing to listen would become part of the chosen caste
being chosen is also not about being better then others, it is about being assigned as caretakers and 'shepherds' of life on Earth, something that was twisted in the judaic practices of that era. They looked at the shepherd analogy and twisted it into everyone else is cattle, no you were supposed to guide them to their benefit, not your own

hell tho is only for those who willingly, knowingly, earnestly (being deceived into it doesnt count if you wish truely to repent after finding out) seek to serve or cooperate with 'down below' so actual cultists, demon worshippers, unironical satanists. Everyone else is redeemable.
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Sounds like you've progressed into mania and delusions, enjoy.

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