>>42260627
forget it

>>42260627
what's wrong anon? what happened?
are you also that guy who was making a diary about it?

>>42260637
Very long story. Some months ago I wanted to create a tulpa because my life was (still is) absolute dogshit and I thought maybe, maybe creating one would be a good idea. I was so fucking lonely and everyone had been walking over me my entire life, so I spent a lot, lot of time trying to make one. Though the Punisher would be a good idea, lot of reasons why, I don't wanna get into it. I was slowly working on him for months. Getting his personality down, visualizing specific body parts down until they were baked in there, getting his voice down, everything. I thought it would be good. But all he does is try to get me to either hurt and kill myself or hurt and kill people around me for little reasons. There's a bridge I cross every day after my class ends and every single time I cross it, he tells me to just jump. Cutting onions in the kitchen and he tells me to cut my finger off. Tells me to OD on my medication whenever I take them. When he talks it feels like a song in the back of my head, he's clawing at it and he won't go away. Somebody cut in front of me on the crosswalk on my way to my other class and he told me to beat her head in with a rock. Another guy was walking too slow on the stairwell and he told me to shove him down it. He says there's no value in anything I do and I'll always be a broke piece of shit with zero value. He's told me that there's nothing for me here, and things will never get better, so why bother putting myself through this shit. Every time I see him I just want to die. I have to wear a cover over my eyes when I sleep because sometimes when I'm in my bed trying to sleep he'll stand over me and look just so fucking mad and disappointed. What the fuck do I do? I don't want to go inpatient again but I don't know how much more I can take.

Not the guy with the diary. Hope his goes better than mine.

I know I'm being super fucking gay right now but if anyone knows, PLEASE help me. Please.

>>42260722
my tulpa would like to hang out with your tulpa and smoke cigarettes and weed and drink beer.

>>42260805
serious note: try this.
make a drawing, little written document on thick paper like an index card, or otherwise make a little talisman or figurine that you can "bind" this tulpa to. something that's anchored to the tulpa.
somehow make that talisman or card enter the possession of a person you feel is more deserving of this tulpa. so long as they claim ownership of the object, perhaps the tulpa will become their problem.
good luck.

>>42260627
You summoned a tulpa of FRANK Mother Fucking CASTLE?! HARD CORE! Understand. Franco Castellone doesn't like to be summoned. He lives in pain 24/7. All he does is suffer. Everything he wants to do to you, he wants to do to himself, and since he can't, he trauma dumps. Either way. Tell him DP says "Hello!"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9Rfw6JKono

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>>42260627
>Uh how do you get rid of a tulpa? Preferably really, really, REALLY quickly? I fucked up bad and I don't know how much more of this shit I can take.
say the prayer of st michael whenever it tries to interact with you or communicate. eventually it will fade into your subconscious

>>42261051
God I wish. I wish he would do literally anything else as it got him the hell away from me. I'm so sick of him. Maybe he'd calm down after a joint.

>>42261055
Thank you so so much. That sounds like a really good idea. I'll definitely try it out. Sucks that I can name at least two people who deserve him, but hopefully he'll fuck off for good. I hope I won't be making a second post.

>>42261082
I know, it was such a fucking stupid thing to do hindsight. I thought having a tulpa of him specifically would help me not feel weak all the time. That and a stupid kid comfort thing I had with the comics. Other reasons and they're retarded all around.

Now we're both in hell and he is NOT helping.

>>42261101
btw, you cooouuullld sneak the tulpa card under a rock or somewhere on their property (watch out for cameras or witnesses though), someplace you can just reach inside and hide the card or talisman, like in a hedge bush or something. a foot into their property boundaries. that might suffice. a low-traffic spot that no one would see it.

>>42261101
perhaps a little 2-3 inch square of watercolor paper and some india ink or hard ass sharpie, for that permanence. got a hunch that if the binding object is too flimsy, this might not work.
and i'm just vibin rn.

i guess you've already tried hitting the unwanted tulpa back when he crosses the line? you don't have to let a genie shove you around like that.

>>42261171
Good thinking, thank you. Couldn't hurt to try both ways. Anything to get him to stop. He told me to bite a chunk out of my arm like five minutes ago. I'm so tired.

>>42261101
or another material idea (i haven't done this but it might be fun to try) - use a dremel tool or something to carve up a small piece of wood. that might make for a very sufficient talisman. just come up with a really good sigil linking that specific tulpa to itself, then engrave it into a carved wooden piece. or heavy paper and really permanent ink.

>>42261192
>>42261200
Yeah, I've tried. Tried being polite. Tried telling him to fuck off when that didn't work. I'm at the point where I just tell him to shut up and suck my dick whenever he says something. Tried blocking him out in any way that I can think of. Even when he's quiet for a bit he always ends up coming back to tell me to hurt or kill myself. Yesterday I had a breakdown due to everything going on and he told me I should just hang myself since none of it will ever get better. I went off like an actual schizo and called him like every single name and thing I could come up with and all he did was ask me if I was gonna cry. I hate him.

Sharpie or wood sounds like a great idea. I don't want to do it with anything impermanent in case it works so he can't come back.

>>42261230
actually, more thoughts on the watercolor paper approach. suppose you put in effort to make a little spooooky art piece that's small enough for convenient storage. whoever finds it will be intrigued and go "oh look i found a spooooky sigil with weird occult symbols on it, what does it mean??" and post it online.
then the real fun begins!!

>>42260627
It's been known for quite some time that you simply need to create a jackie chan tulpa to beat up the other tulpa.
It doesn't mattet that the othet tulpa is the punsiher, just imagine jackie chan to be stronger!

>>42261614
jackie chan is still no match for...
... fat albert dropping out of the air just a few feet over his head and crushing him instantly.

>>42261662
Ahh I see you've tulpamanced before!

Well, on the bright side now you have a definitive manifestation of your depression. Most people spend years fighting an invisible depression demon, and you're upset you gave it a form. Pathetic. It's your brain, do whatever you want to him.

Making a Pinky pie tulpa will remedy this.

A tulpa of a projection of your wants and desires. If you accept it into you then it will fade. I still visit mine time to time.