>>34219816
I won't read subhuman crank going round and round over and over his don't beat yourself up lame, unsolicited advice threads.

>>34221939
total tripnigger death

>>34223350
I'm not offended. I just chose not to respond. So? It's just words.

>>34219816
thanks kyle, now how the FUCK do i get through physics?

You're crazy and your iceberg list makes so sense but you're right.
I was in a tough spot last year, burned through my savings, racked up credit card debt, was travelling but could barely afford it because I got fired for being too disagreeable. that in turn got me into good situations and bad situations
I met a girl who liked how calm and dark I seemed, we had a great time, but deep down I knew I wasn't in good shape mentally. Eventually I obsessed over her and she left. I'm sure the worse I get, maybe the better girls I can get but they love that emotional rollercoaster and will just get off when its convenient.

>>34225632
Make better use of your time. That gaming session, your partying, and yes the time here needs to be put to the side to focus on your class so you'll get a decent paying job.

>>34225696
That was just a girlfriend not a long term girlfriend. You'll find another. You made it that deep, so you'll make it deeper eventually.

>>34225706
I've had long term gfs though, like 2-5 years across a handful of women each. Women I never really was attracted to. I got the one beautiful attractive hot gf when I was in a bad place and she didn't even make it a year.

>>34225731
Yeah and I can't be as tough as you and it is unwise to. Though it is pretty tough who you are. I hate being this guy who lived an entitled life and that pisses most people off, but I know me moving up rather down is for the best.

>>34219816
All I want is to not have lived a life of navigating through overprotective parents, so I wouldn't get accustomed to feel lonely and do nothing about it, Now it corrodes me. Now everything about my life feels wrong, and people with average fucking everything keep walking forward while i rot.

I really feel like I have the heaviest load even of someone whose had abusive parents and had to leave home. Parents are temporary, their gifts as well, the things you learn yourself are forever, and if parents take that from you, they take it with them forever.

You know you may be right. Not sure why I developed feelings for her, when she fucked her drug dealer (bald and late thirties btw) for some free drugs. Not sure why she made me tag along with her to get a pregnancy test for that though…she is ultimately someone I care for but not in that way. Though I find myself contradicting myself a lot.

>>34219816
You belong in a psych ward, indefinitely.

>>34225895
Uhh... Care to explain?

>>34225895
That's a blanket statement. It comes off as ill-informed and closed minded.