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Howdy folks, I've been in a slump for a really long time, not looking to tell a sob story, or to seek consolations, just want to give a quick rundown so people understand where I'm at.

>Be me, 30f married in junior year of high school
>relationship fine for first five years
>we have child
>partner grows bitter and mean over the next five years
>decided to save on money by staying home instead of hiring babysitter, as babysitting is very expensive where I live
>whore cheats for years at least six times to my knowledge
>eventually, we break up, she takes everything that isn't my clothes and PC
>life slump, work hard to find, work at fed-ex warehouse for a few months, lose job due to loss of car
>broke leg and ankle really bad a year later, took almost two years to recover as much as I can
>in these two years, everyone in my life has started to see me as worthless and a leech. I don't want to be useless eater.

Where do I start? I am overweight, but not horrendously obese. I have skills in the service, retail, and machine shop industries. Everywhere is apply online, and that feels like an endless mess of "we've decided to move on with someone else in the process". The last of my family that are willing to talk to me tell me "Just walk inside places" like it's fucking 1932 and I'm not black or irish. I have tried this before, it has not worked. So as someone with -very- little clothing, next to no money for transportation, crippled, and hungry.... what do i do with what little resources I have? I have 5 dollars to my name, 3 shirts, 3 pairs of pants, 5 pairs of underwear, and 6 pairs of socks, as well as a bus pass for this month in my city to make it around to interviews. I'm kind of at the end of my rope, if I don't get a job before people move on from where I am.... the only option I can truly see left is to kill myself. I don't really have anyone left to believe in me. Where do I start? I keep proper hygiene, I just look kind of... ratty from old clothes.