>>42546533
same

but now I'm considering re-repping. Get lots of compliments when en femme but it all feels fake.

>>42546550
Not op but in my admittedly limited experience even when you don't look like you want to, when you're trying and putting the effort in on the smallest level like clothes the people who care can tell and that's what they see

>>42546533
https://www.avitale.com/essays-details/?name=the-gender-variant-phenomenon--a-developmental-review-5

>>42546712
The past few times I've gone out in a dress I've gotten multiple compliments and have had both men and women hit on me.

Yet I still feel like a gross disgusting monster.

>>42546550
>en femme
ngl i like how boomerspeak is a little more whimsical than 4tranese

>>42546784
Tbf girlmoding feels a little too infantile and these looks were specifically "high femme" with dresses.

>>42546745
My point is even when I'm being super critical of my self the people around me see the difference in me when I'm able to present fem and that makes it worth it

>>42546864
I just end up feeling fake. I remember going to dinner with my mom and screaming internally that she should hate me for being a freak. It's something that's gotten worse over time, too. A year ago I didn't have this issue but it's like I've become even more self hating.

>>42546533
The insidious thing about repping is that when you finally realize you shouldn't have done it, it's often too late to troon well.

>>42546991
This is why we need AGP Inspection Day

>>42546999
Wouldn't have helped for some of us desu. If you have conservative parents for example, some mandatory psych check uncovering that you're trans is just going to lead to abuse. Hell I specifically refused to tell the psychs they did send me to about it out of fear of my parents.

>>42547014
We need the Biden Pinkpill Act

But yeah I know. I have a friend who was pulled out of therapy at age 8 because her therapist said she displayed signs of gender dysphoria.

>>42546533
Male Glegle is hot

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>>42549347
>>42546533

>>42546712
lmao not my experience.

>Me: "notice anything different today?"
>Them: "uhh, no. you still look like anon to me! ^_^"
>Me: "You dont notice im carying myself different, my clothes are different, im soeaking different?"
>Them: "I guess? none of that stuff matters to me, lol"

>>42546533
yeah
>>42546991
yeah
>>42546999
yeah
>>42547014
yeah

it's just over

>>42546745
I manmoded too long and deciding if I want to transition but my theory is that if you don't have facial hair and aren't fat, you are probably fine looking for dating. You'll just get discriminated against when looking for a job. Glass half full shit.

>>42546991
Repping is one of the few things that becomes harder the better you get at it.
>>42551796
So get a job first, then manmode?

>>42551796
My issue is that the physical sensation of my large back and ribs induces dysphoria. Any brief moment of feeling like a woman is ruined the moment I can feel anything touch my shoulders. The best I can do is like, try and butch cope sometimes, but that's not what I actually want to do.

>>42546533
>>42546550
post face i need a point of reference

>>42552011
I'm not gonna post my face on the mongolian basket weaving forum

I am honly and frankly I don't know how of why people hit on me when I'm dressed up.