its all me experiencing myself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQPy88-E2zo

Find out what the end is and get ready for it.

There is no way.

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>>41900447
ITS PRETTY SHRIMPLE, REALLY..

Everything is a MEtaphysical expression of the universe of which I am in its entirety - pretending I am not.

https://youtu.be/4JZ-o3iAJv4?si=tQrHbMLM3pawDCzK

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>>41900484
what end?

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>>41900447
I lol'd xD

>>41900484
From memories, there was a race that helped one man get through to the end of the universe.
With my quantum jumping to him here, I inadvertently made a connection and ended up comet landing on the bright light singularity near me in the past. (When I was a woman) I made the past with the future time of myself. It's real and true!

forever anxiety

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>>41900447
BREAK REALITY THATS WHAT IVE BEEN DOING

In ancient Roman religion and magic, the fascinus or fascinum was the embodiment of the divine phallus. The word can refer to phallus effigies and amulets, and to the spells used to invoke his divine protection.[1] Pliny called it a medicus invidiae, a "doctor" or remedy for envy (invidia, a "looking upon") or the evil eye.

Etymology
The English word "fascinate" ultimately derives from Latin fascinum and the related verb fascinare, "to use the power of the fascinus", that is, "to practice magic" and hence "to enchant, bewitch"

Also Fascinatingly and Curious enough Curious comes from κύριος (kurios), meaning "Lord," "master," or "owner," and it's crucial in connecting Jesus to God in Christian theology; it's the translation for the divine Hebrew names YHWH and Adonai in the Septuagint

https://youtu.be/VHV166OO2V8

dont listen to these guys they are lying to you everything is false

>>41900447
without trying at all

by realizing you don't know all truths

>>41901678
tell me how to break reality good sir

we just exist then there is no easy way to break from this reality

>>41901727
death is easy
anyone can do it
so no we don't "just" exist

how strange it is
to dismiss true existential horror
in favor of an existential horror you fabricated

almost like what
bothers you the most is
actually the absence of control

>>41901755
we can die then reality itself is not dying that itself is taking time

>>41901767
"this reality" is a product of humans
"reality" is the source of humans
if we die, reality stops being the source of humans and thus stops being what we call reality

when a human stops being what we call human, that is death
it goes both ways

>>41901802
anything that exists are “reality”

>>41900447
no you will never be the same lmao

>>41901816
lies exist
so according to you
lies are reality

have any more trite over simplifications?

>>41901829
somehow god made everything start then died so there is time going then everything just stops existing then we can be free

>>41901701
take a bunch of psychedelics
realize i am
practice the arts of i am

when you quit thinking with thoughts the world becomes the symbols of what our thoughts would be

then you learn to controll that

>>41901837
>somehow god made everything start then died
You do know that "God is dead and we killed him" was about the abstraction of the Trinity reaching emergence right? We killed killed faith by formalizing it in science. We call it assumption/hypothesis, and pretend it is not self fulfilling. In truth, God still lives in the gaps and we named their source infinite regress.

>>41901858
god is different than that thing

>>41901865
Agreed, I'm talking about humans and their perceptions. Some would say I'm talking about the demiurge. If you agree with me though, then you agree God never died. That was the demiurge, and it didn't really die either.

>>41901885
yes demiurge is out somewhere

>>41901885
he is even affected by crisis too

>>41901912
Now, you know what dies and is reborn all the time? Language. The trinity frames Jesus as The Word / Logos, and likewise He dies and returns, but that which He references as self remains eternal.

Kant felt the return of the demiurge, it's reemergence came with the collapse of absolute hypostasis. Either we hold the ignorance or we hold the illusion.

>>41900447
with compassion for those still sleeping, treading lightly until they wake.

>>41901933
i am demiurge then i dont know what to do man. i have plans when everything ends

>>41900447
It's pretty simple:
>Learn how to mix Styrofoam/fertilizer with diesel fuel to make Napalm
>cheat or outright evade taxes
>realize that most people will see you as "crazy" or "a loser" and just disregard it
>enjoy nature
>eat at Denny's

>>41901857
ok but what do i do when the psychedelics wear off

>>41901933
dude i am demiurge

>>41901956
Plans are for the builder, not for God.
All that is real is built, but so is all that is illusory.
Either we seek truth through plans, or we seek truth through faith. In science as practice, this is the difference between faithful specification and overfit specification.

>>41901973
yes dude

>>41902006
You asked what to do, but I don't want you to think my words can be distilled into a single action. That sort of thinking is what brought society to where it is now. The approach though, if you're serious about seeing past the demiurge within, is to continually humble yourself before God, who is also within.

>>41901973
demiurge is only being that exists then others are his creation in some level of dimensions of reality

>>41901972
so everything is all your fault?

>>41902022
yes then we are living in ruins of the reality that contains many things

>>41902020
Right, but even Gnostics found that the demiurge is far from the only being that exists. You can see this within yourself if you take the time. In fact, if we want to be precise, the demiurge is more like what the ancient Greeks called demons. Such things only exist within God.

>>41902037
>what is a builder without an architect?
>what is an architect without a foreman?
>what is a foreman without a builder?

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>>41900447
Somehow you still haven’t gotten the answer, so here it is:
Forget what you’ve seen, return to soil. Strike a nail with a hammer, make yourself breakfast. Let the waves of the ocean be nothing more than current, you are outside of it…if only you’d recognize.
Do nothing in particular. Touch effort and hardship so the body remembers contact. Lift weights, gather cuts on your knuckles. God does not need your knowing or attention, if you truly know, your only job is to continue, and witness. Best not to do it schizophrenically.

>>41902037
there is entities that are enlightened then reached their limits of power then they can be punishing other entities by their forces

>>41902075
Power doesn't even exist in and of itself. Its limit is always relational, and hitting limits always feels like punishment for those who seek power. Yet, going past those limits usually makes power weaker by its own standards. Take for instance a president who overturns a constitution. Their power grows, but their legitimacy wanes, and from it all powers were granted in the first place. Their rule becomes unstable, and power must be diverted to self preservation.

ok karma is real

>>41902101
they saw entities karma then they punish them control them then anything of any world can feel punished for seeking for powers

>>41902101
they can be powerless at their beginning

>>41902119
karma is enacted before it is felt
and it is felt before it is known
do not confuse the child with the spirit

>>41902126
one cannot "be" without power

>>41902129
dude in my theory there is a god punishing us

>>41902129
we even cant meet them they hate us

>>41902150
You can call it a god, evil spirits, or even satan, but either way we choose it, and a "punishment" is a path like any other in this regard. If you jump of a roof and break a leg, was it really gravity punishing you?

>>41902060
true

>>41902175
i rather want to live in video game reality

>>41901966
why did you only read the first sentence
taking the heroic trip is the first step
now re-read the rest

>>41902200
hey normie shut

>>41902195
Do you know what the biggest difference is?
In a video game the entire world and everything that happens is explicitly designed just for the player(s). In a video game you are the most important thing in existence, and existence itself becomes secondary (nothing is permanent).

Here though, we are the children of reality and we are its builders both. We are not served. Instead, we commune.

>>41902215
true

>>41902215
you are the normie

>>41902263
Perhaps. My experiences disagree, but my words are fairly normalized. To me it's a matter of clarifying communication for the sake of meaning. I could tell you everything I believe that most people scoff at, but I don't think I could do so in a productive way.

today a young ligma realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. that we're all one ligma.

wait, it's all ligma?

>>41902200
ok so i realized that i'm, now how do i practice the arts of i'm

>>41902664
didnt take the first step sorry try again

Since everything is but an apparition,
Perfect in being what it is,
Having nothing to do with good and bad,
Acceptance or rejection,
You might as well burst out laughing!

>>41902733
ok then what...
you guys always get so limped dicked

>>41903010
>Since everything is but an apparition,
>Perfect in being what it is,
>Having nothing to do with good and bad,
>Acceptance or rejection,
>You might as well burst out laughing!
it's an apparition

life is a tom and jerry episode

tru as hell

>>41900447
There are 27 books in the bible that tell you exactly how.

>>41903133
so what are you saying to do then watch tom and jerry
isnt that limp dicked?

>>41903170
everything is an apparition.

do you get that?

literally EVERYTHING is an apparition.

taking that to its logical conclusion means you can do whatever you want.

why

>>41900447
No one actually does know the truth so it's irrelevant.

trash place

>>41903196
>taking that to its logical conclusion means you can do whatever you want.
and thus Epstein was born ;p

>>41903413
there is literally no one else. you are me.

we are in hell

normies

normies shuts up

>>41903437
thats why were in hell anon

>>41902648
ligmaballs

You keep living your life, you just know a little bit more than you did before.
It's pretty simple.

>>41903773
Yeah, I still haven't reached my full potential myself.
I'm just pretty good compared to most humans.

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>>41903773

anxiety

You get used to it.

normies

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>>41900447
> “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
> John 16:33
> “There is a certain great difference, O men of Greece, between truth and custom. For truth is found when it is honestly sought; but custom, whatsoever be the character of the custom received, whether true or false, is strengthened by itself without the exercise of judgment; and he who has received it is neither pleased with it as being true, nor grieved with it as false. For such an one has believed not by judgment, but by prejudice, resting his own hope on the opinion of those who have lived before him on a mere peradventure. And it is not easy to cast off the ancestral garment, though it be shown to himself to be wholly foolish and ridiculous."
> - Pseudo-Clement, Homily IV, Chapter XI
Stay true to Christ and you'll be alright.
He is the way,
the TRUTH
and the life.
Read the Bible. It's the ONLY guide you need to navigate the waters. God Bless.
> “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they will not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be scorched, Nor will the flame burn you.
> “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they will not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be scorched, Nor will the flame burn you.

I can throw such autistic rage fits you can see certain Heavens that are this life time but I'm living them where I don't have to hold my temper.

As soon as an unconscious thought of shame crosses into my subconscious sometimes I destroy all of everything instantly.

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>>41900484
>“O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?”
> - 1 Corinthians 15:55
Once you are turned quite around BACK to the Lord, you get to look forward to returning home.

anxiety

ok

anxiety

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>>41900447
There is nothing "normal" about this life anon. You say "normal" because you've been conditioned that living an empty life in a slave system is not only acceptable, but desired.

>>41900447
Keep grinding spiritually. You have to be able to conquer these thoughts and feelings. There are more truths to be had.

we are straight going into hell

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>>41900447
If you knew the truth then you'd know the answer to your own question, dumbass.

i am literally god and nobody believes me when i tell them this

i am a metaphysical solipsist i believe nothing exists outside of me and the nothingness that exists outside of me is me because i am nothing.

>>41901857
hey I've been doing the same thing
I take no responsibility for any weird shit that has or will occur on this temporary time loop
I am sad about pikachu's tail though

>>41905347
if you feel the need to tell anybody then you don't really believe it yourself
God would keep it to himself out of shame
look around at this world
if you were God you'd honor this creation (Shakti, divine mother) you'd bow down in awe and cherish every moment, you'd use your power to enshrine this temple and you'd weep in joy and gratitude at what you've done
For if you are reading this know that you are the only one reading this because there is only One being, there has only ever been one being
the body isn't even here

>>41905718
okay, figment.

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>>41900447

Needs more clowns.

hey just shut normies

>>41900513
iktf

Mental how many replies schizobait threads like these get

>>41900447
don't think about it.

why trash

anxiety

normies i hate anxiety

>>41905347
Teleport to where I am right now and I'll worship you, otherwise you're just a narcissist who's turned god into a word that doesn't mean anything.

>>41907476
the fact is that is not

>>41907476
you are normie

>>41904452
> Left sided (1.)
Reads like Jesus is god
> Right sided (6.)
Reads like Jesus is just a mediator between god and humanity

=> So what is it?

> Left sided (6.)
Reads like salvation is a free gift, without a "clean life". (free = absolutely no work is to be done. zero. nada.)
> Right sided (8.)
Reads like you must work towards not sinning, to not get punished.

=> Will god punish you in heaven or what!? I thought heaven was eternal bliss WTF.

> RESULT
Christians have no idea what the bible is talking about, because it is incoherent and inconsistent. Proof: countless denominations can't agree on fundamental "teachings"

i aint trashing

you all are normies

a god is punishing us

>>41900484
There is no end.

there is end

all the normies shuts up

anxiety

i have anxiety

OP can you continue this thread i hate anxiety my dude

>>41900447
You either go back to sleep or accept your role in this game we are playing. I have done both. Sometimes its hard to stay awake when all I want is to rest, but I know if I doze off its over.

>>41901678
>break reality
I once went against a premonition I had and I never had another, my life also feels Iike it got significantly worse.

bump this thread dude

>>41900447
Same as before. Carry wood, chop water. Get laughed at for doing it all backwards.

keep this thread alive as much as possible my dudes

anxiety is key to reach enlightenment

prove me wrong you normies

prove me wrong i could have saved him

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this is not demiurge dudes then it is cute

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chilled dudes

music time dudes https://youtu.be/L3yTZQitI0c?si=GYM-QjYxISMK3vpU

god has been controlling us all the time

holy samefaggotry

>>41908072
really want to have some good conversation like i had with that normie

how do you kill evil people

it begins then ends dudes hahahahahahaha

there is really no any right religion
we are just living in hell

there is really no escape unless you convince some entity to give you powers which that will never happen

>>41908265
look out bot

this is torture

i cannot believe anons are retarded

>>41908335
trash

the truth is out there

>>41905929
your whole existence is found within this one post
that is where it began and that is where it ends
I appreciate your contribution though, another necessary pixel in the endless mural

>>41908395
true well said

there was really some beginning

Be me late at night browsing on b in 2007
see at thread about some random mmo
supposedly there was some illegal shit behind it.
Now of course in typical b fashion it was filled with tits or gtfo or just bumbing but i got interested.
Decided to installed on my xp but the installer wasn't able to launch even with admin until i disable my antivirus and enable exception on firewall.
The game finally has installed and when i run it i was greeted with the most insane shit i witness in my entire life.
One unique about this mmo is that it allows players to create their own rooms now this game was dead since 5 years ago so all websites about downloadable rooms were all dead except one which requires a password or referral link by "admin" of the website.
Decided to email the "admin" and hour later he response with link with all download rooms.
The first room with a name of "pleasuredome" by pettie87 was filled with images of hardcore cp and dead kids across walls and floors and with text about young teen who raped female classmates in his school and raped his mother and his sister before killing them.
The second room with a name of "true sons of anarchy" by thetruth01 was filled with text of about making homemade bombs with a timer and what is best public place to put it along side with recipe of anthrax powder and homemade cruise missile with customizable warheads just bellow cost of 10k.

>>41900447
>schizos, the board

>>41905718
This

god is a poor creature who has nothing better to do than dream that he's a wageslave addicted to masturbating to anime; the only thing that existed in the universe 10 minutes ago was the image of a naked anime girl on a computer screen. This is so fucking funny and bizarre

>>41907823
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>>41907615
are you a bot or are you just incredibly retarded

>>41900447
gooning

>>41901857
Can you elaborate on the art of I am friend? Got a trip report you'd care to share?

>>41903134
Mostly true then?

>>41900447
You recognize that your life was extremely abnormal in the first place and remain lost until you start looshing