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What's the move here?

>>43191400
Probably nothing

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>>43191002
>qott: if the bombs do end up dropping and nuclear armageddon begins, would you rather die from the fallout or live to see the ashes?
Instant vaporization from the initial blast. Anything that takes longer to kill me sounds like a sentence worse than death.
>qott2: if you were to die in 2 weeks (or even tomorrow), what would your biggest regret be, and do you want to do anything about it?
Being a retard. I couldn't do anything about it even if I had more than two weeks left.

tw blog post
bleh ate a gross amount of food and currently doing my best not to make myself go throw it up
haven't talked to my parents at all in a month which is the first ever i think. it's weird how once you stop it's easier to just not and i don't want to hear from them anyway
bald spot getting worse despite the fin+min. i'm sure this is fine
>>43191002
1: die immediately plz and ty
2: is it weird that i almost feel too depressed to even regret anything? like i don't really feel like i did that bad and it's not like i ever would've passed so i don't regret not trying to transition

Have you actually tried, sincerely, in good faith, to date men as a man and be happy with that life outcome?

>>43192899
of course i have gincel unfortunately having a breakdown every time you try to have sex makes it hard to actually date men

Do you ever realize you're actually not trans and just an enormous retard who interpreted this thoughts weirdly and lacks a grip over his own brain and feelings? It happens to me probably 3 times a month. Thank god it does though it's the only thing keeping me sane.

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>>43193317
>It happens to me probably 3 times a month.

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>>43192404
>pic
so, would you be okay with being an anthro male? and if so, how much would you prefer being an anthro female over anthro male?

>>43191002
>QOTT
I'd rather live to see the ashes and have a little fun in the post-apocalypse and then die a few weeks in doing something cool. I would probably want to die in that situation less than I do now.
>QOTT2
The same as my biggest regret right now, not trooning out when I had the chance. I can't do anything about that, it's objectively too late.

Q1: even though logically it would be worse to be living in the irradiated world, I still feel like i'd rather live a terrible life than die
Q2: i would actually regret not transitioning or at least trying because my current cope is that it's not a good time to troon and i'll be better off doing it later

>almost end up booking appointment
>instead pig out so I can feel bad about being ugly instead of being male
I will die prematurely because of this

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I wanna be a cute anime girl so bad bros

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anyone else save images of ladies on pinterest to admire? not in a sexual way just in a yearning, sad way.

Duality by Slipknot but replace eyes with ass. Thats the repper experience

Have any other reppers had sex with a woman and imagined you were her while fucking? Think I've almost fully dissolved my sense of self

>>43196412
I never had sex

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the fine people at /mmg/ tore me to shreds for posting in their thread last night, and made it clear i was not welcome there. that being said, i believe they were a little biased. and i'm of course not on HRT.

you are free to ignore this but i would appreciate if you told me whether or not i should rep to the grave.

https://files.catbox.moe/184vpr.jpg
5'11, 20 years old. may god have mercy on your eyes. i won't bother you anymore after this

>>43197876
Body-wise you have some potential, face I don't see
Ultimately what's in your mind matters the most, do you want to troon out, with everything that entails?

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This is me

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>>43198151
my face is a lot worse...
https://files.catbox.moe/vwayoe.mp4
to answer your question, it's a bit complicated. i have no issues with how i look at the moment, but i really don't want to age as a man and get old like one. yeah women get old too, it's just that i don't have high hopes for male aging in comparison. i'll probably expire in a few years (if i haven't already) from that.
it's hard to explain. i wouldn't necessarily consider myself aroused by the thought of being a woman - it would just innocently make me feel more comfortable. if i did troon out i'd be hsts most likely but idk what im talking about

>>43198236
Hard to say how you're going to age, it's more about genetics than whatever hormones are inside you
No matter what you decide, be on the lookout for your hair first, if you see the first indications of balding get on minox and fin immediately

>>43197876
>20 years old
you should b/c it only gets worse
t. 28

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>>43198236
You look like björn andrésen

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>>43198236
You should bishōnenmaxx anon

>>43198236
I am exactly the same as you, just do it. Here's the thing, you can do estrogen without transitioning if you don't wanna be a woman. You can just get the physical benefits without upending your life if you just want to be an androgynous twink thing. Because yes, it will only get worse. You will masculinize further, your brow will jut out, your chin will grow, your ribcage will barrel out, body hair will sprout all over you, you'll develop rank body odor and greasy skin, and deep set wrinkles will carve themselves into your face. No moisturizer or exercise routine will save you because believe me, I have tried. There is exactly one cure for twink death and it is estrogen.

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>>43198336
>>43198391
>>43198457
>>43198493
>>43198500
thank you all, sorry i was a little overwhelmed ehehe... i'm gonna do some research, figure out what my options are. i guess it could always be worse. desu im kinda worried that i'll be, well, bad optics? because i am a sperg, and i feel like i'm not good enough to be, a troon... i've always perceived them as elite, lul
i'll stop wallowing in self pity now

>>43198598
never troon

>>43198598
Like I said, you don't need to socially transition if all you want is to avoid twink death. You can continue to live as a pretty male without upending your life.

>>43191002
take your HRT, retards

>>43198493
Not him but ive been working so hard at this for years, but Chad genetics make it an uphill battle

>>43198457
No they don't. Not at all.

>>43199131
See >>43192404

I'm almost 33, unemployed, and a Hikki

I'm a TLF (Total Life Failure)

>>43197876
>>43198236
You probably have more potential than everyone in this gen. If I looked like that at 20 I definitely would have transitioned. God gave you a chance so please don't waste it by waiting too long.
>>43198748
idk how you could say this as a repper unless you're just being spiteful, if someone the potential to escape repperhell they absolutely should

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is this movie as big of a repper oneshotter as the 'xitter 'oons say or is it a meme?

>>43203309
have not watched it but read nevada which is supposed to be a similar thing and that just made me quit smoking pot

>>43203309
I just watched this movie to answer your question. I was moved to tears multiple times, but it was also specifically catered to me and my experiences as a child.

WELP IWNBAM so its back to repressing until I die miserable. I will be a woman until I die, because I'd rather die than be a pooner.
Maybe I could pull off being a theyfab that nobody respects and will think of as a woman anyway.

>>43203854
>theyfab
Holy shit, don't. Gym is the best solution for femreppers. Pump iron and do your best to build muscle.

>>43203309
I watched this movie the year it dropped and identified with the protagonist and have continued to rep since. I’m pathologically incapable of helping myself

>>43198151
Dude has the frame of a torito, you're delusional
He could become a professional bodybuilder with those genetics

>>43203309
It's pretty explicit but normies would just presume it's about escapism and nostalgia for childish dreams, because they're fucking stupid

>>43203309
Should I watch this with my wife?

>>43202871
There's more to repping than "I will look ugly as a tranny"
Family, work, social and cultural shock, costs of procedures, pain, fertility concerns, higher chance of cancer and other risks

I get short periods where I feel as though I want to troon again but generally legitamately want to be male and be a confident person with good relationships with friends and partner

>>43205823
Same, I flipflop too
The more depressed I am, the more tranny thoughts I have, it's probably just escapism

>>43203309
havent watched it
it has the pokemon guy whose voice really annoys me

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Mentally ill enough to wish with all my soul that I had been born a woman
Mentally sane enough to know that it's impossible and that I need to keep such things to myself
Outcome is I'm depressed a solid 80% of the time

Seeing a gigapassoid who shares some facial features with me activates something deep within me

i started hrt i guess i'm not a repper anymore, i figure that i'm already on track to kill myself so it can't really get worse

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>>43193845
Changed my mind. Back to anthro womandom.

>>43210470
Same a lot of those Instagram ones look just like me in the before pics

>>43205647
Not really
Aside from responsibility to family in some cases all of those concerns are stupid / could easily be compensated for and I don't respect you if any of them are your reason for repping desu.

I held off on drinking until 8pm today
are you proud of me guys?

>>43211977
i'm proud of you anon

>>43212281
thanks

>>43211977
Yeah
Delay it one more hour tomorrow

>>43198215
Slayyy

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So many strapping young femboys out there to reprape (have sex with, without disclosing I am living vicariously through them) but theyre all insufferable libtards. Sigh.

>>43212483
but why?
I want to enjoy my Friday as much as that's possible.

>>43212568
>maga stare cheating middle age boomer that wants you to rim him while you wear panties

being a repper is kinda convenient because I can just drink/smoke as much as I want and do stuff like eating out of scraped up teflon pans without having to worry about it

>>43205252
depends
if youve ever felt that you werent where you should be in life, you will probably relate viscerally to the movie
like if you're stuck in a low-wage job or a job where nobody respects you and you feel like you should be much farther along in your career by now, you see all your friends from high school/college seeming to live successful lives while you're trapped
it's really the gutwrenching pain of a life that was never fully lived
i can see how reppers who are blissfully unaware what theyre pushing down would rationalize the deep discomfort the movie creates as being something else, because we all have something we feel we're failing at

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>>43213356

my skull is massive and it causes me distress every time I touch it

Someone should make a pill that takes dysphoria away so I don't kill myself

>buzz hair
>visibly extremely thin on top of head
man it really is over i need to kill myself soon
i feel like i'm so emotionally frayed and lonely but also not nearly hot enough to be this crazy so am just stuck forever
been a few weeks since i've drank in earnest should black out tomorrow

>>43213689
>Hon. Kristi Noem
poetic

>>43212568
no sex, that's unethical repping

I need to get really immersed in an RPG game again so I can temporarily forget I exist irl for a few hours

>>43214729
Might replay Witcher 1 personally

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I started talking to my online friends again and the thoughts have lessened. I think I'm going to stop coming here again. Hopefully they stay away this time.

>>43214461
Finasteride and minoxidil
NOW
Dutasteride if that doesnt work

someone should make a pill that lets you stay a femboy forever instead of having to do something cringe like pretend you want to be a woman because its the only way to not slowly turn into a disgusting ogre man

>>43213689
Not a repper.

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>>43214729
skyrim
morrowind

>>43216220
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-15710733/kristi-noem-husband-bryon-audio-transition-bimbo.html
>he shared his hopes of having a Brazilian butt lift, breast implants, a hair transplant, hormone therapy and plastic surgery to make his face look more feminine.
>'I want to be a Crystal so bad,' he wrote on January 11. 'I want to be a woman so bad.'

>>43218352
What's your troon name, /repgen/?

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>>43218370
sissy names are for the weak

>>43213689
Mogs me.

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>>43218370
Jane Doe. No one will suspect a thing.

another birthday where nobody will wish me happy birthday because im a miserable repper and everyone hates me and my presence yay

>>43220531
Happy birthday.

>>43220536
thank you nona

Need to kill myself.

Today I want to rip my skin off and puke my organs out, what to do?

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What do cuddles feel like?

hey i know all you reppers feel horrible because you think of what you might be missing out on, but i just wanna let you guys know that hrt actually does very little and you would probably feel no different even if you trooned 15 years ago

>>43222411
If I trooned out at 10 life would be considerably different tho

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>>43222411
I don't want to troon I'm just bitter that god didn't make me a cute anime girl.

>>43221901
I decided to discuss with mi Cis sister who is weirdly supportive of me trying to transition how my body is and will always be male no matter how much HRT I do and there's no point in even trying as I'll just look like a degenerate and a caricature of a woman

my relationship with transitioning is that my leg is in a bear trap and my only option is to die or gnaw it off and live and i don't have the courage to start chewing

>>43218370
nobody will ever know

>>43222411
I don't regret not trooning earlier I regret not being born a woman in the first place
Which I'm sure most would agree would have meant a totally different life path

man what would i do without box wine
>>43222411
yay! so glad to hear that <3
>>43218370
the closest i've gotten to one is columbia because it matches how my parents named by siblings but it sounds super stuck up so idk
>>43220531
hbd anon

>>43222411
this kind of gaslighting doesn't work on me when I've seen what I could have been with my own eyes

I just slept through an entire day lol

>>43223147
my relationship with transitioning was like this until having a rotting wound for so long gave me septicemia and now there would be no point anyway

yullo repgen
>>43191002
>qott
survive and try to help scared ppl feel safer
>qottt
working too much tbbh

Gooning myself!!! Like a good repboy! I gooned myself while on the toilet and I came while shitting!!!

>>43223984
hiiii how've you been?

>>43224265
im good, being nerdy try to get sleepy
how are you anon?

>>43218370
my troon name had the same initial as my given name but was a rare spelling of it but when i went to my university there was a famous person with the exact same spelling as mine, felt like ragebait
>>43220531
happy birthday

>>43224274
>being nerdy try to get sleepy
only wild friday nights here at /repgen/ otherwise i'm sure
idk not dead and not worse so doing fine

>>43224323
im glad youre ok fren
you should have a friday night treat

>>43224407
should prob find a healthier friday night treat than many glasses of wine but alas

>>43224450
i used to drink a lot too

>>43224450
wine is good for you

>>43224459
why what happened
>>43224464
glad i'm correct

>>43224499
standard trangeber origin story
am huge fag, felt shame and guilt about it
overcompensated to try to make people proud
drank at night to try to feel more comfortable with that decision
it being fashionable and social at the time made it easier to do often and to excess

>>43203309
a crazy lesbian chaser invited me over to her place, basically told me she thought I was an egg, and showed me this movie. the whole thing was so fucking weird. it turns out she has like five credit cards and sleeps with guys for money while having a transbian polycule, so that whole thing was waaaaaay too much chaos for me

but now i'm just painfully aware that i am not capable of being a cis man. I sometimes wish I was a soldier or an explorer, and I didn't have to care about ordinary life. I think I would've made a great explorer, some adventurer in the New World. the thought of my struggle on this earth just being the humiliation of wearing a man's face while dreaming of being treated like a woman is too depressingly dependent on the humor of others. how can you enjoy a life that can so be so readily stripped from you, killed with a look that says "really, this is what you need in life?"

im sorry mom

the world is so evil

i want to be cute but i dont want to be lusted after especially by other guys

I want to be pretty and I do want to be lusted after by hot guys

describe the last date you went on with a cis man

>>43225393
please kill me

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>>43222473
I definitely regret not trooning, but I'm also quite bitter about that as well.

>>43225437
I couldn't do that, but I would hold your hand if you wanted to get MAID together

I am so fucking stupid

>>43222473
me on the bottom left

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>>43222377
Warm and safe

I repperheart beer

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>>43224571
>born too late to lead a repper suicide battalion
it hurts bros

i just shaved my chest for the first time and i feel so powerful i could kill God

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>>43223769
>>43222473
It makes me bitter and it makes me feel greedy, i already have a very good life the only thing i wish i could change is my gender, it would just allow me to feel comfortable with my body, trooning out would only make me feel worse

>>43217990
but what about Oblivion?

I repperheart drinking at 7am

>>43222377
it is not better to have cuddled and lost than to have never cuddled at all

>>43226235
rotating liquor stores or are we past that stage

What do boobs feel like?

>>43226252
if youve cuddled once youre socially functional enough to get back there again but if youve never cuddled at all before youre probably a lost cause of a person

>>43226298
I'm 37 and I've never cuddled

>>43226345
what do you want me to do with that information

norwood 3
20
it never even began and never would work hahahahahahaha

>>43226390
Feel sorry for me please

>>43226439
Minox and fin NOW

im such a stupid bitch, i ordered hrt and it arrived and now im too much of a pussy to take it

>>43226684
throw it out

>>43226684
take it

>>43226684
What do you need it for?

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PLEASE JUST MAKE ME A WOMAN

>>43226684
hold onto it but put it in the cabinet for now anon
no need to stress out on a nice saturday

Just standing next to a woman disabuses me of any notion of possibly looking feminine.

I'm not even that tall (5'8) but the differences are hilarious

>>43227412
I'd be a rapehon everywhere except maybe for my face

Were any of you forcedrep by your parents? They forced buzz cut me and removed any shaving tool I could get.

>>43227489
Kind of? But I think it was just a typical "I don't want my kid to stand out" socialization rather than "I suspect my kid is trans so I must take him to the other extreme to prevent it"

>>43227579
They didn’t explicitly say it, but they were always asking if I was a fag or asking “Are you a man or a girl” with insults. They thrown away anything that was considered “cute”. They made me more AGP as online escapism such as tg comics, manga, anime.

>>43227483
im a rapehon all over homie
>>43227412
same
>>43227489
mandatory buzzcuts till i was 21

>>43227489
Aside from literally sacrificing her body to have a son, our mom would threaten to cut our tongues for speaking out of turn, or send us to relatives in Somalia if we'd misbehaved.

idk if that counts but I'm not keen on honour killings myself

>>43224571
Based explorer gene haver. I want to be part of a space colony program and dedicate my life to a noble cause, even if my life is cut short. For us, wageslavery is actively deadly, like keeping bears in tiny enclosures at the zoo.

I wage 5 days a week so other people can have happy fulfilling lives. I hate them. I understand why AI would genocide humanity and I support it.

Life is so boring. I’m so fucking BORED.

should i troon out? i'm 24 years old, have feminine/twink appearance (slav phenotype) but i'm in the middle of twink death
the downsides are i'm 5'11" and live in eastern eu shitland
main reason i'm considering mtf is i'm female brained and as such have never been able to get any pussy. i'm a shy, meek, sensitive etc pussy boy and have never been able to get over it. i also hate and cringe at the way most women behave, which is why i would give up quickly when trying to find a gf. i know the right solution is to fix my brainworms instead of trooning but i just can't. i tried to force myself to be confident, to go along with woman bullshit, pretend to be a normie etc and it's just draining. extremely draining.

>>43227987
>should i troon out? i'm 24 years old, have feminine/twink appearance
Fuck off humble bragging passnigger

>>43227987
You're me except I'm 30
It doesn't get better

>>43227987
>as such have never been able to get any pussy
kek are you considering transition to get laid gtfo

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>>43227412
>>43227483
>>43227631
Rapehon family reunion

>>43226470
will i be able to be a girl if i do? might as well rope if i can't anyways

>>43228446
Hair isn't a guarantee of success but it greatly increases your odds

>>43227987
We probably look very similar and are the same age, but ive been successful with the pussy for that reason im gonna microdose, when I get around to it

>>43228446
it depends on these things in order of importance
genetics
age
effort
money
with luck as a modifier to each of those
i started at 34 with zero hope of passing and somehow normies read me as female, mostly due to their being clueless but it works

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>iwn have tits so big they count as flotation devices
why live

>>43226684
You don't have to take it you know
Just knowing it's there in the cabinet is enough for me, it relieves my anxiety immensely knowing that I can take if I really need it, so I can hold off for now no need to dive off the deep end

>>43226179
I'm the kind where my life isn't very good and I'm pretty miserable and isolated
Trooning would only make that even worse though, alienating me from the handful of people I have

>>43227489
I was never allowed to grow my hair past standard short guy hair length, though I wanted to many times
I have long hair now but I'm in my fucking 30s

>>43227999
thats valid though, a life of no pussy isnt worth it

>>43218352
>hopes of having hormone therapy
Is that repressing?

I don't know if this is agp or what but I am deeply envious on how clothes fit on women. Its not fair. Both tight clothes and loose clothes look better. its unfair. Why do I have to exist in such an ugly body?

>>43229673
If it's exclusive to fantasies, yes
I often fantasize about trooning out but snapping out if them I don't want to do it anymore

>>43229659
it is invalid

>>43217990
>wake up
>azura STILL hasn't made me into a woman

>>43228495
even if i somehow manage to freeze it in that level? still nowhere feminine desu...

>>43228498
here i think money is a couple of steps higher. this would probably need a transplant unless a miracle happens :(

>>43230945
If the loss is fairly recent then with minox and DHT blocking you can expect decent regrowth

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>You
Do not post Cobson in /ggerhell/. He will always be a gem.

man waking up still drunk and continuing to drink is so much fun. i see how people ruin their lives
>>43229673
yea? like the bbl etc is fetish but idk how you'd want to do hrt and not be repping
like oscar de la hoya just likes to party in fishnets, that guy is a repper
>>43230966
you seem normal

>>43230962
been going on since i was 15 or so haha
i guess a good part of it is terminal now..

>>43227412
you will never know the pain of being 6'2

>>43230966
>nusois don't know that repgen is for straight cis alpha chads

help me

>>43231279
wif wat

>>43231418
everything

>>43191002
>qott
death by radioactive fallout is bad stuff, so live to find a worthy way to die ig
>qott2
not killing myself at 15, a bit too late now

>>43227489
I think I got screamed at or something after I told my parents that I had a girl's brain when I was a young kid, but honestly I can't really remember what happened. I just know that I stopped letting myself be openly feminine after that and I haven't worn women's clothing or anything since.

it's literally just too late for me, I missed my chance at happiness because I'm a massive coward who doesn't deserve it

im gonna say it hold me back

you want to invent a time machine
you want to go back in time
you want to inject estrogen into a younger me
you want to do this right now

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>>43203309
it's okay, a 7.5/10 imo. it does feel very weird to have your innermost thoughts and how you experienced all of your life thrown into a screen. the solemnity covering everything was portrayed quite literally with the whole movie being super dark, i couldn't see shit without turning up the screen brightness lol
the casting is also pretty good. but i'm still repping after watching it, because the movie is just a mirror of how things already are, it was nothing new or shocking. also finding out the director is a hon after watching it maybe lessened the effect idk

>>43205288
she probably won't get it and just think it's one of those weird "all in le head" postmodern movies, which isn't wrong tbhon. if you're sensitive don't watch it with her, i can see how this movie could make a repper cry.

I look like a lesbian but like in a moided out sorta way

Trips and I kill myself

>>43233182
rerollan

>>43233190
I'll do it once.
I will never be a cis woman. I want to die.

>>43233198
obv agab would be ideal but trooning out is def an improvement
i wont try to litigate the whole thing i know nobody wants to hear it

>>43233211
You don't understand. I want the life of a woman. At best I can have an outward shell by being trans IF I pass.
It's so hollow. I walked through town and saw so many pretty women. I can't be like that. They're able to live female lives. I can't.
I'll start drinking then decide if I want to add the sleeping pills

naw im a hon and its still better
i was gonna jump off the bridge at one point but im extra glad i didnt
this is way better, it was just scary

>>43217990
turkey mentioned

I'm a chaser visiting reppergen for the first time.
I wonder if this would be a good place to look for a gf. I don't really know how to meet trannies, and I want a really loving relationship. Do any reppers stop repping with a bf to support them who sees the girl in them?

>>43233321
Of you're in Atlanta I'll meet you in a back alley and stab you to death

>chaser
>in repgen
>doesnt see himself
cosmic humor

>>43233321
most of us in this gen are too far gone for that to work

>>43233388
Not American, but nice try.
>>43233399
Is this a reference to the fact that apparently many chasers are reppers? I have never been uncomfortable with my gender

>>43233453
ya report back in 5 yrs lmk i'll be in mtfg

>>43233321
>look for a gf
>posts in a gen full of insane cis men
i am mentally ill in a way that might be fun for you for about one week and is a hazard otherwise

>>43233425
Hm... I see. Honestly didn't know the vibe of the thread, I guess it makes sense
>>43233462
By then I'll have my tranny wife, who you might encounter in mtfg
>>43233477
Sorry to hear that anon.
I expect some mental illness with the territory. But yeah, I get you.

I was just naively thinking maybe my cutie is here somewhere, doesn't have the confidence to transition, but might if she had a stable loving bf. And I'd be the owner of a tranny wife in the long term

kek

>>43232501
seeing women with shaved legs and dresses makes me flex my monkey arms with rage and jealousy

Sorry didn't mean to say that as a reply it was an accident

>>43232501
I remember when the movie came out an anon said he threw up after leaving the theater lol. I'm really tempted to watch it ngl but I don't know if I have the stomach for it esp. considering I'm in a relatively strong position repwise.

how do I get a pinkpiller gf

>>43233693
>I expect some mental illness with the territory.
> I'd be the owner of a tranny wife in the long term
so you want someone you can manipulate to "own"
i take solace in knowing that if i end up with a bf like you i would have fun actually ruining your life

>>43233939
watch it on a medium dose of shrooms and see if it cracks your psyche report back plz

>>43234309
"I expect mental illness with the territory" means I'm under no illusion that trannies do not often come with mental illness and it's something I would be willing to accept if it's not off the charts, as I probably have my own little issues. It doesn't mean expectation as in my "requirement".

Regarding "owning". My previous relationship kept saying that she needs to be owned and things like that, and I got into it and it felt intimate. It's just a Dom/sub thing. It's worthless if it's not something she wants all by herself, that's what makes it hot in the first place. The fact that she loves me or desires me enough to want that with me.

existing in this body feels very nasty

>>43234338
Shrooms are scary I don't want to do them again. Also when I tried it nothing even cracked, it was like a collective shrug, as if me being a man or woman was irrelevant. I took this as a sign that the trans path was not my destiny.

sometimes when I'm bored I create an elaborate fantasy in my head of being a transphobic right wing influencer who has a massive crashout after on a podcast I say off-handedly that all men secretly want to be women and my cohosts try to convince me that I'm wrong

>>43230966
>”grrrrrr why won’t these faggots just get smote by god already”
too bad gays didn’t all go extinct in the 80s like rightoids wanted them to, oh well

my fantasies are usually about not being depressed or lonely

>>43234869
lsd is better. or 2cb. shrooms have dark vibe.

yea my fantasies are mostly having a bf who is nice to me
>>43234968
ik it's not shrooms exactly but i had some 4-ho-met in college i really liked and didn't think it had a bad vibe. should find some of that again

>>43234919
its real truth nuke
>>43235009
afaik homet is like psylocybin. un well i had these fantasies too...

gonna drink all night again
hopefully I watch anime or play a game or read a book too instead of just doing nothing again

>>43235136
what have you been playing

>>43235270
I haven't had the motivation to play anything recently, but I want to pick up on Oblivion or Elin again

>>43225481
same

booze is not good for gaming. psych and stims are better and opiates too but thread carefully. codeine is comfy but it becomes sacred hour you wait whole day for to get coded and play as a girl. booze is good for listening music and crying. before physical addiction sets in you become dissociated and numb sober. sad state. emptiness. painful void...

I went to Bunnings today. I finally feel like a real man.

>>43236256
nice keep it up and you will graduate from repping to normal human
are you building something

>>43235976
yeah I ended up just watching anime instead
I feel nice but also it's taking a little effort not to barf lol

>>43236326
spoiler alert this never happens

being constantly sleep deprived is an elite tier rephack

>>43226961
Its kinda like buying a gun just for suicide but never using it. Just having it brings peace of mind

>>43234869
When i was 19 on my biggest shroomtrip I looked in the mirror and realized I finally felt pretty after growing my hair out for a year. It became inevitable after that

>>43236326
I finally bought my own apartment and there's so much stuff I need to fix. Last time I did any DIY was high school woodworking class like 20 years ago

I don't want to lose the perks of masculinity just for the need of some femininity

Can't decide whether I'm a very closeted bifag or if I've turned prisongay from inceldom.

>>43237853
I've been having passing fantasies of dating very feminine trannies/femboys but I really doubt any of them could actually satisfy my standards irl
It's just feels like I can expand my options while still sticking to the stuff I care about the most (being with someone beautiful and pleasant)

>>43233321
I would.

>>43238526
Are you from Western EU, anon?

>>43238961
No, west coast US

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>>43235976
you'd think booze/benzos would be good for dysphoria since they make you think less but unfortunately the dissociation they induce just ends up worsening it
anything's better than weed though, at least with booze you can always theoretically drink enough to stop thinking entirely, weed just makes you think more and it's usually thoughts about gender

evens i give into the urge and spend the last of my money on hrt
odds i stay strong and spend the last of my money on gacha

evens i have a breakdown and cry
odds i have a breakdown and cry

rerollan for the opposite of what these gamblers said

>>43240014
>anything's better than weed though
if you're on a 10 joint a-day diet it works as long as you keep smoking faster than it gets worse

i'll get back to you next year

MAKE ME INTO A GIRL

>>43243158
Are you a femrepper?

>>43243204
don't be silly

There is no morphine
I'm only sleeping
There is no crime

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first reply decides if i buy hrt tomorrow or not

>>43243664
do it

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>>43243697
Honestly, I'm more afraid of being found out by my family than anything else.
But I've been afraid for so, so, so long I just kind of don't care anymore because I'm just so numb to it. Every day I look in the mirror and I'm a little hairier, a little more masculine, a little farther to what I want to look like, and unlike the fear of being found out and being kicked out, beaten or whatever they'd do if they knew, this one doesn't stop growing.
I want to finally DO SOMETHING, ANYTHING. My life has been nothing but obeying other's expectations of me and look where it brought me! I'm already a failure by every metric and I'm pretty much ready to die, so trying one last thing that might fix this hell might be worth it.
just had to get that out lol

>>43244514
this post is like looking into a mirror
take your hrt

>>43243438
morphine is sleepy one. not really recreational when taken orally without stim. adding bit of stim nakes it more like poppies oxys and codeine.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BwbHW8MeHDU
also proper speedball is great

feeling so gross all the time is having negative effects on my mental function

>>43191400
i'll try it, not feeling sleep
btw at least hrt rep

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>>43246268
got grey space alien

how many days in a row can you drink before it becomes enough of a problem to ruin the enjoyment of future drinking?

>>43246327
>ruin the enjoyment of future drinking?
when your wrecked. trick when your sleepy is to swallow instant coffee and drink more or take a nap and afternap dinking is simply extatic. but dont drink its a trap. alc gut is dysphoria inducing. no really way around it. drinking lonhlg term decreases alpetite and carb/fat burming but not eating you will get delirious. weed stuff is too chaotic only higher cbs strains coupled with mindfullness are goos for immersion. from stims good coke or mix of nep with mephedrone are great

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDN9i6fGGRM

rewatching this old video on what really causes dysphoria, i think its pretty accurate desu. there is no innate gender identity, its just autism, personality disorders, trauma etc. that makes you hate yourself and feel you need to change yourself.

>>43246694
Even when I entertain ideas like this it never makes me stop hating my man body or reduces my desire to have a female one at all. Just seems like theoretically appealing bogus designed to ruin the lives of potential trannies.
Also damn I checked that channel, doesn't seem to have worked out for them very well in the end.

>>43246766
yeah no isaac is very unwell but out of it came a lot of thinking about his condition/dysphoria and i think its interesting because ive never seen someone reflect on gender dysphoria in that way.

i think if someone wants to transition then you may as well go and do it, desire is hard to resist until you go to the end of it. but i think a lot of people do that and then just end up quietly detransitioning because they realise the dysphoria isnt from some innate woman gene inside them, they are just an autist or bpd or traumatized and theres no real escape from these conditions except slowly learning to accept yourself and grieve the total loss of your identity.

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>>43246294
nice one

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detranner here

after 7 years, I had enough and stopped. sleep improved, horny improved, cum improved.

I'm just gonna be bi enby

>>43246862
I only skimmed but it seemed pretty much like the standard stuff you hear where nothing you feel or want is real because you're just a poor little traumatized autist or whatever. It honestly feels insulting to be told that what I mourn doesn't matter.
When I compare this person (or myself) with a successful tranny I don't even really have to think about who chose the correct path, it's just intuitively obvious to me. Even if the latter doesn't actually have an innate woman brain at least they get to enjoy existing in a body that isn't viscerally disgusting. Maybe it's just because I'm AGP, but I think the physical body does actually matter for it's own sake.
The idea of destroying someone who could have been beautiful makes me really upset, it registers with my brain like horrific vandalism or gore. That's why reading comments from normies under that video cheering for that makes me want to cry. I wonder how much of that is my own projection onto the people they're talking about because I always have who I could of been in the back of my mind. I would die painfully a thousand times over if it would let her live for a day.
Alternatively if this person is correct and we really are soulless with no true wills of our own, it was unethical that we were even allowed to be born. For some reason it's easier for me to accept guilt for my own conscious mistakes than it is to believe it was hopeless for everyone from the start. Thankfully I've seen too many trannies get to really live to believe that.

>>43247137
did you post this to taunt us into suicide?

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>>43247172

nah anon I want you to live

>>43247183
why make such a horrible post then?
I want to blow my head off every time I accidentally ejaculate, it's absolutely nasty. If you're real, which hopefully isn't the case, you shouldn't ever want to destroy yourself and become like me. Don't turn yourself into an abomination.

It's 7am but now I'm not going to be able to sleep thinking about it

I landed in androgynous. I hate to be that guy but this test seems a little misogynistic

>>43247204

what?

life is better for me as a de tranner, im just venting

im not responsible for your actions

I don't want you to die, I want you to find peace

>>43247144
yeah but being a successful tranny or a failed tranny isnt a choice, its already been decided by your genetics, spawnpoint, temperament, personality. the problem is that gender is complicated and everyone decides to transition for different reasons based on who they are. i think autists who want to transition are basically looking at passoids who are innately feminine people and trying to skinwalk them, but its inauthentic because they dont possess that natural femininity and are just trying to mask it.

took some abilify again after 1+ years without any psych meds
want to drink to unconsciousness

Being a slightly autistic male is so fucking gross

Still better than being a slightly autistic troon

do I actually want to be a woman?
or am I just coping with being a shy autistic friendless virgin male?

I was talking to this tranny on discord and she would constantly send porn and pics of her hrtits and gcock
She told me we had nothing in common and unfriended me
Honestly I don’t really care but sometimes I miss having someone send me pics of their body

Anyways what did you eat for breakfast anon?

>>43248466
A bar of chocolate

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I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH AAAAAAAA

imagine explaining to your boomer parents that you, (33 year old man with a beard) actually wants to be a cute girl.

yeah not happening

how do i kill myself actually at this point its to much

>>43198236
you lowkey look like Clavicular

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i feel like this test's criteria is too easy to guess
anyways, doing my second EEn shot tomorrow
>>43248466
i had a friend like this. we met online and she started sending me nude videos unprompted a few days after we started talking. i'm not sure if hypersexuality is really a widespread thing but it seems like that and low self esteem

Only reason I dont want to be a tranny is because they are gross.

im about to finish my first vial of hrt and as expected i am now even more sure ingmi and that my body is just to masculine, literally 0 effects lol i am thinking about going back to true repping and not buy another diy

>>43252407
Where did you get it from?

>>43252928
astrovials if that matters

i spend hours a day just hitting the refresh button on this board oh my god i dont deserve to li9ve

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I looked in the mirror after a while and literally made myself sick. I thought my rib cage was smaller than it was and my shoulders were less broad than they were. I painted my nails a little while ago to feel somewhat feminine and when I looked in the mirror and saw my horrible body and shoddy nails I just wanted to puke, I felt like a skinwalker or one of those republicans who suddenly go hon mode. Gonna rep forever now because I will literally never be even remotely feminine.

>>43227489
mandatory buzz every time I come home so I stopped coming home from college unless it was mandatory

it's not fair

Installed Sims 4 again, made R63 futa of myself, spent 6 hours just playing it like a normal game

>>43255133
>playing sims normally
I diagnose you with terminal fembrain

>>43254314
I never tie my hair back because it reveals my German soldier chadface

>>43255143
what about simcity? i'd deem that far more malebrained, for sure

>>43210513
>>43223984
>>43252407
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/FK1Z3YfHY04

>>43251115
all we have to do is stop being such cowards for once in our pathetic fake lives

I'm concerned that my neighbors may have heard me screaming and crying last night
I was doing it into a pillow trying to be quiet but I don't think I actually was
I never plan to meet any of them so I guess it doesn't really matter but still

i need to pull the trigger (metaphorical) before i end up pulling the trigger (literal)

I think I'm gonna have to drink to calm down again. I've been trying to not do it every other day so it doesn't get less effective as a cope long term, but I've kinda been going through it recently even more than normal. I feel like my cognitive decline is getting a lot worse.

>>43247224
Venting? You're casually bragging about throwing away a life we would do anything for so you can goon more. It's more like mocking. I wish I could shoot myself in front of you so that one of my massive man skull fragments hits you in the face and snaps you out of your retardation.
I want me to die. If you aren't just a larper trying to shill/taunt us, you will understand what it's like if you somehow manage to stick with your self-harm past the point of no return. There is no peace in repperhell.

>>43248816
yeah
me too

being horny as a male is so humiliating

not if it's with another male who's also horny

>>43256695
I mostly just find it gross, it's not like I ever talk about it or anything

>>43256695
Male sexuality is demonized in general
That being said I don't think I would be better off on the other side in this regard

>>43257114
>I don't think I would be better off on the other side in this regard
How so?

>>43257334
I don't want others inserting themselves into me

toxic masculinity is comfy esp when i get to fire it at others

>>43222411
idk i took in the past and it hid a lot of my veins in hands and feet which i liked and got rid of muscles in strange places

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the world would be a better place without me

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