I have a crippling fear of death. It's the only reason I haven't killed myself. I don't know why I'm afraid, I don't think anything happens when you die. It's just primal, I guess.

fuck these butterflies

i'm afraid of no backlink you stupid faggot nya :3

last >>43218830

>>43234316
what from nona

fell in love with a moder

is that not good...?

>>43234325
I deliberately didn't do it because I hate you and I deliberately didn't link this thread in the last because I hate you

>>43234351
take me in your bed raw no protection all night long

i wish i had a moder

hi

>>43234367
hey whats up hello

ew not you

thanks for ruining my night

>>43234356
You couldn't handle my cuddles traveller you need to find somewhere that gives weaker cuddles

>>43234346
rejected by a moder?

They say manmoders don't worry
They're living on nuts and berries
They're setting a bad example
They're making a fool of us

>>43234371
i'm in love with you :3

Heaven
Heaven is a place
A place where moders
Where moders all are yapping

tummy

I'm checking them out, I'm checking them out
I got it figured out, I got it figured out
There's good moders, some bad moders
But it all works out, I'm a little freaked out
I'll find a moder, find myself a moder to live with
I will find a moder, find myself a moder to live with

I'm afraid of death
I'm afraid of not being good enough
I'm afraid of heights
I'm afraid of never being loved
I'm afraid of being abandoned
I'm afraid of large bugs
I'm afraid of living a life of regret
I'm afraid of asylums

>>43234286
I fear going to sleep. Because after sleep come the next day. And the next day brings more torment. I have always been afraid of sleeping for the pain that will soon come.
I fear being alive
I fear being dead
I fear being alone
I fear being in the company of others

>>43234464
Why are you afraid of me, a large bug?

i fear change

who tf is the reddit frieren person and why are you here

>>43234346
details

Scared. Confused. Coping. Failing at life. Lonely. And most of all: moided.

>>43234506
They fell in love once and almost completely
Moders in love with the world

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Liiiiisten
you alone?

t4t is such a meme theyll always leave for a cis girl

Shitmoder general

How do you guys tell CHICKS that you have TITS and can't CUM

Just be attracted to men duh

>>43234678
find a loyal moder

>>43234693
Men are mean and not cuddly

>>43234718
i've cuddled lots of moids

>>43234701
i have a girlfriend but i see the way she looks at and talks to cis girls im always going to be lesser i don't care atp

>>43234727
Good for you >_<

>>43234718
Why should anybody ever be nice to me?

>>43234728
has this happened to you before or are you just paranoid

>>43234744
cuz u deserve it anon. boys should be bending over backwards for u

>>43234750
it didn't happen to me specifically but i can't help but notice

>>43234752
Id settle for getting to sleep under one we can't all ask for the moon

this korean cucumber face gel is kinda goated

i wish i weren't a moid so i can cry without feeling weird about it

>>43234371
sit your pretty ass soon as you walked in the door

>>43234395
i’ve been the moder in this scenario

moders rejecting moders how fucked up is that

The larger moder eats the smaller moder

The larger modern now turns to face a challenge from another large moder

mastadonian moder masticator

i need a moder to eat me

i wish i were a cute twinkhon

>>43234805
no he was just a cis guy

planning my solo sky burial/wandering into a remote bog in the dark

>>43234339
from someone

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>>43234286
I am afraid of:
needles
people after the dark
doctors
sharp things

you forgot mcdouble shortage

mcnothing

>>43209811
i still think about you :/

>>43234286
nuclear fallout
tornadoes
black holes

>>43234286
the possibility that love is not enough

I am so desperate to be loved yet I fear that so much as well. I really want to kill myself but I also don't want to because I have such a deep desire to be loved and experience romance. but I'm terrified of being in love. idk average loveslop enjoyer or something

>>43234286
unironically probably the ocean, rabies or prion disease, tornadoes

>>43235683
hey (i'm a massive loser)

>>43235705
of course you're a loser you're on 4chan (I too am a loser just not a MASSIVE one)

loser king has entered the chat

i think i've only ever been loved in the way you'd love some fucked up crippled crusty dog and not the way you'd love a romantic partner

i’m a loser serf. a loserf, if you will

>>43235822
me too!!! LOL

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here, have a frieren anons

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have a misato if we’re avatarfagging

>>43236057
i am now misato aged and i do not look like that, i should kill myself

my waifu is stronger than your waifu

>>43236057
train
>>43236069
don't kill yourself i can develop an unhealthy attachment to you :/

>>43236057
evangelion is so gender

>>43236093
what skills do you want me to train so badly?

>>43234389
this guy hasn't ever given cuddles

what are some good beginner cuddles for someone just getting into physical affection?

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>>43236192
train(moder)

i’d say i’ve been training in my moding for a while now. i don’t need anything more

>>43236208
highly recommend finding an experienced cuddler willing to show you the ropes

i will die alone because i push away anyone that is able to love me and that's very scary

i will die alone because i'm a cross sex freak of a MAN with a gut and titties and rough big hands wearing a dress

i will die alone because i'm fucking retarded and nonfunctional and i never go anywhere or speak to anyone

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>>43236731
did i post this without remembering?

>>43234693
men smell like shit, behave like shit and look like shit id rather hug radioactive waste

you're full of hate, man

>>43236731
i can speak to you but im also nonfunctional and retarded :/

>>43235599
umm hi babe :3

i'm afraid of honmoding

everybody is fucking evil i hate them. stop mocking me

>>43234286
heights.

oh yeah forgot about those, yeah heights suck

>>43237292
nta but pretty much the same

BUT I'M A BRICK
I'M A SNEEDHON

>>43234286
I'm afraid to die unlovable

it's over in all sorts of new and novel ways in which it's never been over before

i'm glad it's over

for me its bitterness

i love transitioning
>gee i hope i don't give up in 10 moths leaving me just a man with b cups that can't wear just a tshirt when he goes into public

>>43238178
B cups in 10 months? Luckshit

>>43234286
That my hobbies consist of listening to music and doomscrolling here and sometimes reading Asian comics

>>43238242
wow same

>>43238233
wanna touch and grope and squeeze them huh loser

>>43238271
Twin <3

>>43238233
I'm at 6 months with C cups

im aa cups at 48 months

>>43238242
fr this is the biggest hurdle I have when trying to socialize. If you aren't a gamer or MTG player then theres no way to connect with any other troon or even chasers...

>>43238441
same but at 5 years

>>43238468
can you post a picture of yourself in a cowkini?

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>
<I'm afraid of Rapeson... whenever I see this picture I start leaking and have to dilate IMMEDIATELY!

I look like that.

>>43238423
That's cool I just got that in 2 years

>>43237318
would you want to talk on disc? i'll try to avoid the life ruining part...

wouah, anon is taking a risk
i respect

puking bile award
dying of liver failure award

>>43238951
same alcolestie

>>43238951
it happens a lot?

>>43238423
babytrans general

>>43238766
sure! you can ruin my life a lil tho, as a treat
disc: tolucamermaid

i was there when anon added anon

>>43238233
god gives her largest bazongers to her least committed e-users (see also: hrt femboys)

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>>43239259
me on the right

hrt femboys need to be rounded up and forced to work in coal mines

noooooo the hot chud who was probably a catfish anyway removed me

makin pancakes

>>43239278
So the secret is going through a HRT femboy phase got it

my petite boybreasts are gentlemanly and aristocratic.

I AM COUNT CRONOS, VAMPIRE SUPREEEEEME

>>43239341
so turned on right now

hm i wonder if i would look good with bangs
wait... why am i so bald

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>>43239251
she never added me

top ten anime betrayals

>>43239922
maybe they will later...
im sorry if they dont anon
im saving your gif

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Saw cows on my walk. I should buy a cowkini....

I hate men

i hate mean

i hate me

gained 5 pounds award

>>43234286
I'M AFRAID OF AMERICANS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LT3cERVRoQo

jelly rolls
jelly rolls
everybody on this fucking board seems to love you

I keep seeing that meme of nuke on CS2 being full of trans women. What map to manmoders play?

everything after 1.6 blows ass

how much overlap is there between where normal trans women congregate and where manmoders do? there’s a reason we’re here and not in mtfg

>>43241317
twinkhons and manmoders overlap in spaces like video games. Especially military autism ones.

i’ll never be a twinkhon, i don’t like those sorts of games :(

that's cuz you'll be a passoid sweetie

how to get moder gf if i'm boring, ugly, stupid, and useless at everything i do

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I tried doing my brows and couldn’t rlly get an arch so they look the same but it’s not like it matters since the only way I look remotely cute is by covering my face with as much hair as possible so you don’t have to see it literally my brow bone is huge and my eyes so sunken the majority of my eyebrows are just angled facing downward I am unironically a freakish ghoul and iwnbaw I am actually so fucking disgusting and horrid it’s unreal I do not deserve to be loved and that is a genuine fact because god I am just so fucking foul as a person physically and emotionally and yeah basically trips and I kill myself dubs I self harm

meet a moder who’s the same.
hi, i’m nona and i fit all that

no me, pick me

yeah actually pick her, i’m not ready

>>43241423
yes but i'm actually all of those things and everyone who says the same is exaggerating

>>43241468
i literally am all those things plus bpd

>>43241490
ok im also bpd date me ;)

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>>43241575
i'm still waiting for the nona who wanted to add me on discord

>>43241604
i wanna run marathon with you but i have avpd sorry

i can fix you by never rejecting you

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>>43241720
it's for the best, i'm terrible at it :(

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> go to coffee shoo with my sister
> she tells the cashier "oh this is my sister"
> *casher turns to me full manmode*
> awkward oh hi and wave
why the fuck do cissies feel the need to make my medical condition a fucking humiliation ritual?

>>43241745
hi fix me pls

that’s never enough

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>>43241756
i would carry you through pinwheel and then i would take you through a vault <3

>>43241778
idk what most of that means i'm like level 10 lol

shooters are cringe

>>43241810
oh no i'm actually only level 8 plus i lost all my in game mail!!!

>>43241850
well i wouldnt have to carry you if you were good now would i
>>43241818
YOURE cringe

shes so awesome :)

tf2 is good
pyro is manmoding

>>43241900
i'm doing my best!

let’s play some good games, who wants to play pokemon showdown/champions?

lol

who want to cum in my butt

>>43242095
hi

alright, no one is leaving until i figure out whose cum is in my butt

you call them hands i call them paws

it's not mine, i can't produce anything anymore :(

t-shirt that says “i had to paws my game to be here”

i came a lot this morning but it’s just clear

>tfw it's officially t-shirt weather
>tfw can't cope with baggy hoodies any more and have to start binding again

just sweat you retard

>>43242349
Layered clothes + open black shirt does the trick

wear a bra like a normal woman

just get fat. getting fat is generally the optimal way to manmode

>>43241960
Is champion any good?

trying to meet local people on tagmap was a mistake. i just got to this town and i already want to move

tagmap is for if you want a bpd mtf to destroy your life

>>43242408
it’s fine. it’s free, so no biggie, but i’ll probably mostly stick to showdown

>>43242641
i know, it sounded cool but all I got was ghosted by literally everyone near me lol

>>43242405
it's really not
t. fatty in jeans and a t-shirt with my gut and goobs and gock all bulging out

I'm working on gaining weight but my family has the big boob gene. Getting fat only really works if you have the genetics to carry it in a fem way. For instance my first gf (cis) was overweight but none of it went to her chest or waist.

my family has the big boob gene but it obviously didn't carry over to me so i guess i'll kill myself

No Nona, you just need to try proper weight cycling! There's also that new drug piao or whatever I keep people saying for fem fat distribution .

my family has the bad person gene

ah a fellow italian

>>43242788
the tits don't matter because people just assume you have gyno
>but gyno doesn't look like that!
normal people don't know this

>try getting fat
>try weight cycling
>try pio
>try
>try
>try

>>43242917
I don't think that works the way you think it does, and honestly I'm just complaining about being fat I don't try to hide my tits at all (sports bra and a t-shirt is comfy)

drunk homeless guy touched my arm while talking about how he's not into gay guys and even if he likes their bodies he just won't be gay

>>43242933
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_0d01XbXg0

i wish i were a girltwink

yesterday was my dad’s death anniversary and i completely forgot. my mom said “i know yesterday is a hard day for you and your brother” and i was genuinely clueless

I can't wait for my parents to die so I can move on from wishing I could reconcile with them to regretting not reconciling with them

Everybody wanna be a boobybuilder, but don't nobody wanna eat no heavy ass weights

>>43243227
You know what it's like? It's like that show "Becker," you know, with Ted Danson? I watched the entire run of that show, hoping that it would get better, and it never did. It had all the right pieces, but it just... It couldn't put them together. And when it got cancelled, I was really bummed out, not because I liked the show, but because I knew it could be so much better, and now it never would be. And that's what losing a parent is like. It's like "Becker." Suddenly, you realize you'll never have the good relationship you wanted, and as long as they were alive, even though you'd never admit it, part of you - the stupidest goddamn part of you - was still holding on to that chance. And you didn't even realize it until that chance went away.

ticketed for moidering :(

>>43242668
sorry nona :(

i didn't get a blizzard today and it's too dark to walk there now. all i ate was a 700 calorie hotdog. i'll never get booba i'll die at 40 C

moderboating

>>43243350
wish i could drool react this

i'm so fucking HAIRY

i look really cute right now desu :/

>>43234286
I miss my dad so much, the world has felt so dangerous since he passed away

I look really fat right now desu :\

you should like, lay on top of me and make out with me desu :/

From my fingertips
The cigarette throws ashes to the ground
I'd stop and talk to the girls who work this street
But I got business farther down
Like one long season of rain
I will remain

i found a moder at the store lol

i called my self a faggot and my mom laughed

What state

>>43243451
whats the title of this noir film

cali

if you wanna be a passer
then just get a little fatter

I just want to be loved. I'll get fat if that will help

i'm fat and no one loves me

Have you tried to *making out noises*

moder want cumcum

I mode.

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I hope that other bpdmoder is ok.

i fucked her btw

i deserve a bf

>>43243845
who'd ya fuck
>>43243853
but consider that men don't deserve anything

what happened to that one bitch who used to come in here every day and post "i wish i had a manmoder boymoder bf gf" did she get a manmoder boymoder bf gf or did she just give up

>>43243919
>who'd ya fuck
her can you not read you fucking retarded person
>>43243938
i fucked her btw

>>43234286
I laugh a lot and try to be lively because the alternative is succumbing to my depression

flying to kentucky for moder ass

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Im afraid of sex for emotional reasons but I'm also afraid of missing out on physical intimacy

>>43243919
so true that's why i treat all amabs in my life like shit

>>43244014
I feel disgusted by sex even in media

I could only feel comfortable sleeping with someone that mirrors myself. Like when I was younger I wanted to be with an emo twink and as an adult I want t4t.

i deserfe death

you deserfe love

good bye

im a fem4fem fag trapped in a lesbian trans woman's body

isn't that what most moders are

two manmoders getting under the blanket on a cold night and keeping eachother warm

pleading emoji

th concept of aromantic is deeply funny to me like "yea will have sex with you but will not form a bond or love you" bro that's just straight male sexuality

>>43244222
there's nothing like it

>>43244236
lemme touch your soul real quick bro no homo

>>43244238
i wouldn't know....

>>43244245
im taken >_<

helping your manmoder do her shot~

gayness is disgusting

b-but we're both moders >_<

apple pie à la moder

send mascs to the camps, fem supremacy now

lia gone, cm gone, all characters dead, it's good to be alive

lia just posted

The Rapist.

The Raped

cm just posted a minute ago what are you on about

I'm always here

>try to do shot
>hurts way too much, needle only goes half way into leg and stops
>pull it out and try again
>wont pierce skin now
i can't do anything right

it's okay nona! everyone makes mistakes and sometimes it takes two tries to get something right! I'm sure you'll get the next one ^_^

they killed my character

never got to smell trainmoders hair award

i'm still here

blushing hardcore right now.....

>>43244725
aren't u anti mm4mm

mmmm mm4mm....

starting next month everyone in the gen is getting new gimmicks

>>43234286
Social anxiety, the state, somehow spending too much money or otherwise becoming destitute. Also, existential stuff (am I wasting my life, did I wait too long etc).

>>43244762
please not again

i miss shitmoder

>>43244725
you’re not trainmoder, i’m trainmoder

>>43244762
do we get to pick or will they be assigned

the only good one ever was ouppy no one even bother trying

I miss them all

i'm scared of aging into my dad instead of my mom.

I'm going to keep posting here even after I start girlmoding

>>43244747
i'm mm4mm
>>43244800
and every day i wake up i thank the universe i'm not you. i say "thank you universe things are pretty bad sometimes but at least i'm not her"

>>43244811
You forgot about gyarumoder

>>43244846
tempmanmoders are a divine caste compared to permamoders like my wretched kin

i was talking about ones that were real, NONA

>>43244891
If you do anything but post in mmg forever you're a fake moder. All the ones that left were weak

tempmoders should be kept in chains at the moder compound

>>43244860
cunt

can i post my tummy early im going to be busy tuesday

>>43244860
finally, someone who agrees i’m the worst

>>43244912
dont ill cum

>>43244924
yes im edging quickly

tumblrmoder was actually AI and had to leave when her data center lost funding

>>43244927
now youre def getting the chains

>>43244888
>>43244793
neither of these ever existed. they were always theoretical moders

>>43244941
you don't understand i can't masturbate anymore so i'll tremble scream and cum way too much from this!!!

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>>43244924

I’m gonna be moderjesus and sacrifice myself so all the other moders here can become pretty passoids

>>43244930
but i talk to her on discord sometimes

>>43244955
yes nona i get it you can be in chains and get abused or whatever

>>43244963
nice try Peter T.

>>43244960
no i want to be the ultimate martyr :(

>>43244949
She’s real to me >:(

you're laughing. tumblrmoders bf is about to be blown up off the coast of iran and you're laughing.

>>43244968
fine... i won't fight back, do what you must!

he probably strikes that pussy with a hellfire missile

>>43244974
Sorry bestie but I’m literally the most moided person here even doing my brows (kinda poorly admittedly) did nothing and in fact made me look more masculine so it’s for the best

fuck your martyrdom that's gay I'm the only real manmoder™

can we be eskimo sisters

>>43245016
no dying on me I'd be sad

>>43244963
must be nice

>>43245038
I’m literally a permagigademonichonbeast and I’ll never be happy or get a boyfriend or have people who genuinely see me as a woman plus I have a dead end life in general. I’m kinda planning on kmsing in general so it’s for the best desu

you're all so boring to talk to try to be pretty at least im bored

>>43245071
im eating poop rn

>>43245071
bitch ur ugly inside and out
hit the showers

>>43245068
I'll be sad

>>43245106
Why would u be sad Nona?

>>43245016
jellyfishmoder?

>>43245110
you seem nice

>>43245159
Mhm

>>43245197
Appreciate that but I’m rlly not lol. Kinda deserve death a bit

you do not deserve death

gimmick idea :
grapemoder, the moder that eats grapes

think i could handle this one

what if, what if it didn't have the g. *gulps*

then id cum

apemoder

exposure therapy

pee moder. she pees

no-peemoder, he never pees

im no-poomoder because I don't eat

Becoming best friends with a manmader and slowly morphing the friendship into a life long monogamous relationshipmoder

hey, wanna be friends?

>>43245484
PLEASE

Okay~

>>43245484
dangerous

>>43245522
Dangermoder is my middle name

>>43245494
hey

I want to hold a chubby manmoder close and let time melt away as we listen to each other's breath

i want to sit and eat werther's originals with you

>>43245712
30+ bmi here

evens i cut
odds i do something else that's degenerate

cutting is unmanly you're fakemanmoding

>>43245723
c-can i have the one in your mouth >_<

>>43245728
Soft!!!

i need to have sex with someone immediately