>>83834523
I'll be 27 in eight days.

>>83834523
I'll be 30 in 6 months

>>83834523
I'll be 30 in 6 days.

>>83834523
41 here but I'm only starting to grey a little. I feel old though. My energy vanishes around lunch time.

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>>83834523
>I feel old as shit.
Tell me about it. I feel like I've been through 6 million blood wars already.

>>83834545
are you me or some glowie nigger who's been spying on me because that's my BDAY as well

>>83834698
>are you me or some glowie nigger who's been spying on me because that's my BDAY as well
... Do you want to be friends? 0_0

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>>83834523
I will be 50 next year.
Somehow strange...I'm an incel since a time where this word didn't even exited. And I dream about pussy since nearly 40 years, and never had it...
Such a lonely world.
Such a lonely world.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7VybmTgucZ8

>>83835505
Why not get an escort at that point?

>>83835519
I have mental issues.
When you had no sex for 35 years it's not because you have never tried.

>>83835543
>I have mental issues.
What's holding you back from seeing an escort? Paranoia or avoidance?

You and I are old as shit but it could be a shit load worse man

>>83835551
Long ago I was in bed with a girl, and we both were naked. And she wanted to have sex with me, but it didn't worked. I couldn't do it. She gave up after a while and said "what's wrong with you?"...and was only crying at this point.

Such memories are suicide fuel, I can tell you.
And nearly 30 years later the problem hasn't changed. Trauma is a bitch.

>>83835596
"and I was..."

>>83835596
I mean, you could always keep trying. If it's something you really want. But I get it. I'm also being held back by my own mental issues. Somethings don't really seem like they have a solution.

bun bun bunny bun bun bunny bun.

>>83834523
I'm 37 and I don't feel old. Skill issue.

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>>83835692
>you could always keep trying. If it's something you really want
Probably. But it's humiliating, and the chances are bad.
I tried 3 times. The first time when I was young with said girl. The effect was a panic attack and no chance to have sex with her. It was terrible for me and quite uncomfortable for her too. But I give her credits for trying, I was not exactly a hot/cool boy who could get girls easliy.
Second time was an escort woman with 29. I thought I have to do it before 30. The problem was the same, panik attack, but way worse even. It gave me suicidal thoughts for like half a year and made my depression worse.
Thirth time was with a fat women I met on the intenet. I was 40+ and told her in the beginning that I was still virgin. She could hardly believe it. Then we met and tried to have sex. Same effect, panik attack, nervous break down, extreme humiliation. We never met or texted again.
I think the only possible solution would be to have a wife. With her I could work on the issue, step by step, maybe over a time of years. It might be possible to overcome it, but it would take time and patience from her side.
Unfortunately it's not easy to find a wife as a 50yo incel who's poor and mentally ill impotent.
I'm willing to try. So, if a woman here reading this wants to marry me, tell me...

>>83835823
Did your uncle fuck you in the ass or something?

>>83834523
You are old as shit, unc

>>83835849
>or something
Something, yes.
(I was born in eastern european socialist hell)

>>83835872
I'm sorry to hear that, anon. I hope you can somehow find help and solace before it's too late. Always remember what happened was not your fault.

>>83835927
Thanks.
I guess I will become 60...and then finally forget about sex and gf. Or I get shot in the political chaos that will probably come. And until then I drink and lurk. Cheers.