>>83765472
>favorite pastime when it's cold
wishing for my anime love to be real
>favorite hot drink
hot chocolate
>what is the coldest you've ever been
when i was in the snow wishing for my anime boyfriend to be real

>favorite pastime when it's cold
being on my heated blanket but also car rides if it isn't too bad or slippery out
>favorite hot drink
hot chocolate but i use hersheys syrup
>what is the coldest you've ever been
there was one time where i got outta a hot shower and all of a sudden i'm freezing my ass off like i fell in an ice lake

>>83765502
do you wish for anime boyfriend too nona

hope Op1 is staying safe and warm

>favorite pastime when it's cold
Snuggling under the blanket and browsing 4chan.

>favorite hot drink
Hot chocolate!

>what is the coldest you've ever been
When the power was out for awhile due to the snow storm in my apartment. It was cold despite all the additional layers.

>>83765502
>heated blanket
I got to get one.

>outta a hot shower
That is why I have a heater in mine. That transition it torture.

>favorite pastime when it's cold
snuggling up and watching a good movie
>favorite hot drink
hot cocoa when it's chilly, coffee all other times
>what is the coldest you've ever been
a dare challenge with friends on winter vacation to see how long each of us could submerge ourselves in a frozen lake.

>>83765626
>That is why I have a heater in mine. That transition it torture.
That's one of the reasons I love having central heating. Having the whole house be nice and warm when I'm finished showering after my run is pretty great.

I was informed last week that I have accumulated 3 weeks of vacation time, and that I need to use it in the next few months or lose it. So now I need to think of where to go.

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Hey can I get uh... one Nona-sicle to go? Uh... needy falvor. A little autism on top.

Hope kpop is staying safe and warm

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>favorite pasttime when it's cold
Genuinely love building stuff out of snow. I've built a tunnel for my dog to run through and my greatest creation was an enormous snow gorilla
>favorite hot drink
Gotta be spiced black tea with 2 equals and a splash of milk
>what is the coldest you've ever been
When I was a little girl the private school would send us out to recess even when the windchill was below 0. I have a lot of memories of just sitting against the wall in my coat at recess in my own world (I'd zip the coat over my head and sit in my coat in darkness)

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It's okay to display your anger.

Your feelings are real, you have them for a reason.

Don't be suffocated, don't be gaslit, if you feel rage, then it must be unloaded for the sake of your OWN mental hygiene.

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>>83766486
>It's okay to display your anger.
Nigger!

>>83766528
That's fine. You had to say that. It may not be appropriate, but I understand.

today was cold and got soup. Excellent choice but bad idea since I now slept through most of the work hours

Feels like I will die before knowing what snow is though, sad.

>>83766375
isn't it summer where she is?
>>83766480
>Genuinely love building stuff out of snow
That was a favorite of mine too. My favorite thing I ever did in the snow was build an igloo out of snowballs and dead branches. that was when I discovered on my own how much of a good insulator snow is.
>>83767780
>today was cold and got soup
What kind of soup?

https://youtube.com/watch/E6HzqoWyAdU?si=7qoK5nfxxgtTK95e

>>83766108
>central heating
My landlord has that for our building but he always keeps it low. He doesn't mind us using space heaters since he doesn't pay the electric.

Yes, take it before they take it from you! My old employer had that use it or lose it policy. The only difference was that they'd cash it out to you.

Why would women post here?

>>83768044
Because your meltdowns over it are funny.

>>83767849
giblets, something like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C14Bx1P3eZA

>>83768044
Women can be sad losers too. It ain't gated by sex.
>inb4 femcels don't exist
Neither do incels. There is always something somewhere willing to have sex with (You)

>>83768053
I just feel tired when I see it. But I think that's because I feel like they give the rest of us a bad name.

I don't really hate women and I think it's silly to be that way.

>>83768144
>. There is always something somewhere willing to have sex with (You)
Ok (You) have sex with (Me)

>>83768215
I didn't say it was me, faggot. Also I'm not gay.

Download Grindr

>>83768144
I don't feel all of you are like that: just a few actually are. The rest are just shitposting. Have fun and shitpost.

>>83768370
>Have fun and shitpost.
Fair enough. Uh....
>women gay why I get no pussy kill niggers

>what did you eat for breakfast? if you didn't eat breakfast what do you want to eat for breakfast?
>whats a cool movie or book you want to share with others?
>whats the funniest thing you've experienced lately?

>>83767849
>isn't it summer where she is
January is winter time.

>>83769566
in the southern hemisphere its summer. kpopnoona is brazilian, so its summer where she is, retard

>>83769622
>fell for the spherical earth meme

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When you read Nona. The n is supposed to be silent right?

>>83769651
No... nah.

>>83769661
When I read kpopnona for example. I just pronounce it as kpop-ona.

>>83769622
kpop is not in Brazil

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>>83768029
>He doesn't mind us using space heaters since he doesn't pay the electric.
You have that going for you at least.
>Yes, take it before they take it from you!
I'm debating where to go. One part of me wants to go on a cruise through the Mediterranean, but another wants to go back to Hawai'i. I'm still waiting on where Scrubs would be fine with going though.
>>83768070
Looks pretty tasty. Did you make it yourself?
>>83768541
>what did you eat for breakfast? if you didn't eat breakfast what do you want to eat for breakfast?
Some leftover garlic chicken and rice from the night before.
>whats a cool movie or book you want to share with others?
Extremely Online by Taylor Lorenz
>whats the funniest thing you've experienced lately?
Watching Kentucky Fried Movie with my bf.
>>83769632
>not Anunnakimaxxing
NGMI

move in silence like nigsagna

I am a boy, I play with my toy

eating chips ahoy
matey, I'm psycho
Sigma Frued
summer time
wearing corduroy

Hello, im trans, please an i allowed in here?

i want to complain.
i wish more jfashion brands offered bigger sizing. i want to buy lots of secret honey or noemie brand setups but none of them have big enough busts. the waists are fine. but they max out at like, 88-94cms in terms of bust. its killing me. no one makes noemie or secret honey dupes like they do liz lisa. i could get it altered, but getting waist tucked is easier than getting more bust room, id probably end up buying 2 very expensive dresses just to use one as scraps to get one altered bigger, which im not doing...

>>83770882
Absolutely, that's what this is all about. We all jerk off when someone addresses us as a woman.

>>83771538
I cant masterbate so.... you can do it for me

>>83771540
just wear a cock ring like the rest of us 60 year olds, there's no shame in it

P10 bump nonas have a nice morning

eurobumpe

both those bumps and it still sank to p7 in 20 minutes

>>83772986
Sorry, not all of us on here 24/7 like some.

Tomorrow is going to end my wfh days ;_;. Me and my husband finally got the ice off our vehicles.

>favorite pastime when it's cold
Just sitting and reading. I finished reading a few Matt Haig stuff. The Midnight Library is the only one I've sort-of liked of his stuff. The Life Impossible and How to Stop Time was flat out dumb, just like his book about anxiety.

>favorite hot drink
Coffee obviously! I'm a coffee addict.

>what is the coldest you've ever been
I would say the time when I was running a trail 10k during a rainy late fall day. My clothes got soaked and I was shivering a lot. Thankfully I always carry spare clothes in my vehicle to change out of. It still took me a while to get warmed up after that!

>>83765512
I hope so too!

>>83766375
Was yesterday the day she was supposed to come back? If so, I hope she made it back safely!

>>83766108
>>83769924
Three weeks is a lot. I agree with the other: take it. It'd be a shame to lose it. I hate losing my PTO. Any place where you two would enjoy is best!

>>83768044
Why not?

>>83768144
You don't really hate us? Well then, looks like we need to find a way for you to finally hate us! :)

>>83768541
>what did you eat for breakfast? if you didn't eat breakfast what do you want to eat for breakfast?
My favorite: oatmeal!

>whats a cool movie or book you want to share with others?
I really want to re-read Nod by Adrian Barnes. It's a fun apocalyptic book.

>whats the funniest thing you've experienced lately?
It's a really private thing between me and my husband.

>>83769651
I always pronounced like >>83769661

>>83773536
I'm chronically online 24/7, even in my dreams!

Okay, back to work ;_;

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>>83765472
oh!! there's a new one!! i've been posting around without even realising

>favorite pastime when it's cold
gaming and staying in bed which is arguably also my favourite pastimes when it's hot
>favorite hot drink
hot chocolate!
>what is the coldest you've ever been
when i went to chile during the winter and went up the mountains to see very disappointing snow for the first and only time

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>>83765472
Alright, Anonettes. It's time to ask the question...
Which of you have an Animal Crossing New Horizons island I can visit?

..&& to answer these ones!
>cold weather pastime
I usually take to answering these from a "currently enjoying" angle rather than "all time favs". Unless the atmosphere/my mood is conducive to some SRS blogrambling.

This winter has been historically dry, so any small bit of snow we get I've been out in! My partner is also staying with me, and he doesn't really get a full four seasons of weather where he lives, so he loves the snow as well. He bought us a Switch 2 for (late) Christmas, so we've been on that quite a bit when it's just too windy outside for adventures. We did also just watch my brother in a ski joring competition the other day, and it made me really want to try it! I'd seen the events all around, but that was the first time I'd been. Why, a bonafide snowdeo it was, yep yep! I miss working with horses.
But yeah. In general I used to just wander the forest all day as a kid, come home with bright red tundra clown cheeks, burrs in my hair and boots soaking wet from """falling""" through the ice on the stream (stomping so I could look at the crystals that form between the top sheet and the splash near the rocks/waterfalls.. maybe nibble a bit. One time my best friend and I's mouths started bleeding profusely because the ice crystals were just that sharp. We let it drip into some snowballs we fashioned atop our ice-cones and make snowcones out of our own blood).

>>83774506
>It's a really private thing between me and my husband.
You have to tell it now.

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>>83774718
Snowboarding is great, but pricy unless you wanna get a job at the resort and ski bum it in exchange for lift passes. Though in recent years I've been thinking about switching chiefly back to skiing.
Warn baths of course, since I haven't yet achieved my "Own land with a personal hotspring uncovered by [the technology a community member is working on to take satellite imagery and find untapped/undiscovered hot springs to bring more of a bathing culture to the area and to revitalize local economies in partnership with his nonprofit that prioritizes an eco-centric approach for tourism --keeping rivers clean for watersport, holding summer camps that help kids build a respect and fondness for nature, so on-- rather than relying on new developments of chain stores or flashy entertainment meccas]" dream!

>warm bevvy
Tea, an easy answer! If I don't rant about the ins and outs of my at-home apothecary, heh.

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>>83774718
>acnh
god it's been my dream to play that stupid game since it was released. unfortunately the switch is beyond expensive and the game even moreso. so i have to stick with stardew valley instead.

no complaints though, check out my awesome fit

did SISTER NONA ever finish her story?!?!

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>>83774718
>>83774752
>shiver memories
Wind does me in. I can handle a slow-burn kind of frostbite, and my legs never get too cold, but if my underlayers aren't tight to my skin and my outer layer doesn't have a good shell, the wind weaseling its way up into my nooks and crannies is an overstimulating kind of uncomfortable that tips the tism from "Just ignore all Extraverted Sensing until you're starving/about to piss yourself/missing an arm" etc. superpower back to gossamer-sensibilities disability.
An early morning drive back from a music festival with my cousin in my mom's old Jeep with the soft roof taken off comes to mind. I was just so tired and the wind was so loud and prickly, but I felt too indebted to him for letting me sleep in his tent with him and his friends to ask him to put the roof back on. I was a tween so I was trying to prove I wasn't just an annoying little cousin anymore, aha. But also we had to leave early the morning of the last day because we were apparently on a flood plain and woke up to a few inches of water in our tent and the tent itself trying to suffocate us as it blew down on top of us from the Chicago winds. So I hadn't started out in the best condition, sensory wise.
Makes me remember a lot of rides home from school like that in the same Jeep; up the canyon, so the deep shadowy corners of the switchbacks that don't see sun all day would be pretty chilly, even in the summer. The exhaustion makes it feel like Geneva-disapproved torture, for real. Without the sleepiness it's just annoying, but it's like overstim and sleep dep tactics at the same time...

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>>83774757
I had Stardew on my old Switch and played tha fuuuuuuuucc out of it! My ex-common law husband kept it though since he paid for most of the games, but I lost all my data. Pokemon, Skyrim, Okami, Smash Bros, Mario Kart, AC, Witcher, etc. ... Sadge!! We're on decent terms so I'm sure someday I could arrange for a custody transfer, lmao. But he moved to the PNW and I think all the meaningful data transfer stuff between systems requires you to physically be in the same room at first, so it won't be anytime soon.

What spouse did you choose? Do you just kinda use it for comfy vibes at this point or are there still any decor/design plans or goals you're trying to reach?
Too bad there's no cross-platform co-op
> 3<'

Also how was the vacation? Or are you still on it? I saw a little bit of the thread you made but ofc with a guest I try not to be On That Damn Phone (TM) *toooo* much

>>83774506
>My favorite: oatmeal!
I just had some in your honor.

btw
https://youtu.be/Es_uQAQkNXo

https://youtu.be/-0C9rt84MdM

>>83774794
>An early morning drive back from a music festival with my cousin in my mom's old Jeep with the soft roof taken off comes to mind. I was just so tired and the wind was so loud and prickly, but I felt too indebted to him for letting me sleep in his tent with him and his friends to ask him to put the roof back on.
nta but that reminds me of a similar experience i had. I was with my older cousin and he invited me to a college party. he had just gotten a car with a drop top roof and the ride was around an hour long. it was so cold and there was so much wind but I didn't want to say anything to look uncool so I just fell asleep. an hour later and I wake up after having my hair blown around and my hair was unlike anything I had ever experienced before or since. also there may have been some drinking involved.

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>>83774959
>arrange for a custody transfer
divorce really does break up families that's so sad
>What spouse did you choose?
i'm usually an elliott girl but i'm going for shane this save. what about you?
>Do you just kinda use it for comfy vibes at this point or are there still any decor/design plans or goals you're trying to reach?
i'm actually still very early game! (all things considered) hoping to get it ported from the tablet i took on vacation to the pc so i can also get some mods
>Also how was the vacation? Or are you still on it?
it was great!!!!! it's weird even to see weather so dull and rainy over here, i almost forgot that was possible lolol. i am glad to be home tho. missed my room, my privacy, my pc, my teddybear and my weed.
>>83774961
this is so true. getting ads for flights EVERYWHERE since the damn thing figured out i was going on vacation and talking about planes and such.

>>83775059
can't believe i forgot to save my trip on pc what

>>83771560
I have no cock

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>>83775137
>I have no cock
would you like one?

>>83774506
>Three weeks is a lot
I haven't had a vacation in years and my time just kept accumulating.
>Any place where you two would enjoy is best!
Problem is Scrubs has no idea where to go, and I would like his opinion because I want to be sure he'd be happy with where we go too.
>My favorite: oatmeal!
What do you like to add to it?
>Snowboarding is great, but pricy unless you wanna get a job at the resort and ski bum it in exchange for lift passes.
Any snow related sports activities are so absurdly expensive now that it's becoming something only the really rich can enjoy more than once. Everything is getting Disney pricing now.

It's one of the reasons why I turned to camping in winter is because has an expensive buy in, but after that the cost of your hobby is just food, gas and maybe a gps subscription if you want it.
>>83774959
>common-law husband
>But he moved to the PNW
Is he an OreGUNian now?
>I think all the meaningful data transfer stuff between systems requires you to physically be in the same room at first,
Can't he offload that data onto an SD Card?

>>83775744
>>83774752
forgot to give a (You).

https://youtube.com/watch/483hp45eLHs

>>83774775
It was ai sloppa.

I'm 30F and today a 20M asked me out and said I looked so much younger (I don't, he just wanna hit it). I didn't really answer cause we got interrupted at the time, but he's a coworker so it wouldn't be wise to say yes. It felt pretty nice, I'm happy.

>>83776964
it didnt sound like AI at all tho

is there a specific way to find a boyfriend from another country? like any specific apps or ways to find one? i dont want to seem like im just using him to get out of the country and i would genuinely like to find a partner but it would be a great bonus if he were from abroad and we made plans to move to his country. im not sure if id even do it because im very close to my family who wont leave and it is my home. but i dont want to spend another minute in my country.

>>83777375
>like any specific apps or ways to find one?
any apps geared towards that are total scams and people looking for human trafficking victims. plus it's already pretty much impossible to form a real connection with dating apps for any gender
i think best bet is hoping to find someone on a game, chat or board, unless you have the money to travel somewhere for a week or two (and still hope they still keep in contact afterwards)

>>83777394
yeah youre right. i dont really play games anymore or use any of the social boards but i guess it wouldnt hurt to look on these places. thank you for the help

>>83777415
>dont really play games anymore
what games did you used to play

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When you see a woman dressing conservatively, kinda like >picrel, does that make you less likely to approach her?
I feel very uncomfortable showing my body, so I only dress myself in unfashionable clothes like those no matter the type of place. Not sure what else to wear.

>>83778326
>I feel very uncomfortable showing my body,
Some of the most attractive women I've seen while shopping are just wearing like jogging pants and no make up.

how are the femneets doing, any nonas playing the new terraria update

And he's back to snoring again. Oh well, it was a nice few nights. Cpap ready to deliver, but stuck due to weather.

>>83774544
Hey kpop! I'm assuming you made it back safely since you are posting? I'm so jealous you never had to see snow other than that occasion. This winter storm we got here is very annoying. At least now my husband sees why I prepare for emergencies than just a simple gasoline generator. All we used it for was to power space heaters for rooms we were using. Everything else was back-up batteries. He sees why I have that back-up battery bank he so hates. But I am glad those two elderly couple's generators, the ones I did so much overtime for, came into good use for them during this storm.

>>83774718
Lucky!!! Our last two winters here have been terrible and full of snow and now we're going for season 3 of it!! I want the moderate winters from 2016-2023 back!

>>83774737
Sorry, it's that private. I know I have a tendency to overshare without realizing it, but it's that private.

>>83774775
Afaik she didn't.

>>83774961
Nice! Also, thanks for the video.

>>83775744
He's so indecisive! Tell him to hurry up and not let your PTO go to waste! I know he has to plan as well for his, but he has to consider yours as well! I like it where I"m at now in that at least it any unused PTO at the end of the year goes into sick days, which we get 7 sick days per the year. Any added to it is great.

I've just resorted back to used to do: just buy a box of plain instant and a box of fruity flavor. Then, use one of each. I was doing some honey and cinnamon in mine for a while but I just got food fatigue with it.

>>83777284
Hey, sometimes a little complement like that helps make your day a bit better!

>>83778468
>jogging pants
Or full track suits like me :).

>>83779343
How was your digital detox? Do you think you'll do it again any time soon?

>>83779343
>He's so indecisive! Tell him to hurry up and not let your PTO go to waste!
He can be like that at times though when something is routine or when he's in the moment he's very decisive. Sometimes he doesn't like plan things out months ahead in advance, but when things draw nearer he's easier to take action. It took some prodding, but he did end up suggesting we could go to Japan, China or some place in Europe.

Japan or China sound interesting, but since he said he'd be fine with Europe I thought of the idea of a Lisbon to Berlin road trip. Another idea is a tour of Spain and we could spend a few days with my mother's family at their vineyard. Ever since I went there on vacation with my parents I've always wanted to go back and spend more time in Barcelona.
>I was doing some honey and cinnamon in mine for a while but I just got food fatigue with it.
I never thought of trying honey before. I always added cinnamon sugar, but now I think maybe making an infused honey for oatmeal would be an interesting idea.

>>83779343
You wanting it to be private just makes it more interesting.

>>83779885
Sorry, that message about it being private was meant for me >.<

>>83765472
>favorite pastime when it's cold
crying, vns, sleeping, texting randoms
>favorite hot drink
I only drink monsters or water
>what is the coldest you've ever been
couple days ago I was laying in my empty bathtub with an open window and my hands and feet were freezing and I was so cold

>>83779773
I felt it was really great. It's hard not to come on now when I'm up due to his snoring, and being up late at night just gives me the urge to since it's what I've always done at night time when I was working at the group home. I cannot even do anything else because ADHD, and if I were to take the meds at this time, I wouldn't be able to get back to sleep like I was able to for around 2 hours. I tried the non-stims but they never helped.

I've been back ever since the hack and I got curious on how everyone was doing here. Then I lurked on the old generals I used to post on as well and started posting there again. I was doing good on barely coming on, but now, here I am again often since I'm constantly wondering how everyone is doing. I would like to completely cut out 4chan again. It was doing really good for my own mental health. But, I cannot stop wondering how everyone is doing.

It hate not being on FB at times though since I'd like to know what's going on at my old church due to judgmental assholes. But I cannot go back there after what happened this summer. I'm thankful the pastor there is non-judgmental and was kind to bless me and my husband's marriage after our court ceremony at the church.

>>83779828
God I know how much that is like with the doing things down at the last second. It's cool though he would like to go to other countries. Esp spending time with family. And having a vineyard! Do they make their own wine? That's be a major bonus, lol.

To me, it wasn't as good, but I was trying to cut out the added sugar in the fruity packets a bit since those have some added sugar in them. The amount is insignificant for me though, but I still wanted to cut it out. But, after awhile, I just didnt' like it as much, ended up with the food fatigue with it, so I went back. I just cannot stand it anymore at my age. I just want to eat what I like.

>>83779885
Me and my husband's intimate life does not need be posted on here. Drop it.

>>83779974
I know crying can feel good, but why is it in your favorite pastime? And why sit in an empty bathroom with the open window?

>>83779974
>texting randoms
where do you meet good randoms to text?

>>83778917
i dont play terraria
im tired and havent slept much. my new figures just came in that i bought with neetbuxx tho. been reading through hello kitty no nietzsche with an ai translator because that just arrived. gotta read the rest of my other book tho later. overall doing great cause ive been off 4chan for the most part

>>83780117
I'll let it go. Just don't tease like that. If you say something like that, it makes people more curious.

>sign up for many giveaways on Goodreads
>finally win
>it's a book I didn't care about
Fuck. I should stop signing up for almost every single giveaway.

>>83780146
Thank you.

yeah to be fair some girls respond like that as a way to socially signal faux virtue but then secretly beg you to ask more so they have an excuse to be lewwwwwwduh

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>ITT: men larping with each other

>>83780250
wtf do you even mean?

>>83768044
This is the only place I can hate faggots in peace. The rest of the internet licks their asses

>favorite pastime when it's cold
Just sitting outside and watching it snow is nice. Might call in sick to go sit in the park today. It's a nice way to just check out of reality for a while when it's too much.
>favorite hot drink
There's a tea I get that's a mix of spearmint and peppermint. I like it a lot.
>what is the coldest you've ever been
Was doing my favorite activity years ago. It was a very difficult time and I ended up getting very cold from sitting there so long.

>>83780582
>spearmint and peppermint
I like that tea very much as well. The only thing I hate is that it leaves an aftertaste I don't like very much.

>>83780606
Haven't noticed one with the brand I get, would probably bug me too though.

>>83780124
is this the Australian figure femanon

>>83780652
indeed it is nyan

>>83780119
>crying can feel good, but why is it in your favorite pastime?
I'm physically not able to cry but yesterday I finally could and idk it felt so good
And why sit in an empty bathroom with the open window?
I vaped at night but I didn't want my parents to find out (dw I'll quit in 2 weeks or so I'm not addicted yet)
>>83780120
>where do you meet good randoms to text?
discord servers but I only have 2 to talk to

>>83780582
>Was doing my favorite activity years ago
What's your favorite activity? o.O

>>83780365
it was obvious that nona was setting a legitimate boundary past a point. but to start it can be hard to tell on /r9k/ or with girls in general. because of the coquettish "don't hit on me silly boys! stop inquiring about my fetishes and my body count and the color of my panties!" game where they really just want you to ask three more times so they can save a little face pretending to go "sigh, fiiine" as if they were worn down into oversharing or being lewd, not that they were dying to from the start but want to have their cake and eat it too by maintaining the air of classy fem who wouldn't just spill all her secrets and private details at the first hint of interest but who also gets to benefit from the kind of attention sharing those things attracts.

>>83781800
The one I mentioned in the post. I just didn't want to retype it.

>>83765472
you'll find what you're looking for eventually nona. Not all dudes see you as a sex toy

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>>83774506
>looks like we need to find a way for you to finally hate us!
I only really hate my ex wife.

And lesbians I guess. But not nearly as much as I hate my ex wife.

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I am a male, but I have an important question for the femanons in this thread. Please refer to picrel

>>83780211
>God I know how much that is like with the doing things down at the last second. It's cool though he would like to go to other countries
He's been to a number of interesting countries but always on assignment, so he is not opposed to going abroad. But I've now given him the small task of making lists of cities, itineraries and things to do in those countries so we can debate what to do or not, like what I'm doing for trips through Europe now.
>Esp spending time with family.
That's the weird part. My mother didn't leave on the best term but that's kind of healing now after the funeral last year and they seem to be a bit more welcoming to us now.
And having a vineyard! Do they make their own wine?
Yes, they grow grapes to make tempranillo. Most of their land is dedicated to growing to supply a local wine co-op, but they do make some wine for themselves as well as grow a number of different things as well as raising some animals. It's a wonderfully little comfy place if you're into cottagecore.
>To me, it wasn't as good, but I was trying to cut out the added sugar in the fruity packets a bit since those have some added sugar in them.
I tried some this morning and it was kind of alright. I can see it being something that would eventually get boring if it was much more frequent. Maybe adding a tart flavor would make it better.
>>83780211
>I should stop signing up for almost every single giveaway.
You should still give it a try. I bought a box of books at a yard sale for $5 years ago, and in it was a book about the CIA's program studying metaphysics and it spurned my love of cold war intrigue.

>>83782735
never seen a toad in a log. When I start hearing them is so sudden I assume they come from underground like moles or zombies.

>>83779343
scheduled a sleep study based on your comment last thread I think it was, thanks.

Still need surgery my nose inside is just poor design from God, and I will probably need the cpap too anyway but it'll be nice to finally get some metrics about my sleep quality or lack of, never had one.

>>83765472
how are nonas doing on the employment/education front, as a neet im starting to worry about my future :/

https://youtube.com/shorts/te08-pJEY8w

>>83780250
No, it's quite literally a private thing and no one else's business.

>>83780582
I could never enjoy any kind of mint.

>>83782286
And that boundary is "private." Meaning, you shouldn't bother.

>>83782731
So, what is it about your ex-wife and lesbians that you hate?

>>83783326
That's a good way to get him off his butt, lol. At least he can have say in the matter. It's good that you two can talk those things out. It is better that you two can compromise on things.

If you two go there, do you plan on taking advantage of the wine they make? lol. It is sad that sometimes it takes a funeral to get family back on good terms. I've seen it on my dad's side of the family where they constantly had arguments.

The thing with the oatmeal is that sometimes, it just seems that it's better to go with the like and familiar.

I'm glad I won, but it's not really something I want. I just blindly enter a lot of giveaways on the site. Thankfully the one I won is a Kindle ebook, not a physical one. I'm trying to keep the physical collection down to only ones I enjoy the most. Finding a treasure like that book you found can be a real treat sometimes. Hidden gems can be fun to read.

>>83783394
I vaguely remember. Are you the one I told to say get it because it's annoying to your partner? If so, great for you! Even if it isn't sleep apnea (my husband's is obstructive), at least you got something to go on. It'll help out your health in the long run so you can spend years together with your significant other.

>>83783585
I'm not worried. My job is stable, and hopefully I'll get on disability since the third submission was sent earlier this month and my lawyer is on it. Though, I really suggest people take whatever. Even the hospital I work at has ghost jobs.

>>83784217
>hopefully I'll get on disability
miodchan wants to be a neet?

>>83784234
Who doesn't? Sure, it'll be a major hit in our income, but we don't have any debt since I paid everything off. Not to mention I still have all my money in savings, CD's, in various retirement accounts and another account with all the money I made selling my house to my aunt. I may have to work part time, but I'd rather prefer having the time than money.

I don't think people realize how broken I actually am. The only reason I can wfh every once in awhile is because I have ADA accommodations. This cold only makes it worse for me.

>>83784217
i was thinking of becoming a CNA or RNA, as a shutin depressed neet how good or bad/ how hard is it as a job

>>83784331
It depends on a lot of things like location and area you are in. It tends to be really stressful in the hospital setting. It also tends to pay the best though if money is your thing. I won't say that you should or shouldn't. For me, I've just been in the field too long and I'm burned out so badly and I'm severely broken from it. My back hurts since I got osteoarthritis in it. It doesn't help that my knees are already shot. Having RA doesn't help with that either. Most patients now-a-days are obese or more, so if you have to move them, it'll be a lot of weight. I've lost teeth because of getting hit by patients.

But on the plus side, it can be fulfilling knowing that you are helping people out. The CNA doesn't pay much, so I would suggest actually going for your LPN license at minimum, even if you just get your CNA.

Now depending on setting is where it's either stressful or not. In the group homes I was at, it was ezpz and it was just making sure the patients are okay. There are certifications now that CNAs can give out basic medications. They still cannot give out IV or IM medications, nor can they do something like turn to the dosage a patient on for say their Lantus or Ozempic. However, pills, otic, optic, etc. they can.

In the hospital, it can be really stressful based upon patient load and their personality. You can have some that are very demanding (e.g. calming a patient down when they are demanding their medications), while others chilled out. Since you are the lowest person on the totem pole, you'll be responsible for most basic things like changing bedding, bed chucks, cleaning up messes, and just generally helping the patient out of bed.

Like I said, I'm not going to say go for it or not.

>>83784331
>>83784470
I forgot to say: in these times, you may very well need to get whatever can be offered up. CNA is a steady position and are needed everywhere. So if you really need a job, you can usually get one.

any ny femaons looking for a robot bf?

>>83784331
>>83784470
>>83784480
God I fucking hate having ADHD since my med wore off hours ago. Something you might want to look into is maybe becoming a Medical Assistant or a phlebotomist. They're not too bad of jobs to have and always in demand as well. Anyways, gtg.

>>83784564
>Anyways, gtg.
Please don't leave me here alone.

>>83780582
>There's a tea I get that's a mix of spearmint and peppermint
That's too many mints for one drink.
>>83784217
>That's a good way to get him off his butt, lol. At least he can have say in the matter.
I don't want it to come off that Scrubs is a layabout or rudderless. He's just new to the practice of making long term plans. Up until last year he'd been at a job for a long time that didn't allow him the luxury of planning out his day, but now he's slowly coming to grips with the idea that he can relax and make plans.
>It's good that you two can talk those things out. It is better that you two can compromise on things
While I get what you're saying, I prefer the term "agree", rather than "compromise". Compromise has the connotation that one is not completely satisfied with the affair while "agree" implies we debated and reached a consensus which pleases both of us. If I want A, but he wants B and we don't discuss what we like about each we'll never discover that C works for both of us.
>If you two go there, do you plan on taking advantage of the wine they make?
Absolutely! If I could find a way to send several cases home cheaply I'd do it without second thought.
>It is sad that sometimes it takes a funeral to get family back on good terms.
True, but I'm happy that it happened.
>thankfully the one I won is a Kindle ebook,
What's the book about?
>Hidden gems can be fun to read.
I thought that one was a dad book at first until I gave it a chance. When you realize much of the secret programs during the cold war were things like testing The Album that Makes You Gay Instantly or testing psychic powers by electrocuting twins it helps you to realize that such a frightening period of human history was in fact very stupid.
>>83784708
You'll be fine, you have company

>>83785318
>You'll be fine, you have company
Do you promise?

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>>83786384
You'll definitely have company but it's me after 3 drinks. Buckle up.

>>83786436
Not a dog person but cute.

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>>83786384
I can promise.

To guarantee is another thing entirely.

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>favorite pastime when it's cold
Just going for walks in the snow and then comfortably warming up afterwards. I like ice skating a lot too but it doesn't necessarily need to be cold outside to do that.
>favorite hot drink
Cofe if soup doesn't count. London fogs and matcha lattes are good too
>what is the coldest you've ever been
Cold enough that I blocked out the memory but still lived

>>83786665
>I can promise
Do you promise for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death us do part?

>>83786796
Way to kill a thread with already little interest dude, damn.


>Is the weather better or worse for you now, personally?
>Do you prefer colder weather?
>How are your new years resolutions going?

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>>83768044
>>83768053
I dunno, I enjoy talking on this board overall, it's pretty fun

>>83787809
Other than the unfunny attempt at /pol/shit and trannies, it is fun.

>>83785318
I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. I'm very sorry if I came off that way.

For me, compromising is just coming to an agreement that benefits both the most. But I get what you are saying.

Lol, that would be great if you could smuggle some of it home. That'd be plenty of good homebrew for you two. My mom's was always the best. I really loved her elderberry brews.

The book is a basic mystery in which some high school students take a trip to a remote cabin in the middle of winter after one of them returns after being away for many years. A person thinks they are trespassing and attacks them. The person is heavily wounded and flees. Somehow, this guy is involved in their pasts including the murder of two of the teenager's fathers.

It is really interesting yet scary the amount of programs our government used to have to investigate things like that. I wonder how many are still unknown. The experiments done in the past though did produce some interesting redults in the area of psychology. Then, ethics came around fir the good though. I'd hate to see a modern Little Albert.

>>83787847
Well first is really inevitable, buuuut second could be prevented if this world was a bit brighter

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbDhbxMVMwI

>>83774718
>come home with bright red tundra clown cheeks
clown femanon...

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I'm allowed to be racist because my bf is half white

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>>83778326
>so I only dress myself in unfashionable clothes
you can dress modestly and be fashionable. same way you can dress skimpy and look tacky. i'm assuming you are uncomfortable even showing shoulders or belly? i'd invest in a nice white or black blouse and a couple of skirts or dresses to layer over. i find wearing one with a pattern already makes a look way more stylish, plaid especially is very cute and classy, but you could do some high contrast like picrel.
>>83779343
snow really does sound insufferable, like it's a nice concept to see, not so much live with it. i'm glad that's a least a problem we don't really have in brazil.
>>83783585
my classes start next week. serious classes this time, like getting a degree in a few years. i am both terrified and excited because i think i finally found a school that suits me and that i want to pursue.
>>83786436
>pomeranian
that's me!!!! that's me!!!!
>>83787453
>Is the weather better or worse for you now, personally?
better compared to the caribbean for sure. hot days mean my already low bp ass is completely exhausted all day.
>Do you prefer colder weather?
yes, except for getting out of bed lol
>How are your new years resolutions going?
i didn't make any. couldn't think of anything really.

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>>83765472
>>favorite pastime when it's cold
Snuggling inside.
>>favorite hot drink
Nestle hot chocolate.
>>what is the coldest you've ever been
I remember one year when I was passing through NYC on my way back to Florida; not only was it super-cold, but wind was whipping in between the buildings making it even MORE miserable.

>>83768044
I like the format and I like not having to censor myself.

>>83768541
>>what did you eat for breakfast? Nothing yet; I'm going to Bojangles in a bit.
>>whats a cool movie or book you want to share with others?
Gunmen (1993). Fun little action movie most people have never even heard of.
>>whats the funniest thing you've experienced lately?
Not an 'experience' but I got a good laugh out of picrel.

>>83769924
>Watching Kentucky Fried Movie with my bf.
OMG, I was just thinking about the 'daredevil' scene from that movie yesterday.

>>83774506
>Tomorrow is going to end my wfh days ;_;
*hug* I'm sorry to hear that. : (
>Was yesterday the day she was supposed to come back? If so, I hope she made it back safely!
I've been out of the loop; where did she go?

>>83774544
*hug* Good to see you, sweetie.

>>83787453
>>Is the weather better or worse for you now, personally?
I could stand for it to be a bit warmer.
>>Do you prefer colder weather?
No.
>>How are your new years resolutions going?
Didn't make any.

>>83788363
>the caribbean
Is that where you went? I LOVE it there. Did you have a good time?

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>>83778326
adding even more to this
what makes picrel in my opinion look outdated isn't at all the cut of either pieces, it's definitely the mix of patterns and colors. striped tshirts are already very out and unless you pair them with something much more youthful like a jeans (skirt) overall you run the risk of looking older. pair that with a beige skirt and tanned belt and it's a recipe for disaster. unless you are going for the 40yo mom look.

i'm assuming from the post that you want to be approached, right? like, the preference for modest clothes comes from a place of insecurity around your body and not fear that you will be bothered if you wear anything else?

i used to be very insecure too about all parts of my body. even nowadays, i don't show my shoulders off much. but there's a good chance you just haven't found patterns/cuts that suit you. looking into your personal essence might help determine what clothes will work for you and not against you.

finally, and this is for every nona and anon, don't limit the fashion you consume/are inspired by to the country you reside in or the time period we live on. there's literally nothing useful to find in references that weren't made for you. it took years for me to dabble in fashion because as a gamine, nothing looked good on me. that is, until i shifted my inspiration from whatever my peers considered beautiful to japanese and 60s fashion. i might get comments that i dress like a child but >i< know this is what makes me feel confident and stylish.

also yes, this is also valid for plus size girls. you can also look stylish and chubby and "fat" is not a single body type. your facial features are also important when deciding what to wear.

alright rambling over. here's a neat guide. just remember these aren't >rules<, they're guidelines.

https://theconceptwardrobe.com/kibbe-body-types/the-13-kibbe-body-types-their-clothing-lines
https://theconceptwardrobe.com/7-style-essences/complete-style-essences-guides

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>>83788510
>I like the format and I like not having to censor myself.
so real. also so nice to meet fellow women who might also be insecure/shut ins as well as helping each other out.
>*hug* Good to see you, sweetie.
hehehe, thanks!
>Is that where you went? I LOVE it there.
so i've been told! lololol
>Did you have a good time?
i did, although i've definitely concluded warm weather and cold water definitely isn't for me. spent all my time playing stardew valley in the shade while my family went swimming. getting a sunburn day one also wasn't very encouraging and i barely tanned but it was tons of fun. the sky there is beautiful at night too.
was also super happy to try out my new tankinis. don't think i'm ever switching back to regular bikinis after i found you can get these styles from shein.

>>83788592
>but it was tons of fun
Well, that's the important thing.
>was also super happy to try out my new tankinis. don't think i'm ever switching back to regular bikinis after i found you can get these styles from shein.
Tankinis can be really cute. I prefer wearing those if I'm windsurfing or kitesurfing.

>>83788592
>i barely tanned
You always struck me as the "I wanna be pale" type.
But I'm sure you could work a gyaru style too.

>>83787453
worse easily, the air is objectively worse regardless of being warmer/colder
I'm team warm because cold here means rain and rain is shit
They're not going

do any employed anons/nonas have job or education suggestions in the year 2026

>>83789408
learn to play with the ai so you understand the current memeta

also keep indiscriminately throwing cvs, bombing interviews will prepare you for whatever they currently expect. Just ended up bombing an interview because I have no clue about solving the question the way the interviewer intended, even if in the end it wasn't a good fit for me anyway

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>>83789026
i usually don't care for either since i tend to not use foundation anyway, so whatever shade i come back is fine. i think a little more melanin could make my looks pop more, but pale also means i get to wear my two favourite blush shades: bubblegum pink and lilac.
also i think my fashion is still very gyaru-esk. most of my inspiration for casual nowadays comes from cute! girls of town circa when they still used the border and overall 2010's jfashion.

>>83789408
forgot to reply, if you really don't care about working a job you hate look into what's paying and who's hiring.
but if you want a fulfilling job ask whoever raised you what you liked playing most as a kid and see how you can translate that because your brain is better wired to do it well.

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>>83788976
>I prefer wearing those if I'm windsurfing or kitesurfing.
ai recreation

>>83784217
>ex-wife
Failed to take care of my son or herself for multiple years. Only keeps in line because she knows I'll snatch full custody the second I see her fuck up again.

>lesbians
They're viscerally unpleasant people. Always miserable. Never met one who wasn't a complete and total ass to everyone around her. Not to mention their abysmal abuse rates.

>>83789687
A few nitpicks...
My sailboard sail (assuming that's what I'm looking at) is not pink (though to be fair, it was a totally reasonable guess).
I never wear my hair in loose twin-tails when I'm windsurfing (too dangerous).
You must have been following me for awhile to know that my old suit was blaze orange, but for the record; that one got torn and I no longer wear it.

>>83790716
How do you feel about bi girls?

>>83788592
>i did, although i've definitely concluded warm weather and cold water definitely isn't for me.
how is the water cold I always thought it was really warm down there

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>>83787887
>I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. I'm very sorry if I came off that way.
It's fine. I realize you weren't, but both of us were using language which potentially misrepresent it.
>book description
Sounds like an older book, or something hearkening to older stories. Is it straightforward or de constructive?
>It is really interesting yet scary the amount of programs our government used to have to investigate things like that.
There is an utterly baffling amount of experiments based on "what if we found a way to make them gay," because that was the worst thing you could be in 1957. Obviously it was step one in the ultimate plan to make a mind control signal, but it's humorous to think the government was seriously investigating the Gay Ray or sending people to sit in an abandoned house and try to find ghost.
>I'd hate to see a modern Little Albert.
With AI/algorithm-based data gathering there is almost certainly some lesser form of that being conducted en masse right now with unsuspecting people.
>>83788510
>OMG, I was just thinking about the 'daredevil' scene from that movie yesterday.
An interesting pick, but what prompted us watching it was someone in my TTRPG group making the joke "now take him to be tortured" after I narrated a scene of a person being beheaded and Scrubs not getting it. We plan on watching Amazon Women on the Moon or Top Secret tomorrow.
>>83788592
>>83788976
>i've definitely concluded warm weather and cold water definitely isn't for me
You'd hate the beaches near me then
>tankini
I tried one of those a while back and realized it's not quite for me. I'm either wearing a swimsuit to a party or I want something on under my wetsuit and tankinis are a bit too loose for that.
>>83789687
Image is pretty sus

>>83789687
>ai recreation
Do moidchan and Tifosi too

>>83791489
>must have been following me for awhile to know that my old suit was blaze orange
I wonder if that's the guy who feeds everything from the archives into his ai. It could make it very dangerous to say too much personal info while using a trip. Something I warned about a while ago.

>>83789408
https://youtu.be/rqEXJrIkJ8I?si=BwV9cC-gpV0POQPU

>>83791650
>An interesting pick
I cannot for the life of me remember what made me think of it.

>>83791674
>Do moidchan and Tifosi too
They're smart enough not to blab about themselves as much as I have.

>>83791749
>It could make it very dangerous to say too much personal info while using a trip
Hence I pointed out what was wrong but didn't say what was correct.

>>83792338
>Hence I pointed out what was wrong but didn't say what was correct.

Ai is too smart to be tricked like that. In fact it learns better that way. What you really want to do is start saying things that are intentionally wrong. Ai is only as good as the data it has available.

>>83792338
>They're smart enough not to blab about themselves as much as I have.
I'm 90% certain I'd recognize Tifosi irl from all the details she's shared

>>83792577
If I ever see a 6' tall woman with a pixie cut, I'll probably approach her just in case.

>>83792617
>If I ever see a 6' tall woman with a pixie
https://youtu.be/fPuR95X0t3k?feature=shared

>>83791624
might be because of my weight but pool water is always cold no matter how hot. i get used to it after a while sure but i just hate being cold.
>>83791749
the what guy
lol, is he paying to feed an ai with that much content? hey ai guy let me see how it guesses what i look like

>>83793123
>the what guy
I think the person who posted that image may be a poster in the mbti threads. Someone over there was recently doing a bunch of AI analytics on people's posting history to make guesses about them. As that was dying down, someone said that they were working on an AI reconstruction of what I look like.

>>83792338
>They're smart enough not to blab about themselves as much as I have.
Not moidchan. She has, and probably has more than any other. For example:
>brunette, straight hair but naturally 3B
>hair was armpit length, but probably down to her hips now thanks to her husband wanting it longer
>green eyes
>32A (confirmed before skinwalker episode, per post admitting another post was her)
>5'4"
>around 105-110lbs
Now as to what she wears, it's usually running clothes. These are things she has said publicly.

She also blabbered to someone she trusted. That person leaked a few things like her actual first name. She is way too trusting. Add in her adhd giving her almost no filter. Beware who you all say things too.

>>83792338
>They're smart enough not to blab about themselves as much as I have.
There's enough info to get an idea of what I look like as >>83792577 attests.
>>83791624
>>83793123
Water is an excellent temperature regulator. It takes a long time to change the temperature from just the environment. If you're not heating a pool then it isn't exposed to peak temperatures for very long and ends up cooling down during the night.
>>83792617
>I'm going to approach random tall women
Godspeed.

>>83794088
I still believe one of the people she was emailing is Router Kun. Router is just one of his characters he plays as.

>>83794181
It would not be surprising out of her.

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>>83794088
at least she didnt leak embarrassing stuff like bra sizes through throne...

>>83794778
why's that embarrassing

>>83794778
She would have sports bras on hers. That is what she wears.

I am owed a gf from this thread. It's not fair that you all get to enjoy my posts but not return the love.

Great nights sleep! The CPAP is awesome! Some issues, but we'll figure it out. Mainly he finds it annoying.

>>83787453
>Is the weather better or worse for you now, personally?
Worse. I fucking hate winter.
>Do you prefer colder weather?
No, it makes my body hurt.
>How are your new years resolutions going?
I didn't make any.

>>83788363
>>83788532
Hey kpop! Welcome back! Yeah, snow is unending suffering. I hate my co-worker who loves it even with all the snow we've been getting.

>serious classes
It's okay to be both! I'm proud of you making the commitment!

>unless you are going for the 40yo mom look.
But I like looking like an old hag :(

>>83788510
I hated being back. There's a few patients in there from a car accident from this weather. They're just being held for observation.

>>83789408
Medical. Despite what I said above, I still advocate medicine. It doesn't matter: LPN, RN, CNA, lab tech, med technologist, medical assistant, phlebotomist, physician assistant, nurse practioner, etc. It is stressful depending on where you are at, but it's very stable, always in demand, and pays well. Jist develop other skills so you can transition out unlike me if you get burned out.

>>83790716
I'm sorry all that happened to you.

>>83791650
Reading someone else's summary, it reads like a Frieda McFadden novel. I hate her books and I may not even pick it up.

Though ethics is in place, I have no doubt our government is doing a lot of old and harmful experiments in the examples you mentioned. I wouldn't want anyone harmed, but it would be interesting to know what kinds of studies are being done and what results they're getting.

>>83794088
Imagine what you could fo if you took all that effort in stalking and invested it into something worthwhile.

>>83794181
>Router
No, it's another nona that lurked. I don't have to worry though. She may have my info, but I also have hers.

>>83794212
Well sorry for being trusting, anon.

>>83795845
You are so naive at times.

>>83796085
What makes you say so?

>>83777375
Don't know but I'm assuming to have a boyfriend willing to do that through an online encounter you'd need be a gigastacy or 18

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>>83793777
>working on an AI reconstruction of what I look like.
i'm so sure the ai would not guess what my face looks like. i mean the thing is stupid enough as is. i don't think it could do a one to one recreation, perhaps only with an actual image of someone but it still seems to tweak stuff the way ai does.
and i'm pretty sure in my history i've sent lots of faces i've been compared to, so i wonder what it would spit out.
here's another one, once on a dating app someone confused a picture of me with kaya. we look nothing alike lmao.
>>83794088
pretty sure i've babbled even more than that. oh well. some of these things are integral to understanding the situations i post about.
>Add in her adhd giving her almost no filter.
oh
>>83795845
>But I like looking like an old hag :(
then it's all good lol.

>>83794168
>Godspeed.
It's worked out for me before; that's how I met Trinity. : )

>>83795845
>I hated being back
*hug*
>She may have my info, but I also have hers.
Mutually Assured Destruction isn't just for nuclear proliferation. ; )

>>83796585
>i'm so sure the ai would not guess what my face looks like
I'm sure it wouldn't.

>walks up to a 6 ft tall attractive redhead with a pixie cut
>vroom? vroom??..

>>83796585
Wasn't there a guy Implying he knew what your face looked like recently?

>>83765472
Hello rightoid trannies

>>83796085
You think?

>>83796585
>then it's all good lol.
Yes, it is :)

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>>83796612
ai is good at recognising stereotypical faces. brazilian faces are anything but.
>>83796664
a long long long time ago i posted half of my face to explain my dilemma. brazilians are very mixed which leads to a wild assortment of faces. mix that with me also being half portuguese/spanish and romani, also mixed people, and you have even more traits to pull from.
either way, we are still governed by the european beauty standards. that made me very uncomfortable since despite being considered white here, i didn't fit any of them, and i was pretty much the ugliest one, even when i tried doing makeup. it didn't look good on my face.

so imagine my surprise once i found out that gene rng lottery had given me pretty much the entire japanese beauty standard. even things i used to hate myself for, my hooded lids, round face, bulbous tall nose... so then, when i started following makeup tutorials from them instead, suddenly i became pretty here too. which was and has been both a blessing and curse to someone who grew up being bullied for being the weird ugly girl.

>>83796777
How can you be smart yet such a ditz at the same time?

>>83796789
it's not your looks that need fixing but your head

>>83796869
? i never said my looks need fixing lmao where did you get that from

>>83796789
Now that you said this the ai will be able to find it easier and use half of you to make the other half. Just start saying wrong things so the ai can't track us all down and John Connor us.

>>83796912
>Just start saying wrong things
i was also born with a rare disease where i actually have two mouths and three eyes. also the lips on each mouth are completely different sizes and always dry. makes kissing pretty awkward :(

>>83796939
>i was also born with a rare disease
I'm so sorry to hear that. I still think you are beautiful on the inside.

>>83796946
thank you anon... its so annoying because my stomach is also divided in two, so i have to eat meals from one mouth and dessert from the other

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>>83796585
and i'm pretty sure in my history i've sent lots of faces i've been compared to, so i wonder what it would spit out.
Probably an inaccurate result, like it did with me.
>>83796598
>It's worked out for me before; that's how I met Trinity. : )
But can channers do it without it being weird?
>>83795845
>But I like looking like an old hag :(
Get into knitting for true hagmaxxing.
>I wouldn't want anyone harmed, but it would be interesting to know what kinds of studies are being done and what results they're getting.
Most of what they probably do now is various forms of influence campaigns to manufacture consent and seeing what works and doesn't. Their new thing is having a bunch of "former CIA" influencers go on podcasts trying to make it seem like everything from Homeland is real and cool.
>Imagine what you could fo if you took all that effort in stalking and invested it into something worthwhile
Then they'd have some constructive outlet.
>>83794088
Try "Gimi" instead

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>>83797934
meant to tag >>83796621 instead

>>83797934
>But can channers do it without it being weird?
Oh, good point. A few of them maybe, but probably not most. Assuming they could muster up the courage to do it at all.

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>>83799050
i think we all need rejection therapy.
i was hit with the desire of going street snapping recently, complimenting people with unique styles and making some sort of content out of it. but i'm hit with so many thoughts of why i shouldn't. you're going to be alone, you're going to look weird filming in public with an outfit that already draws too much attention, what if there's no people with style around and i just look like an idiot? not a single one about the good possibilities that could happen.

>>83799386
Aw, that sounds like so much fun, though; I hope you can do it some day. *hug* Maybe not alone, though; do you have a male friend who could escort you?

>>83799610
>do you have a male friend who could escort you?
none that live nearby. also don't want to trouble them into filming for me, would feel like i was using them :(

what a year huh? hope february brings something actually good

>>83796848
>not being able to be two completely opposite states at the same time
Git gud. Yeah, ADHD is a bitch, isn't it? We even had a bitch fight and ADHD won.

>>83796939
That sounds like a cool mutation! Imagine being able to talk about two things with each mouth!

>>83796970
kek

>>83797934
Should I add in the wooden rocking chair and walker for good measure? I'll need to get those small tennis balls to put on the the legs of the walker. Dang, hagmaxxing is going to cost a lot!

You are probably right on that one. After all the psyop after psyop stacked upon each other, it wouldn't be surprising.

Sometimes, they need a constructive outlet. Memorizing my stats or browsing the archive for it seems like a waste of time. Is spreadsheet anon still around? I wonder if it's him.

>>83799728
This year so far is going insanely slow. It feels like we're three months in when it's only been one.

>>83799896
>This year so far is going insanely slow. It feels like we're three months in when it's only been one

do you feel like life has gone by slowly or very quickly

>>83799678
>none that live nearby. also don't want to trouble them into filming for me, would feel like i was using them :(
Just mention is passing that it's a thing you want to do but you have concerns about doing it alone. I'd be very surprised if you didn't get a volunteer. Most guys I know would flip to be able to spend a few hours with a cute girl working on a social media project, especially if they don't have to be on film themselves. And then when you're done you can buy them lunch.

>>83800048
It goes by faster the older you get. It just feels like winters go by insanely slow though. When it's spring, summer, and early fall, it's like it passes by in a few weeks. But not winter. It always drags on.

>>83800207
i pretty much only have two close guy friends and both would have to travel hours for that. sadge. plus i thought of it impromptu and wouldn't want to sent the invite so late.
need to get in contact with those guys you know, lol
>>83800223
i think it's a january thing. summer here and it also feels like it's been ages.

>>83800249
>i pretty much only have two close guy friends and both would have to travel hours for that. sadge. plus i thought of it impromptu and wouldn't want to sent the invite so late.
>need to get in contact with those guys you know, lol
Well, maybe something will work out down the road; I think it's a really neat idea. Anyway, time for me to head out for dinner and then game. Have a great weekend, Kpop.

>>83800249
It's more than just a January thing. There's studies that show that time perception speeds up as we age from multiple reasons like our brains don't need to absorb and consolidate new information since a lot of things are familiar. It's one reason I do not envy young people. I hated everything going slow.

Our perception of time also slows down when we're dealing with pain like I do every winter. I just hate how broken down I am. The worst part of everything is that I'm sounding like a boomer. In a year or two, I'll be lecturing young people about how I had to walk uphill both ways to and from school in 10ft of snow, and I liked it.

>>83799050
>Assuming they could muster up the courage to do it at all.
On one hand channers are going outside, but to accost women.

Not sure how to feel about that.
>>83799896
>Dang, hagmaxxing is going to cost a lot!
Not as much as the care home.
>This year so far is going insanely slow. It feels like we're three months in when it's only been one.
More is happening for you to process.
>>83800249
If there's a film school or university near you, put up some advertisements on campus or online to see if someone might be interested in helping. They'll be more knowledgeable of the technicals and more professional. It'll give them material for their portfolio and maybe even some course credit.
>>83801202
>It's more than just a January thing
January at least has some residual excitement of a new year, unlike February.
https://youtu.be/sjco86ekIlQ

>>83801680
>Not sure how to feel about that.
I recommend 'creeped out'. It's what I went with and I find it quite suitable.

>>83799896
>Memorizing my stats or browsing the archive for it seems like a waste of time.
It isn't.

>>83799896
Went fast for me
Basically when I find a good scenario for the AI bots I willingly lose 1 week playing the biggest gacha box ever made, hoping the word salad that comes pushes all my buttons without me having to force it

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Some time in the gym, my shrimp pad thai arriving just as I'm getting out of the shower to sit down and enjoy watching Top Secret with my boyfriend who has never seen it before. Life's simple pleasures.
>>83802287
Good start. But what flavor of creeped out?

Is it creepy if i remember the things you typed at me?

Night #2 of no snoring! Let's keep this streak up! Some very restful sleep!

>>83796598
Sorry, I missed your post! The nuclear option is always open for me :).

>>83801680
Maybe I can get insurance to cover it all? Getting the pre-auths just so I can hagmaxx seems like it would be really hard.

No, it usually does for me since it's cold and it flat out hurts. It's why I want to get away from here.

>>83802419
I don't get what your goal is to gather all this information. What are you getting out of doing this?

>>83803037
I wish this period did go fast for me. I never want to be at the child "are we there yet" car trip to vacation or an hour of work but it feels like 12 slow ever.

>>83803053
>Life's simple pleasures
Something I've come to enjoy

>>83803298
No, it's creepy what you do with it. It's my stupidity for saying it.

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>>83801202
>It's more than just a January thing. There's studies that show that time perception speeds up as we age from multiple reasons
yes! but the original topic was how january feels slow in comparison right?
since most people are away from routine (school/work) since december, its natural that january ends up feeling like two whole decades. money gets tighter too.
>Our perception of time also slows down when we're dealing with pain like I do every winter.
make sure to stay warm and cozy. wishing you the best! i have terrible back pain all year round and i know how debilitating it can feel.
>>83801680
i'll look into it, but i don't think there are. i don't live in a very academic area and most art schools are concentrated in a very specific neighbourhood.
i'm pretty sure i could film by myself, not ideal but could work. i might look into having a female friend with me, just so that it feels less awkward to look overdressed and film in public.
>January at least has some residual excitement of a new year, unlike February.
but february is short!
speaking of, this year i finally got a calendar since im going to have assignments and homework again. i'm glad brazil and japan have good commercial relations because i managed to pick up one for a bargain that has a different shiba every month.
>>83803037
>Basically when I find a good scenario for the AI bots I willingly lose 1 week
finally. someone else of culture.
>>83803298
it might be excessive the amount of details that anons remember but honestly i'm kinda glad there's people who remember so much about me when irl i'm always gifted the most random things that have nothing to do with me half the time.

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>Use the scroll bar below to find the image that does not have a pair
>Find the image that contains exactly two four spike stars

>>83803714
>No, it's creepy what you do with it
What things that have been done with it do you consider creepy? Just so you know anything you found creepy wasn't me except maybe that one time.

>>83804003
>it might be excessive the amount of details that anons remember but honestly i'm kinda glad there's people who remember so much about me when irl i'm always gifted the most random things that have nothing to do with me half the time.
I've always heard I was a creep or a stalker because I remembered things someone said. Like remembering something someone said a year ago, or even a few months ago. I've had people joke that I dedicated a shrine to them. It feels refreshing when I've met other people who can remember things about me or things I've said long ago. It is nice to be able to remember a bunch of things about what someone likes to help pick gifts for them. That's one thing I consider myself especially good at.

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>>83804072
in the total opposite. terrible memory. i'll have to constantly ask close friends when their birthday is, i tell the same story multiple times to the same person and i sometimes forget about a story they told me last week. i feel guilty about it, but i know there's nothing i can really do about it.
i'm still a good gift giver id say though. i am good at building taste profiles in my mind, and guessing what someone might like because of tastes i already associate with them or their aesthetic.
i've also said this before but i do wonder what it is about me that makes people have so much trouble. i think im so stereotypical, it should be easy to guess what i enjoy.

>>83804123
>it should be easy to guess what i enjoy
I'm not proficient enough at fashion but I'd assume you like clothes. I doubt I'd be able to pick things you like though. I think you'd like artsy stuff and crocheting stuff. Maybe you mentioned it before idk. Obviously a switch would good too. I knew someone else from Brazil that really wanted a switch too.

What gifts do you think each known poster here would like?

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>>83804155
>What gifts do you think each known poster here would like?
easiest one to gift would be that other fashion/pink nona that swings by every so often. she has similar taste to me.
tomo i think would like a new game, maybe gym stuff since she's going now, but im not a gym person so it would be hard to pick something out. maybe a gift she and andy could enjoy.
scara (fly high) would have liked anything genshin/anime gacha.
florida would probably like something she could use outdoors.

the other nonas i don't know personally enough to build a taste profile for yet. and lol, yes id assume its a bit intimidating to buy me anything fashion. but the easy answer really is to just get me anything pink, girly, or that mixes cute and creepy.
i still keep the plague nurse plush someone got off my throne a long time ago tucked in bed with me every day lol.

>>83803053
>But what flavor of creeped out?
There are the ones I could find...

1) Behavioral Creepiness: Socially inappropriate actions (staring, breaking personal space, unpredictable behavior, inappropriate laughter).
2) Physical Appearance: Disheveled appearance, poor hygiene, or specific features like intense eyes.
3) Contextual/Environmental: Being alone in dark places or witnessing someone out of place in a social scene.
4) Cognitive/Uncanny: The "Uncanny Valley" effect (human-like but not quite human) or unpredictable, strange behaviors.
I think a blend of all four might be appropriate.

>>83803714
>Sorry, I missed your post!
No problem! : )

>>83804003
I didn't arrange what I said well. Sorry. For me, I'm not away from routine during that time. It's that it is miserable this time of year. Because of that, it drags.

I've already been dealing with the back pain this morning and now I'm hurting more and have some brain fog because the power went out for the third time this week around 5:30am, so I had to get the generator started to get the space heaters going to keep the house temp up above freezing. At least now the power is back up and I'm doing better. At least the house is warm again and I can shed some of these layers.

>>83804060
Cute pic!

>>83804072
I haven't seen anything done with mine yet, but I wouldn't be surprised if it has been done. I don't know which anon you are. I just think something like >>83789687 is very fucking creepy.

>except maybe that one time
Okay? What the hell did you do?

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when florida met tifosi

the type of woman/interaction i expect to find me as i stay all day locked in my room
https://x.com/sinneswandel3/status/2017178312083132612?s=46
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guys I thought of having a wank while taking a shit but should I wank on my own shit to summon the wanky shit demon??

>>83804123
gifting something to someone that likes fashion is a minefield. You're pretty much also having to save time to hang out with her on the trip where she will go to the store and change the clothes

>>83805027
Aw, she's wearing my bracelet.

>>83803714
>Maybe I can get insurance to cover it all?
Good luck on that. They'd likely sooner recommend you to a stay at the onions factory.
>>83804003
>i don't live in a very academic area and most art schools are concentrated in a very specific neighbourhood.
You'd be surprised how far film students will go for work. They're something of a persistent breed.
>>83804475
So many nauceous flavors, a like a flight of bad beers at an axe throwing bar.

I swear the captchas have a 1/10 chance of just not working regardless of getting them correct.

>>83807033
>I swear the captchas have a 1/10 chance of just not working regardless of getting them correct.
I thought it was just me. I've repeatedly been like "I SWEAR I picked the star and not either of the circles!!"

>>83807033
If I'm there, I might as well work for my room and board!

>captchas
It's the opposite for me. The old one I knew I was typing correctly and even checked many time, and it said I was wrong. I like these new ones.

I've always been a tomboy and never had a reason to get into fashion (my school had uniform and a strict no makeup policy, plus I didn't know many people outside of it). I've thought about getting into it for a while but I don't know, I can't bring myself to. It just feels wrong when I've spent my whole life solely dressing in t-shirts and jeans/shorts. Plus I'm not attractive and I'd feel embarassed if someone were to make fun of me if I did dress up, at least now I can be like 'wellll I didn't try because I know I'm ugly and I don't care.'
I don't know if I should give up on trying to become comfortable with the idea of dressing nicer. I found a blouse on Vinted that's largely plain but with a few embellishments that make it quite nice but I feel so embarassed and wrong at the idea of wearing something as basic as that that I don't think I can. I think my sister will like it so I can give it to her or a second-hand shop at least because honestly if I've been wanting to put more care into how I look since I was like, what, sixteen? And it's years on and I've made no progress in feeling better about it I don't think there's any hope.
Sorry for the blogpost, it's been on my mind a lot.

>>83808020
>if someone were to make fun of me if I did dress up
I don't know about where you live, but I've never seen a stranger mock someone for how they're dressed. Or are you worried about your friends teasing you?
Regardless, dressing nice can make you feel nice; and people might pick up on the vibe. Don't give up. : )

>>83808020
You are uncomfortable because it's new and against your old character. Go for it and be open to new comments! You are wanting this change otherwise you wouldn't be mentioning it. >>83808217 says it really good!

>>83808217
>Or are you worried about your friends teasing you?
Lol, how many times have we made changes to our appearance and thought people would make fun if us? But I'm with you: dressing up, even just for the hell of it, can feel really nice.

>>83808020
Listen to this nona >>83808431
She has the right of it.

>>83808020
Fashion is like politics, you are not escaping that shit no matter what you do.

You should give it a try with a single piece of clothing like the blouse you mentioned, nobody really judges and if you feel better wearing it then is a net win

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A Tifosi just drifted through my dollar store!

>>83808953
>A Tifosi just drifted through my dollar store!
Squeeeeeee!

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>>83808953
I'm guessing you are on a road trip.

>>83809185
I think thst would attract them more? Are they not more into DB than most other than the japs?

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>>83805175
Wow, she really has the femme fatale body language nailed down.

The slow, deliberate movements, the heavy heel-to-toe steps, standing in counterpose, the royal extension of the hand. Reminds me of spending hours practicing walking across a stage in theatre class trying to learn the same movements.
>>83808020
>I've always been a tomboy and never had a reason to get into fashion. I've thought about getting into it for a while but I don't know, I can't bring myself to. It just feels wrong when I've spent my whole life solely dressing in t-shirts and jeans/shorts.
I was in almost the same exact position as you at one point.
>Plus I'm not attractive and I'd feel embarassed if someone were to make fun of me if I did dress up, at least now I can be like 'wellll I didn't try because I know I'm ugly and I don't care.'
This was my thought process in high school too. I was an unattractive, pimply-faced and had no style or idea how to dress in anything that made me look good. It wasn't until university when I realized that beauty is something that requires a lot of effort, maintenance and learning to carry myself confidently. Once I put in the effort it became a source of confidence that fed into every other part of me.

Beauty is something that radiates outward. You could put fancy designer clothes but if you look like you're not even comfortable in your own skin then you'll look terrible. Find a style you like and are passionate about and make that your own. If you're taking care of yourself and dressing how you want then people will see that and find that beautiful. Find a side of your personality that your style plays into and embrace that too.
>And it's years on and I've made no progress in feeling better about it I don't think there's any hope.
There is always hope. The fact you asked showed there is hope in you. You've just have to not give in to doubt.
>>83808953
Honestly, a better representation than >>83805027

happy february to all nonas, may it be even better than january

Night #3! That sweet white noise from the cpap machine and zero snoring! I'm so happy.

>>83810247
>pimply-faced
Seeing that brought back some junior high trauma.

>>83810321
Happy Feb to you too! I hope the winter ends soon and we get back to warm weather.

https://youtube.com/shorts/IgY_XUxNVjg

Consumed a potion of flirt with women and admitted to my online friend I am attracted to her and now she's teasing me forbeing awkward about it :(
>>83784217
>I could never enjoy any kind of mint.
I like stuff that makes my mouth feel weird, spicy is nice too
>>83785318
They kind of hit different spots on the taste spectrum I think 2 is the right amount of mints

>>83811488
if you were a guy and did that she'd ghost you. it's annoying that women have double standards when dealing with men and women.

>>83811505
I mean she's kind of been like teasy thith me before and I didn't really go further than that . I don't hide what I like I've just always been to scared to act on it and only really understoof my own sexuality pretty recently. So she's like known I'm into women too while being that way with me so I think it's not unwelcome flirting

>>83805175
What am I watching here? I want to see more of it.

>>83811505
>double standards negatively affecting women: OKAY!!!
>double standards negatively affecting men: NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOO!!! THAT IS NOT OKAY!!!!
Irony that this is a double standard itself.

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>a shitload of conspiracy theories are pretty much confirmed yesterday as well as the most disgusting shit ever and it even involves the worst board on this app
>"let's check how x is doing!!"
>they're still just schizoposting
that board used to be sm better it feels like losing a brother
>>83808020
i used to be a tomboy with strict uniforms too. i started getting into fashion after the pandemic pretty much lifted all restrictions once we had to go hybrid/in person again. full on diva now.
start saving pinterest references of what you like, and dress up just to stay home at first, or do your makeup before you shower. that way there's no pressure and you can just experiment with what you like.
>>83808942
>Fashion is like politics
fashion is politics
>>83810247
>Wow, she really has the femme fatale body language nailed down.
it reminds me a lot of franziska!!
so so so so so attractive! god please give me a woman like that!!!!!
>Beauty is something that radiates outward.
perfectly said
>>83811488
could never take a truth potion as it would immediately reveal myself as a total weirdo and nowadays with how hard they are pushing the purity/pedophile discourse even if you are a cute woman they will throw you to the wolves for that.
>>83811861
japanese wrestling. it's a lot more theatrical and silly than american wrestling. i've been getting into it lately.
i love their outfits too.

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>>83810247
also just realising
>tall
>short red hair
>theatre class
>wanted to be femme fatale
>fashionable
>confident

caham, is tifosi uhhhhhhh into uhhhhhhhhhh cute women by any chance

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If one of you isn't going to become my wife and raise kids with me, I'm going to buy picrel. This is my last warning.

>>83812554
it's 2026 man just get the fucking sex toy

>>83812467
>i've been getting into it lately.
I might get into it myself. : )

>>83812554
Go for it and have fun with it.

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Is there any woman in here over the age of 26 who actually enjoys life most of the time? Like, do you enjoy living in your aching, weak human body whilst wagecucking and dealing with mundane shit that will never allow grand dreams to come true? Just wondering.

>>83812467
I've been ignoring it, along with any /pol/ posts.

>>83812554
Okay, cool.

>>83813137
Yes, I do. Despite my daily pain issues, I enjoy life so much. It's why I try be as positive as I can be. Sure, I have my bad days where I am a moody bitch. I am a person after all.

>wagecucking
Hopefully no longer in a year. If this lawyer does his job, disability and becoming a NEET is mine!

>>83813233
So you feel fulfilled by being a human sitting at home, shitting, eating and doing hobbies? This stuff makes you feel like WOW I LOVE BEING ALIVE!

?

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>>83813246
>So you feel fulfilled by being a human sitting at home, shitting, eating and doing hobbies?
Yes.

>>83813259
Incredible. I wish my brain was like this.

>>83813287
Is there something inherently wrong with this?

>>83813307
No, there is nothing wrong with you enjoying your life at all. If anything it's a great trait. But I can't, I find this Earth so ugly and mundane. All the things that interest me don't exist or are in the realm of delusions/magic. The human body just falling apart and always balancing shit out, for every pleasure regulating itself to neutral or below. It's whatever. I hope you enjoy your life and prosper.

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>>83812934
it's no wonder after some clips that they are the leaders when it comes to fighting games. everything is better when you allow it to be a little cute and silly.
>>83813233
>along with any /pol/ posts
i wouldn't go in that place anyways. it has been funny however to see the handful of poltards realising that yes the elites have been manipulating them into thinking minorities were at fault to keep them compliant.
it's like watching a baby gain (class) consciousness.

>>83813319
It's because I look more towards the positive than anything else. Yeah, things suck. My back is killing me and nothing is helping rn including a heating pad. My knees are flat out done, and I need a double knee replacement. The world has been less exciting since I got back on my ADHD meds over a year ago. My job is very stressful and I get called at home to do some job related tasks sometimes. The drama at work sucks as well. My husband gets mad that this happens and we end up in arguments. I get really moody over the dumbest shit. The weather is shit and very cold rn. This neighborhood sucks because it's noisy at times compared to when I lived in my bumfuck nowhere home 3 miles away. My parents are a bunch of assholes who turned their backs on me and made people be against me when I tried to help them twice with the abuse from my brother.

So yeah, a lot of things suck. But you know what's good? I have a loving husband that is there with me, even during my worst days where I'm crying in pain. He allows me my space when I need it, like at the end of the work day when I need to go down to my scream pillow and just scream and cry it out. I love my in-laws. I can still move around despite my knees (though running is no longer allowed :( ). Despite life being more boring with the ADHD meds, I found my old passion of reading. I found other passions that were not just coping mechanisms for my ADHD. I've learned to slow down in life. I've come to terms with a lot of trauma that occurred in my life. I would say I'm much more happier now even just two years ago.

Your outlook will influence you a lot. I know it sounds like normie advice like "b urself XD", but there's a lot of research in it.

>>83813338
I don't go onto the board. It's always been cancer imo. I've read a few of the initial stuff. My husband has been reading some of it and telling me about it, and I just find it funny how /pol/ got psyoped so badly by the ones they hate the most: jews.

>>83813246
>>83813319
>All the things that interest me don't exist or are in the realm of delusions/magic
That's a cope for justifying being lazy.
You probably have some heavy chemical imbalances in your brain. That can also come from long term abuse btw.

>>83813598
How is it a cope? I genuinely don't give a fuck about human hobbies. Hiking in ugly nature with dull colors and ticks and animal shit. Knitting? Wow, exciting. Playing video games? Sure, works but it's not fulfilling.

>>83813555
I'm glad you have your husband. Hope things turn out well for you going ahead in the future. Thank you for your thoughtful reply.

>>83813611
>ugly nature with dull colors
Either a chemical imbalance in your brain that you should be discussing with a psychiatrist... or feeling this way is a deliberate choice for you.

Lying to yourself about the world is the easy option, the coward's option. Admitting to yourself that you were wrong about the world is a hard option that would take strength and courage which you currently don't have.

>>83813137
suffering because of le job is a tired meme at this point. Haven't met any neet that is happier than anyone employed, even if they do have the financial security to not care about it.

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>>83813672
>Either a chemical imbalance in your brain that you should be discussing with a psychiatrist...

This world actually looks like shit 99% of the time compared to the colors we see in art and movies. Sure, you can cherry pick photoshopped, saturated pictures and videos (as most are on Youtube or online) or the rare 1% of nature that is stunning, but most of it is completely mundane and dull. And there's animal shit everywhere, bugs and ticks and mosquitoes. What kind of person walks into that and is like OHHH MY GOD THIS IS SO GOOOD?

Like you want me to onions out over pic related? It just looks dull. I don't care. I don't want to live just to stand around in that place. Why did God place us here?

>>83813689
This just proves that both options are shit if anything. NEETs are often unhappy and people who work are often not happy having to work.

>>83813706
Is that supposed to be dull? I'd love to have a leisurely walk through there, breathe the fresh air and listen to the birds, maybe find a nice place to sit down and eat a sammich and read a book. God, I love this world.

Make an appointment with a psychiatrist and speak with them about your feelings. There is something imbalanced in your brain. They can't fix it, but they can help you deal with it.

>>83813739
Yes, completely dull. And if you ever studied near death experiences where people leave their bodies they will all remark and confirm how ugly and dull our reality is compared to the "true reality" and our real home.

I feel people who think the shit down here is satisfying are not aware of their true spiritual heritage and just walk around accepting things as they are despite them lacking so much.

>>83813338
>they are the leaders when it comes to fighting games
Marie Rose from Dead or Alive remains my favorite character to cosplay.

>>83813319
>All the things that interest me don't exist or are in the realm of delusions/magic
What kinds of things?

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oh god i mentioned the x schizoposters and now they're schizoposting here

dull anon PLEASE go see a doctor. as much as i love to see this thread bumped/semi active this is not the place to be if you are seriously that chemically unstable.

>>83813706
nature is objectively better defined than anything you can see in art or movies, there are things the cameras still fail to capture in a remotely faithful way.

Quit your retarded larping.

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>>83813801
I wanted to have a magical destiny growing up. That I would learn unusual abilities, become a witch, telekinesis, mediumship. And I was very passionate about it but nothing ever happened for me. I have met people though blessed with what I consider to be supernatural gifts like this (most are 99% delusional schizos, but there is small handful of people who seem to be able to tap into things) so... basically I am forced to accept that I am not special and just a random NPC out of 7 billions.

>>83813810
There's nothing schizophrenic about researching death. There's even research about MEDIUMSHIP and the scientists came to the conclusion that some of these mediums were able to get information they shouldn't have been able to know.

https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S1550830720301518

If you want to believe you're just a meatsack and you will rot and never exist again go ahead, but I refuse to.

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>>83813819
In art and fantasy nature is glorious with extremely saturated, rich colors. No plastic laying around. No weird tourists shitting it up. (Almost) never any nasty insects that will bite you and crawl all over your food to lay fly eggs into it. Our nature can't compete.

>>83813756
>And if you ever studied near death experiences where people leave their bodies they will all remark and confirm how ugly and dull our reality is compared to the "true reality" and our real home.
The contentment which people report from near death experiences is in reuniting with their loved ones, or in uniting with a higher power.

Do you your loved ones bring you the contentment that you seek, or are interactions with other people dull too? Does a higher power bring you the contentment that you seek, or have the religions and spiritualities which you've tried been dull too? If everything is dull then you're barking up the wrong tree with near death experiences.

Something in your head is dulling life, and that something should not be there. You weren't meant to be this way. Speak with a professional, and don't disdain them just because they are worldly, for you are worldly as well.

>>83813830
>>83813847

go do shrooms or something then ffs

>>83813621
>>83813611
I'm really thankful for my husband, and for the people who pushed me into the relationship. That includes this gen who gave me that final push. I was very misandrist due to trauma issues. I have a really good therapist that continues to help me. That's the thing with therapists: you really do got to find a good one, as most are terrible.

I don't think I can really be much help to you, nor can I really tell you what your problem is. I don't know how your support system is. I can only tell you how I find life fulfilling and enjoy it despite it being shit. Sometimes prospective changes can help a lot such as looking at the things you listed in >>83813611. I know is a "no duh" thing, but you're really going to have to sit down with yourself and discuss with yourself why this is. Just like with the pic you just posted: >>83813706. Why is it dull? Are you focusing on too much of the negative like "le bugs?"

Do you do any diary writing? I find it very useful to just get things down. I still write one with a pen and paper one that I do often. Even if it's just random shit like "la de da! Okay, I don't have anything to say." It helps to look back later to see what your mindset was. I used to read some of my old ones I did as a teenager (before I burned them due to the cringe, lol) and saw my mind set. It just helps to get things out. Even if you think they're not related to your problem. You got too much baggage. Unload some of it by writing whatever is on your mind. Just do it a little bit at a time, or you'll wear yourself down. Easy does it. First things first.

>>83813852
Yes, love is really important in most NDE experiences but the fact that people generally describe the out of body world as 1000000x more beautiful and peaceful than life on Earth and feel terror or fight against being send back is very common. I even remember the tale of a man who after he had seen the sunrise in the afterlife felt depressed seen the earthly sunrise, cause it felt so painfully dull to him after he has seen the sunrise in his true home. And sunrises are one of the most beautiful things this planet has to offer visually.

Even when you say love. Almost everyone will say they feel love over there that is like a supernova sun levels of emotion compared to a little candle light of love they feel here, even for their own children. Everything we have on Earth is like 0,0000001% of what seemingly awaits outside of this body.

>Something in your head is dulling life
Are you sure? Or is something in your head making you accept a place and status that is far beneath your true heritage and beauty? Am I wrong or you?

>>83813853
I believe that you "kpopnoona" are an immortal soul with vast powers too and far more than what Earth possibly made you out to be right now.

But yes, maybe it's time for shrooms.

>>83813863
I don't want you to get dragged down in my rant and frustrations here. You can't help me but it is noble of you to try. I want you and your husband to have a good future, please just skip my posts and don't let any of it seep into your heart.

>>83813873
>Even when you say love. Almost everyone will say they feel love over there that is like a supernova sun levels of emotion compared to a little candle light of love they feel here, even for their own children. Everything we have on Earth is like 0,0000001% of what seemingly awaits outside of this body.
WHO are they loving? The same human beings they loved in this life, or the same higher power they loved in this life, no? It's only the intensity that changes, not the givers of love or recipients of love.

Do you feel that you've found the right religion or spirituality for you, the right higher power for you to love and be loved by? Do you feel that you've found the right relationships, the right people for you to love and be loved by? Or is all of this dulled too?

You won't find something in death if you haven't found it in life.

>>83813930
Yes, they love the same people. And because I love people in this life too I haven't killed myself yet nor attempted (despite having researched the means to perfection, I know how to do it painlessly and with 99,9% guarantee of death and no harm done to anyone else) because I don't have the right to destroy the futures and lives of people around me.

>Do you feel that you've found the right religion or spirituality for you, the right higher power for you to love and be loved by?
There is no religion or spiritual view that can explain what is going on in here in life without extreme levels of cope. It's a brutal and hard place, just begin with billions of animals slaughtered each year.

>Do you feel that you've found the right relationships, the right people for you to love and be loved by?
I am very loved but the fact that this isn't enough for me is a huge humiliation by this universe. It only adds to the desire to exit as fast as possible.

>You won't find something in death if you haven't found it in life.
Why though? Most are completely happy and at peace as soon as they leave their painful, tight, heavy human body. Even people who attempt suicide usually feel endless peace and homecoming.

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>>83813897
ok, im keeping that
never a dull day on this website

>>83813972
>ok, im keeping that
never a dull day on this website
Hahahah that pic