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Despair about my life, feels like I am living my parents dreams rather than my own. Should have utilized the time given to me in a better way.

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Can't solve captchas.

>>8125994
It ain't over yet, pal. Every day you wake up is another potential fresh start.

>>8126657
someone once said, every day you get outta bed is a victory

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Here's something to think about...

ONCE YOU TURN 18 YOU CAN BE WHATEVER YOU WANT, DO WHATEVER YOU WANT. YOU DON'T HAVE TO LET ANYTHING OR ANYBODY THAT MESSED YOU UP AFFECT YOU ANYMORE. IF YOU DO LET IT AFFECT YOU ONCE YOU'RE AN ADULT THAT'S 100% YOU'RE FAULT.

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Not long ago, I was useful. I went places, I met people, I did things that were worth doing. Now it's just a couple of years later, and things have fallen apart. I'm in pain both physical and emotional, and I'm so tired of fighting. Day after day after day.

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>>8126729
You're choosing to be that way. Nobody is forcing you to be that way. I say throw your TV away, throw your computer away, throw your smartphone away and get a dumb phone. Act like your life depends on it. You live in a country that has all the opportunity in the world and you can live life however you want. You can live in the country away from the crazy people and find people who are down to earth. I've done it and it was awesome. So for anybody wanting to respond with a bunch of bullshit I'll say go fuck yourself and have a nice day.

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The last time I felt free was before the pandemic. 5-6 years later, it feels like my life has been put in a stasis that all my effort only preserves. I don't get to roll the dice anymore. Most of my day just goes into work, and going to and from.
It drives me crazy. Stagnation cuts away at your soul like a razor.
I can't decide whether I want to keep going, or start over. I have started over before. I know I can do it. But at my age, I'm not going to get too many more chances to restart, or come back from a failed attempt at a restart. I've always trusted my decisions, but now I can't turn a single choice over in my mind that isn't trapped inside a cage of doubt.
Maybe leaving the place where I was born was a mistake after all.

Think I need to have my gallbladder out. Damn.

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Life is wonderful and I love all of you.

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Moving in with my gf soon. Quite anxious about it although i'm also very excited.

It feels like every day's the same
And I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
And there's no color to behold
They say it's over
And I'm fine again
Try to stay sober
Feels like I'm dying

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I'm 27 years old and I have never felt the touch of a woman. I have no idea how to get over this "boohoo woe is me" bs I have been living with all my life.

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>>8128482
It's better to never know how it feels, than to know but then lose it forever one day.

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I have an extremely difficult time accepting that I am truly alone.
The only friends in my life are online, and as the years go by more of them move on to do things with their life while I'm still here. The past 4-5 years I've been with an entirely new group of people. However, I haven't really felt like I really belong with them; I keep thinking that I'm not truly wanted, that they have hidden chats they've made so that they can hang out without me. I'm afraid to bring it up because they're all in on it and would get rid of me by that point. Maybe it's my anxiety and self esteem, but it's been so long and I can't shake the feeling. I see it in the little things, the longer than normal pauses to respond to me compared to the others, the different tone one of them makes with me than the others, the lack of communication all around. 9 times out of 10 I'm the initiator when messaging anyone, I can never get anyone to join me to hang out or play games, while 95 percent of the time they actually do join a call in the mutual discord server it's made without me. It sounds ridiculous, but it means a lot to me because they're the few people I have left. I really don't want to have to start again like before.

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So many sadposters. I'm old now. Spent a lot of time lonely when young, made mistakes, married the wrong person, all that sort of stuff.

>It can get better, anons. It did for me, so it has to be possible for you.
>Take care of yourself. Be >>>/fit/ and save your pennies >>>/biz/ so that when an opportunity comes for something better you are ready.
>Fortune favors the bold and the prepared.

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>>8128771
Never treat online "friends" as actual friends unless you know some of them irl as well, I'm not saying online friends cannot be good, but it's one in a million, 'specially nowadays.
You're thinking about these people too much when they clearly do not give a singular fuck about you, way too unhealthy.
I'm afraid it's time for you to move on again, and stop forcing online "friendships", they happen naturally, just chit-chat with randoms in-game if you need the social-hit, but never force anything, if forced you end up with a group that you have right now.
Also if you really need online friends always find solo players, never a group, it simply never works out when a new person joins.
>and as the years go by more of them move on to do things with their life while I'm still here.
Comparing yourself to others is lowkey worse than your obsession with pixels which you consider friends. Just enjoy your life as is, stop comparing yourself to others, and just focus on the shit that you enjoy, not everything has to be a 'fight' against other people.

How are you guys weathering (haha) the winter storm? By this evening they're saying we'll have about a foot here.

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How do you guys feel about the future of the internet? Will it becomes so normal but so trash that eventually people will just see it as boring?

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>>8129248
>How do you guys feel about the future of the internet?
I stopped thinking about it because it just gets worse, there is no salvation now unless everything resets, but even then, people won't change. Either you enjoy AI and Bots everywhere, or you adapt and use something like uBlock Origin with 'nuclear' filters that remove 90% of it while using catered websites as the "browsing" part is pretty dead already.
>Will it become so normal but so trash that eventually people will just see it as boring?
It kind of already is that, just that your average teen and young adult has their brain so fried that even consuming Reels/Shorts and AI content is entertaining to them because they simply do not care. In my opinion the internet became boring around ~2017.
But maybe that's a bad way of viewing it because their current state of the internet is as "good" to them as it used to be for us, as in, I will forever cherish the days of Xfire becoming a thing, for an example, while someone in the future will 'probably' be reminiscing about Discord or something, idk.

I really need a new job.

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i want some meaning in my life