there's no upside to that

>>43260324
take your HRT, retards

>>43260384
fippy bippy, a eunuch is still a man

>>43260406
i don't have any

>>43260324
>POTT
I dislike having a penis but if that means I wouldn't even have the option to stop T by cutting the gonads off anymore that seems like a downgrade
it would be nice not having to feel it there though

saw a trans girl selfie on twitter and want to kill myself again

>>43260623
get some
it's free in the US under medicaid if you're not in a hellstate, and affordable to DIY if you have some income

>>43260725
don't you need to go through a whole thing for months and months to get hrt covered

>>43260737
no, that was the oldschool way and sometimes they'd make you do shit like a year of RLE - these days you can call up planned parenthood and get your meds the same week on an informed consent basis (for now, in some states, until le orange man makes it illegal)

Every time I see a beautiful woman I think to myself "I'd give my fuckin soul to look like that"
I'm incapable of stopping these thoughts, it's like seeing something like that flicks a bell and the sound of it echoes through my head

damn it cleared my cache and have to do the complicated captchas again. i am too stupid for this
>>43260324
if it also nuked my sex drive great
otherwise meh, can just choose to bottom anyway so idk why i'd do that
>>43260406
no <3

>>43260737
they do this in uncivilized countries (western europe), also it's more like years and not months.

my brain doesn't work correctly

>>43260324
I would have no choice but to full on transition and be a girl

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Cant stop thinking about ftms... carnally
This is definitely because of the repping
But its very unethical i think to have sex whilst repping
Still want to fuck a trans guy though
Is it hotter if i tell him im a repper will he be into that?

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>>43260324
I’d wake up super happy, it would be a supernatural event, like some higher power is telling me to just go for it and i’d do anything in my power to make the rest of my body the way i want it to be

I’d still hope someday i wake up with a vagina but waking up without a pp and no side effects would be amazing

im 29 and im out of time
i spent all of my life online

>>43262799
I look in the mirror to find
the face looking back isn't mine

>>43262200
I hope id have besties to support me

Cutestuffscarystuff

>>43260324
Masturbation is one of the last pleasures I have left so no, I wouldn't be happier
>>43262825
Not into men

my body is sorta nice but i am balding so fucking much
barely an adult and already look worse than most 30yo
i can't even..

>>43263993
Finasteride, minoxidil, manmode now. Don't go bald without a fight

>>43264010
do i need the fin if i use E?

>>43264029
Not necessarily

its ok to be estrogenlessly gay and not to repress your attraction to other men

>>43264040
Im only 40 percent attracted to men

>>43264056
>nobody would ever suppress something that isn't tolerated by others and try to minimize it
that doesn't happen
nobody would do that
you are crazy

i feel deformed
why are my shoulders so massive

>Take my mother out to a restaurant to eat
>The front lady is obviously trans, hasn't done her voice training (big mistake but w/e)
>Mother spends half the meal loudly talking about how she hates crossdressers and drag queens
>Drive her home and she starts talking about the front lady again, gets upset when I call her a 'lady' and keeps talking about her being a nasty man
Can't even go outside without being reminded of why I rep. Hate this bitch.

>>43264029
E alone doesn't block DHT but if you are on T blockers then those block DHT too

>>43264471
It does cause your body to down-regulate T production, though.

grooming is literally an important part of femininity
why do you think women got married very very young in the old days
lot of stacies had sex in their mid teens with old guys and that was an important initiation for them

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Is my friend a repper?
>weird religious upbringing, very sheltered and retarded
>eating disorder
>cutting
>alcoholic
>smokes cigarettes
>weird about sex, likes men but denied it a long time
>virgin
>way into futanari porn and got weirded out when i said i'd be the one topping the futa, couldn't understand why i'd want to do that
>visceral disgust at vaginas but likes feminine things
For all I know he's reading the thread right now. Sorry if you are, bro.

vaginas are horrible tho
i mean just the teeth! :(

>>43264507
I was worried for a second you were talking about me, but half of those things I havent told a soul

i'm comically unsuited for the role i've been thrust into and it's killing me. literally zero days lived as authentic self.

>>43265100
yeah

it's crazy how difficult it becomes to make yourself do literally anything once you accept it's over and nothing you could do will bring you any closer to the life you want

I hope things continue to get worse for the trans community. I really do. These backstabbers deserve it. I hope governments all around the world make them fucking suffer.

>>43264492
This is why TERFs hate you

>>43266420
why? that's just evil for no reason
I want them to be happy even though I can never join them

>>43266359
Yeah major depression is like that.
>>43266420
I hope things get better for the trans community and future generations don't suffer like I did.

i should start cutting

I cant take much more of this. 50 years? Fuck that.

>>43260406
>take your pronouns, retards

>anti-repper "stop being a baby and do it" post shows up on my twitter feed
LEAVE ME ALONE

>>43266542
>that's just evil for no reason

Trannies believe themselves to be evil.

>>43267070
see >>43260406

>>43267083
why is everyone so mean to me

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>>43260406
HRT won't unrape me or turn everyone into an anthro woman.

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>>43266770

>>43267543
it will turn you into an anthro woman

>>43260406
I can't afford the surgeries I need to make it worth it desu.

>>43267543
You were raped because the LGBT community dictated that you should be. Taking HRT would mean endorsing the rape culture that the LGBT community promotes.

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>>43266770
50 fucking years.
I wanted to be a beautiful woman. I compromised: I jacked off in a tissue.

>>43263171
At least I'd look good in my gfs panties

feeling androphilic again and it's really pissing me off

positive manifestation: if i get good enough at my eating disorder i will be hot enough to experience a facsimile of love that will be enough for me because parents never loved me anyway
some of these captchas need to learn to triforce jfc

Hey reppers. Don't turn into this, take your hrt https://youtu.be/K8E-13vOj9M?si=9Wykub2cukLI84y8

>>43268929
I don't think I'll live long enough to get that old

>>43260324
I would prefer dying as a virgin than indulging on gynephilia.
gynephilia feels like an aberration, like something that should not be there. Is totally irrational but i just hate being gynephilic.

>that one basedjak party poster itt's
can't imagine willingly stewing in a place that's more mentally ill than /lgbt/

I don't wanna live in this fucked up disgusting world anymore

>>43266436
Terfs are lesboesque uggos who never got it meanwhile early bloomer stacy made sensual love to her gardener at 14 and the goodess energy stayed with her throughout life

>another dream of being a woman

I plan to become a boomer hon at age 40(33 now)

>>43260406
I did and now im more confused about whether im trans or not than when i was (dry) repping.

I wish I were a woman. Afabs are lucky to be born female.

>>43267826
i compromised became sissy gary instead

>>43270529
One year older than you but started last year. I think i'm gmi. FFS in a month and then straight to womanmoding. Fuck it, life's too short.

>>43268929
i would already be worse than this

>>43267625
This
I wouldn't recommend hrt unless you can back it up with ffs

whatever happened to rep coper

i am so lonely i wish i had a single friend in all of this world its so unfair what did i do to deserve this repper life help

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there is a male ideal in my head and a female ideal in my head and they both exist to make me suffer and cry.

mother i tried please believe me / im doing the best that i can / im ashamed of the things ive been put through / im ashamed of the person i am

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>>43267607
>won't turn EVERYONE in an anthro woman
>won't unrape me
Not worth it.

>>43276351
you don't know that

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>>43276355
Those are the dubs of LIARS!!!

>>43276377
those are the dubs of doubters

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>>43276384
Those are the dubs of TRVKE!!!

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>>43276431
take your hrt (hyena replacement therapy)

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>>43276457
NEVER!!!

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Somehow I've never been able to see the appeal of furry stuff at all.
I feel like I would be a prime candidate for it too, it's honestly surprising that I'm not one. I've always been a weird autist who likes animals/nature and has major body issues / AGP longing that causes me to disassociate heavily from my physical body. As a kid I even went through a mild werewolf obsession phase, but I pretty much only ever fantasized about the human (female) form that I would have. I basically just wanted to be a cool tomboy with golden eyes and superhuman abilities. Part of the fantasy involved the fact that I could transform to slash up bad guys or whatever ofc, but I never really cared much about or focused on that transformation dynamic for it's own sake like I did/do with the gender bending part.
One of you should try to explain what you personally like about it

tryin not to pass out rn lol

I'm so tired I want to just go to sleep forever

why didn't I get to be happy

I wish i had a full head of hair. Didn't before i even was 18 so i regret not trooning out early so so much. How does a mid zoomer even affort a transplant in this day and age..

>life when you think you needed to transition to be happy and you missed out on everything
:(
>life when you think it couldnt be any different and you are who you are
:)

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I just found this artist that does really cute wholesome yuri hentai with amazing art style and it's making me extremely fucking depressed.

/femrepgen/ was a lot better than this general, full stop

>>43279402
this is a general for men, it's totally different

>>43279319
I remember reading this, but I forgot the artists name. Can you please share a link?

>>43279438
314454
Sexless Kaishouhou!, Artist is Suzuki Senpai. I don't know how I went so long before discovering this artist but I love their work.

I get sad when I see a hot trans woman because I know I’ll never be them
But then I think of all the hons and I’m glad I’m not one of them

>>43279475
Thanks. Can't wait to get my soul crushed reading them again

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born to be a catgirl who goes mreow mreow and does drugs in a cage and kisses girls

forced to be a balding alcoholic minimum wage worker

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I want to be an anime girl aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

https://youtu.be/rpIsjz-oLOQ

>>43279402
Thanks.
I have finally watched the gay hockey show. It was good but I've been ultra dysphoric ever since. I don't mean the uwu yearning for boy x boy love. The show is very physical in more ways than just sex. It worships the peak male body. I can't fucking stand this shit. The worst kind of teasing.
By the way I've been trying techniques to induce lucid dreams. That's the only way I will ever be able to jerk off and have my dick sucked. Unfortunately, I've only managed to succeed once and that dream involved me gathering mushrooms in a Mario type video game.

i just want to be a woman is that so much to ask for

>>43280152
There is nothing beautiful about the "peak male body", it's purely utilitarian

If the sun is the masculine and the moon is the feminine, then our roles in society reflect that, making men generate the light and women reflect it
Truth is I'm tired of generating light that's not reflected by anyone, and my desire to be a woman stem from wishing I would have at least one entity to reflect my light

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>>43280407
Bro did you write this yourself or did you steal it from somewhere or are you a poet

>>43280453
Myself, it probably just sounds like schizo ramblings as usual

>>43280407
In my culture it's the opposite. The moon is a handsome man and the sun is a radiant wife.

>>43280287
You're blinded by dysphoria and a future transbian to boot, of course you'd think that.

Can I be a cis man on hrt

dubs and i stop repping and finally try to do something with my life

>>43280583
fuck it one more try

anyone have bigger problems than repression

>>43280590
Rip

>>43280597
Unemployment since August, can't find anything

>>43280635
dude

The thing with being a tranny is that it's not like being gay where you have no choice but to accept it about yourself. You can just never transition

>>43280597
even if i somehow was passing i wont really be human... 0 human connection no social skills no job no studies its just over