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I wish i could learn how to illustrate well but i'm far too old at this point (Age 21).
I've been thinking and pondering doing it for the past six years. I feel horrible having squandered all of my opportunities if there ever indeed were any to begin with.
What have i done with all of that time instead of learning how to draw? Jacked off, rewatched Family Guy clips and played Factorio poorly.
It's pretty brutal that nothing will change for the better either.
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>>7870083
Yes. If you look.it up in the archive i'm pretty sure you'll see posts that are like 3yo.
I have attempted tips and advice but i think i'm too fucked for it to work.
I tried a bunch of beginner books, the five minutes a day minimum, keep drawing supplies close by, try to do it early in the day etc. All of that.
I just can't do it or much else for that matter.
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HOLY SHIT, YOU AGAIN
Pick up a pencil and draw. For Fucks Sake.
DRAW, YOU RETARD. DRAW! DRAW! DRAAAAAAW!!!
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>>7870103
Its not as hard as people claim desu. I got passing grades on all of my midterms with like 10 hours of studying total.
There'll probably be a diffculty spike that rapes me at some point but so far its all fairly easy.
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>>7870101
Sorry. I have no friends and rarely talk with family so pissing in the wind online is all i have.
I really do wish i was good at something. Not sure if i'm even "passionate" about drawing but i'm drawn to it regardless and somewhat. I just have no confidence.
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>>7870072
You've made this exact same copy and pasted thread multiple times. I'm 31, a virgin, my brain is broken with ADHD and bipolar disorder. I still live with my parents. I had to be practically given a car. I'm a complete loser. I've lost more than half the years you've even been alive because of this shit and it wasn't even until just a few years ago I came to even understand why. I spend my days in a fog of temporal myopia. The sands of time slip through my fingers, but nothing that I really want to do gets accomplished. The embers of my dreams dwindle away slowly as the days, weeks, and months pass as smoke. Yet somehow, under the crushing burden of my problems and all my self hatred, I still manage to be less of a grating, whiny faggot than you. Join the club, pal. Take a number, get your T-shirt, siddown and sybau.
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>>7870343
Actually, I'll tell you why I'm different than you. I'm actually trying to solve my problems rather than just pissing and moaning about it. It's slow, unbearably slow, and frustrating as FUCK with my brain being the busted piece of shit jalopy that it is and having to untangle a lifetime of bad habits. But I can say despite the ups and mostly-downs, I am just ever so slightly better off than I was before and that gives me *some* hope. All you ever do is post the exact same stupid ass thread looking for buttpats and giving you more reasons to feel sorry for yourself. If you don't have the will to live, then you're just going to die, simple as that. I know firsthand that willpower and doing things aren't straightforward as the normoid believes it to be, for with their mostly functional brains they foolishly believe that to will and to do are solely within their sovereignty, not realizing that their wills are at the mercy of their irrational carnality and causality, and that their power to do is limited, just as mine is. Yet if the want to do actually resides within you, you will eventually do so when the power of will comes to you. It's much harder for me, but not impossible. There are ways around these limitations, be they slow or agonizing, yet they are there still. Maybe you won't get as far as a normalfag, you may walk and never leave the desert before you die, but at least you did not die standing still. Venting might be cathartic and all, God knows I've done it, but to just spam the same thing over and over with no actual desire for improvement is pathetic.
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>>7870072
If you think you are too late to learn something, then you don’t really like that thing. You just want to have the thought of being an artist instead of doing it. A lot of artist learn late, it doesn’t fucking matter if someone got a talent. We are all responsible for our own fate
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>>7870502
I want to become an artist because i like the thought of being one.
It doesn't seem contradictory in the slightest.
I understand that a lot of people start late but i believe i'm doomed to fail because of my lack lf drive. I'd like to change that i just dont think i can.
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>>7870277
Fuck Loomis.
Forget Loomis.
Go to the magazine section of your local supermarket. Look at the children's books,those not connected to movies or TV shows. No Loomis there. Just unique visual styles that editors liked enough to pay the artists. Find your Voice, your own style.
Start here.
https://youtu.be/1OSWR7xiQLk?si=rfhKEDIkCQbsKGx4
Repeat until you find something to expand upon, to explore, to make your own.
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Some examples.
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>>7870072
This is your way of coping into not doing hard things. Learning things as an adult doesn't become "impossible," it just gets more frustrating because you're more self-conscious of your mistakes and you have lost your pain tolerance in doing mentally demanding tasks. The hardest part of learning anything new is just getting started.
The worst thing you can do is hold high expectations for yourself at the start or burning yourself out with fundie practice. You should be building your habit of drawing by drawing what interests you everyday while taking notes on what you want to improve, even if its for 5 or 10 minutes at the beginning. Also yes, your shit is going to suck but who cares? Everyone starts out by making chris chan sanic oc tier drawings.
>inb4 replies with even more self-loathing cope
Then don't fucking draw and shut the fuck up. Why even post here?
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>>7870470
You're legit mentally challenged if you believe this
Most people dont start their respective careers and earning serious money until they're in their early 30s, 21 is literally the perfect time to start drawing everyday and millions probably wish they were in your position when they were your age
Or maybe you're righg, don't start drawing since you genuinely seem mentally retarded and believe it or not art requires some level of innate intelligence
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>>7870072
jannies will let this garbage stay up but remove relevant threads.