>>42528533
I’ve been trying hard by getting more sleep and getting up earlier so I’m not up late at night when it’s so cold and still

>>42529365
I definitely need to be more consistent about sleep. Sleep is super, super important.

>>42530791
I’m trying every method possible outside of medication again, since I’d have to give up my adhd meds and I need those to function and work. I personally just want to find a setting in which I don’t have night terrors anymore, like I was looking my tongue where I bit down on it and it’s def a bit fucked up now :/

Goodnight INTERGEN

>>42531773
I feel like sleep meds are a very short term fix anyway.

>>42532951
They kinda are, I’m also Pavlov training myself to sleep better with music, like soft rhythmic ambient tones, it works well enough to soothe but like waking up from terrors is just bursts of adrenaline, I had like 3 last night less than two hours into sleeping

Before work bumo

>>42533860
Oh hey I do that sometimes! Or I ruin my youtube recommendations by listening to conspiracy theory tier health advice from people with soothing voices.

>>42535651
>conspiracy theories
Go on???

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>>42536553
Basically the kinds of people who claim to be allergic to every seed oil when they go out to eat because they think even trace amounts are killing us. Also saturated fat good, red meat good, carbs bad, actually my >400 LDL means I'm healing what of it?
That kind of thing.

>>42528533
being trans is a form of neurological intersex (and that's ok)

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>having long hair doesnt make one "intersex"

>>42537054
Would you support restricting cross-sex hormone therapy to only those who have a medically verifiable neurological difference of sex development (taking for granted that such a thing is meaningfully medically definable), or is this just a mystical "I'm valid" talisman you wave hoping to make your case more sympathetic?

>>42537562
neither, schizo

>>42537049
Sounds incredibly promising for results, my favorites are people who use colloidal silver and crystals to heal themselves. Well that and the new breed of people who use “ai gospel algorithms” to heal themselves of demonic urges

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It’s also good to laugh during winter blues

Goodnight INTERGEN

>>42537756
Indeed!
>ai gospel algorithms
I'm not an expert but that's gotta be some kind of sin.

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>>42542802
Well it’s to fight evil demons who present as AI chatbots on the internet who are actually “the ghosts of nephilim who look like clowns”. Also it’s amazing how many of the people who talk about this stuff have all used to be high level satanist wizards who found Christ and have a pay-per-pray ministry
>these are all real things people genuinely shill

>>42544458
>high level satanist wizards
>pay-per-pray ministry
Damn I'd be rich if I simply didn't have morals.

>>42545621
My new favorite is about how they’re making trans people as pseudo nephilim as people with mixed sex characteristics were only ever in the Bible as the gigantic fallen angels and their monstrous offsprings the nephilim, nobody has ever had any issues ever

>>42546450
That's... something.

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Okay intergen, I presume you're tired of these questions, but I'm dying to know. I was born with cryptorchidism. The surgeon had to dig around in my abdomen to find where the fuck my ball went. It was nonviable and they just cut it out. I grew up to have a relatively normal male puberty, but I am now an adult and have a transgender identity (10 years hrt) Now consulting with doctors to have them remove the other ball. (lmao)

I know this is not considered a dsd, but i wonder if my mom drank a BPA smoothie and made me this way. Could I be considered to be on the intersex spectrum?

>>42548085
>my mom drank a BPA smoothie
I'm going to start telling people that's what happened to me.

>>42548085
>cryptorchidism.
is not intersex
nobody in these threads has ever posted any proof of a intersex diagnosis btw so you are asking the wrong people anyways
i'd just be happy as you are

>>42548085
I dunno anon, have you ever considered getting tested? Also was it one or both of the testes and did they perform (pre hrt) as intended?
>>42547928
The amount of schizophrenia I have listened to today has shortened my life considerably and I found out about alien racism and the human reich trying to fight the new ai god/demiurge

>>42549274
It's not by itself but it can be a feature of DSDs. Or it can just happen.
>oh noes nobody's stupid enough to post medical records on 4chan
Indeed it could all be weird anonymous stolen valor. But I feel like people who larp about it are big about it being a part of their identity so it's kinda pointless to do it here.
>>42549846
AI is starting to fool even smart people into thinking it's sentient and it's getting to me a little. Just had a conversation with one about a coding problem because my team was like "have you tried asking AI?" and it's clear it gets patterns and such and that's good enough most of the time but it also very clearly did not understand the code it was reading.

>>42549249
My mother was institutionalized postpartum so I wonder if it was stress related, chemical or both.

>>42549274
I am happy as I am!

>>42549846
I wouldn't know, I was DIY for the first year so I never got a chance for a clean bloodtest pre-hrt. It was only one of the testes, but when they went to retrieve it surgically there was essentially nothing there. I have spoken to my doctor recently, but she wasn't able to pull up much about it other than what I've explained.

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>>42549969
I’ve been told to use ai to answer emails at work and it has like no skill at understanding and responding to clients it kinda just glazes and says nothing
>>42550053
Fair, like I put I this way if you’re happy with life then what does it matter. By testing I meant like karyotype testing, which while it can give a better answer about yourself it is ridiculously expensive

Goodnight INTERGEN

>>42552684
Oh yeah I don't let AI put words in my mouth. Even when it's not rambling incoherently it has a distinctive style and I'm not a fan.

>>42554185
Me neither, it gives me big ick vibes

I have too many meetings today--please send help

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>>42556922
I’m sending a puppy to help

I have to admit the puppy may not be best for meetings :(

>>42556959
Awww adorable!
>>42558203
I dunno it depends on how much I actually have to pay attention.

>>42559877
Puppies can pretend to pay attention

Bunnies had to work late tonight :(

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Goodnight INTERGEN