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i consider myself a good person even if sometimes i believe and think about stuff that are by standard morally wrong. Although a particular thought has been on my mind and driving me insane. Like 2 years ago i met some guy that instantly liked me or some shit and cus i was not really interested in him i ignored him. Some months ago a friend told me (supposedly as a joke) that another friend of mine liked that dude and since then i have lowkey been crazy. i don’t even understand why my brain works like that i genuinely do not have any feelings towards him plus i already like a girl from my class. However i have been having both dreams and fantasies with him where i want him to fully be dependent on me, dress him up in cute dresses, harm him, grow his hair and put makeup on him. This kinda sounds like a fetish and it probably is, i definitely do not wish to want shit like this in my head but i can’t get this bastard out of my fucking head. I am too embarrassed to even talk about this with a professional. i genuinely do not know what i should do.