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Hormone Level Information: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
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Chaser Map: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=676816
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Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
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quote of the day do u have any old friends? did u lose touch w/ ppl during transition? reconnected w/ them? glad u left them behind?
new community, lets rebuild it together
post new working links for future op links
after years u return and the thread is empty, all ur enemies, friends, and loved ones, gone like they never existed
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>>43190404
yeh? which ones?
>>43190434
true lmao, but I didn't, I have suspicions who made these images tho
the self-loathing trip that was usually always absent from them tbqh
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>>43190495
lmao true... but which would be worse???
I think only ayden, elfi, and sass could verify my identity, everyone else vanished under mysterious circumstances...
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>>43190568
waow did jared finally do it? peace in the middle east?
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i thot iran made basically all foundational math
>>43190634
how come
>>43190649
i've always been a bit of a worrywart !
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>>43190615
except for like civilization and stuff... but I guess u could also just invent a historical backstory, like uhhh lets say ur descended from magical ppl from the magic island of 'thule' or w/e but nobody knows them cos they went to a different school???
yeh that might work ig
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>>43190717
i didnt click but good luck with your extra pphole
>>43190728
do you have like an ex there or smth whats the deal lets dig into this
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yeah just nuke all the low iq subhuman brown yucky mudslimes, then take their oil and other earth resources. it's a win win tbqh. who cares if millions of iran people are gone? like seriously what do they do for the world. ong fr fr
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>>43191127
>https://web.archive.org/web/20150414084325/http://imgur.com/a/JO33K/
hmm good question iunno, I guess it was just a bunch of infographic type tutorials?
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>>43191177
fuck off pooge
>>43191021
Fuck off pooge
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>>43190299
Hey I want to settle something once and for all
https://strawpoll.com/QrgewzLDQyp
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nothing EVER fucking happens
it's called bread and circuses to soothe the masses
BREAD AND CIRCUSES
WHERE ARE THE FAKIN CIRCUSES DONALD
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i have every ability to pass but I’m so disgusting and I’m wasting my life away.
I keep eating badly, I exercise a lot, run an average of 5 miles a day and can do pull-ups but I can feel myself getting fatter and more stressed and the world just seems bleaker and bleaker. I just want to lose weight again.
got down to a good weight last year and I felt so good but the winter hits me so hard every year. I was working an outdoor job where I was forced to be cold and wear 2 base layers and it wasn’t even enough so I ballooned 15 fucking pounds because I’m a fat fucking lazy shit and my life is falling apart. I feel dumber and dumber. I’ve let everyone down.
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ignore this post, just trying to lure pedro out of hiding
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>>43190299
updated links:
Informed Consent Providers: https://web.archive.org/web/20161219123149/https://dl.dropboxuserconte nt.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Fo rward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Cl inics.pdf
Makeup Tutorial: https://web.archive.org/web/20230516071228/https://imgur.com/a/JO33K/
MTF Info Dump: https://pastebin.com/7MMaN94p
Transition timelines: https://web.archive.org/web/20170331232820/http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
Voice Training: https://pastebin.com/fG8pFyxD
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nick...................................................
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>>43193274
waow, which trip were u tho???
>>43193792
waow interesting, might do, someone started telling me they really liked the timelines u posted so yeh
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>>43194761
many such cases ngl
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>>43194779
waow she's just like me fr fr
we should hook up but I'd never post in chaser space oh wells lmao
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>>43194779
Yep
>>43194783
You should ban all the Brit’s from your server they’re fucking annoying.
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>>43194798
it's not mine I just clean up the mess tbqh
yeh some of the quants and data techy bbytrans are kinda cringe, but what can u do without turning it into a clique
someone called it transplaining I think lmao
>>43194801
yeh dw I've been manifesting good threads for a while
it's not working but we just gotta believe harder
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>>43194835
wah...
>>43194842
I don't ... I just wake up and try to make it thru the day w/o burning in the sun???
take heart knowing even after 10 or 20 years u will probs get unsolicited hrt and breast development advice from a 2 month bbytrans telling u to just be patient it takes time lmao
>>43194844
yeh but didn't u already do that? I kinda realized years ago that activity also requires tolerating different groups that u might not want to be around most of the time
if it's just a clique then it dies cos everything has been said and ppl mostly agree
so as long as ppl aren't like harassing others it's best that ppl just filter or block or mute each other tbqh
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>>43194880
Or they’ll tell you that your going too slow and need to like speedrun everything and have astronomically high levels of E and do like this drug and this drug to maximize everything
>yeh but didn't u already do that?
No I was impartial to Office and Harper joining when other people frothed at the mouth because of it.
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>>43194895
nah it will be over before u know it
>>43194898
maybe she's born w/ it maybe it's maybelline tbqh
>>43194904
just speedrun surgery max it's only 20k if u get it done in tibuktu ngl
>other people frothed at the mouth because of it.
oh yeh that's true, I sometimes forget ur actually pretty level headed <3
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lemme holla at you right quick yung blood
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>>43194918
true
>>43194922
ppl w/ a certain stem background tend to treat it like function optimization when it's really complexity science
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>>43194917
>just speedrun surgery max it's only 20k if u get it done in tibuktu ngl
That’s exactly what they were saying, like shut the fuck up. You don’t know anything actually about any of this really
>actually levelheaded
To a degree
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i had an embarrasing moment yesterday where these donuts i grabbed leaked glaze all over my groceries while i was at self checkout and i had headphones in so i was carelessly talking to myself and saying 'bruh' in exasperation a lot and then i realized a black dude beside me was like awkwardly starting at me the whole time and it made me feel weird because im like an uncanny white tranny sounding like a man saying bruh
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>>43190299
>qott
I'm trying to contact an old, incredible friend of mine that i miss so fucking much but it feels hopeless. i might just pay to find their address and go there myself face to face because he was genuinely the only person i felt safe around. nobody got even close. if it turns out he's taken I might just rope
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>>43194936
>high e doses means you can speed run hrt in a couple months
kek
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>>43195188
straight sliming out on the icels
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>>43195223
i have 0 idea what that means
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>>43195793
why not get on reta or a glp drug?
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ran away from my life again
but im still repeating the same actions that lead to where i dont wanna be
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I just need to transition from uggo n fat to pretty n slim ngl
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>>43196073
once you have a much lower appetite even when coming off of them it isnt too hard, your body has adapted. kinda sounds like a skill issue tbdesu, get that gluttony under control. glps will do 900% of thw rok from you
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I sure do enjoy blog post threads
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>>43196279
better get tying that noose
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>>43196327
im such an awful human i know, allah (pbuh) would be ashamed. only 4 virigins for me now
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dear chat, today is certainly a day, u know the kind of day that just happens when the sun rises and stuff...
how else to describe be but thus w/ a thousand words and such and so on therefore yonder is and so on if u see what I mean
but also I cope a lil w/ the stagnation of weightless by saying surely this just means by breasts got heavier yk??? fr fr
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>>43196438
okay will u love me when I do??? I know it has almost been a year in like 3-4 months, but I need some motivation for the finish goal yk
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>>43194580
doesnt matter, that version of me is dead. including her bdd idiocy
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Nicholas... despite everything that happened, how much you hurt me, I loved you.
And now while recovering from my surgeries I can only think about us.
You. Me. The love we had. It's all gone now. My beautiful Nick, rest in peace.
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>>43196485
true
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<3
>>43196556
ouch... bdd... angie...
nah probs not her, honestly androgyny number 2... we chit chatted before a few months ago, but can't remember if u said who u were tbqh
if u don't want to say or hint that's fine ig, but hope we didn't have like bad blood or lots of drama before <3
>>43196671
yeh I figure no point in wayback for like informed consent stuff tho since yeh
if u want to re-up stuff or figure some of it out for current year that would be pretty nice too
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https://youtu.be/u2dVuzzTWds
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No one talks about the toll of being a friend or sibling to a trans person. All of your memories of them are of their former sex and identity which never goes away. Trying to talk to a transperson is like trying to interact with someone who has developed alzheimer's or dementia except they are just pretending to have these issues. Most don't want to acknowledge their former self and will play games to try to bend what was once true and real. It's fucking crazy.
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can you give an example? also it seems like this is not in good faith if you then immediately call somebody here a sir, honestly if you're going to be like that then lol hope that toil is weighing on you heavily
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depends, I got pretty weak, didn't feel that hungry tho, some trouble concentrating, but ended up reversing some neuropathy in my foot so yippee
when I regained, my steady weight stabilized lower than what it was previously, and after tests at the hospital the machine calculated that my bmr went up by 200cal/day
so yippee
somebody else reported that they took meds which burned their insides on an empty stomach and had to get pretty extreme surgery...
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When I draw. It feels like an ogre drew instead. I can’t make nice small frames. I just make giant clocky frames and shoulders on my drawings. I can’t even draw feminine. I feel like I should just give up on art sometimes. It’s too late for me to make anything meaningful
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mono.....................................
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where
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yullo anon
hru?
>>43199892
she is all around us
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>>43200432
Go back to chasergen scum fucker, you’re not welcome here.
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I’m the fucking Queen!
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I'm the real queen tho fr
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I am, you're a nobody compared to me!
>>43200891
Bye, bye bye! Go have fubs tell you that they want to rape you!
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hi mtfg i have a serious question that sounds like bait but i swear it's real
i have a hon acquaintance who keeps talking about e is giving her periods
i know obviously she doesn't mean the bleeding but is this a real phenomenon or honcope
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>>43201628
lot of anecdote and no data because no studies, mechanism is poorly understood even for cisfoids so it might be possible... still not sure but I experience something like it myself on a now predictable cycle and don't have a better explanation yet
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>>43201726
>mechanism is poorly understood even for cisfoids
nigger what
it's very clearly understood in women, and it's that understanding that makes it clear it's impossible in transwomen. a period is the uterus shedding it's lining, and changes in estrogen, prog, prolactin, fsh, etc
transwomen can't have periods full stop. they may have a cycle related to their medication, but it's not a menstrual cycle/period in any way that is comparable to or interchangeable with the period which women experience
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>>43201829
what a child-like understanding, at least try doing a google search or something first... it's controlled in the brain somehow and non-tissue-specific body-wide symptoms associated with pms don't require a uterus, and the idea that it's related to the frequency of medication taken doesn't hold up to the anecdotal reports
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had that first laser appointment and took the upper lip part like a bitch woohoo now i have a shadow AND blemishes. next appointment in a month. one day ill be pretty.
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>>43201904
Nope
https://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/search/username/Mister%20american/
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>>43202148
no. go feel your emotions. cry over mundane and stupid cute stuff
>>43201938
You got this! good luck! ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ‧˚. >>43201831
trans women have lots of periods. its at the end of her sentences. <- right there see! found one!
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>>43202417
https://voca.ro/15fRoFCNZIwn
He posted this like a month or two ago in chasergen
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That's not maiq. Or maybe I'm retarded and voiceblind.
This is a vocaroid of the real maiq (he's reading some book or something idk) - but I know it's him because it's a vocaroo he posted on his old trip here like 5 years ago or w/e u can archiveofsins it if u don't believe
https://vocaroo.com/18S3OiGHsDBK
idk voices don't sound same to me at all, but I do think he is a sexpest 100% still regardless
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>>43201513
some people are just special to her or sum shit like that
>>43202148
crying has soothing psychological effects! it actually calms you down after and releases something in your brain that makes you feel good idnu what though tbfq
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Is it wrong that I don’t want to kill the guy that I was? That I don’t really want to say goodbye to him? I’ve always had this recurring thought of pulling my skin off for a new me to be underneath. It feels cruel. He didn’t do anything wrong, if anything he tried his best for as long as he could. He just wanted to be happy, he just dint have the tools to make it happen.
I want him to be able to sit in the passenger seat and just feel the sun and be along for the ride. I want him to be with me for the new life I’m going to live. Give him a taste of the happiness he could never grasp.
I don’t know if you can do that, I don’t know how to do that. It just feels like I’m throwing him back into the box he was always trapped in. Maybe I’m just getting too caught up in metaphor, I am him and her still. Is this normal?
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I've been thinking lately if I should give up on my love for other women, before you say just go t4t, this applies to transbians too. I'm a late transistioner so I've had a decent amount of exposure to T, I'm emotionally stunted do to being abused growing up, and I can only think of one time where I was emotional close to another women. I truly think it's what my heart wants but I keep getting signs from the universe that I'm not wanted in this way. My love is only one way, and it feels like self harm to continue wanting this kind of relationship. I think I can be happy as a single person, but I'm scared that if I repress this part of myself it will cause unforeseen circumstances down the line. Does anyone have any advice or thoughts in relation to what I'm talking about?
I'm just sick of feeling this way and I want it to stop.
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>>43202393
I am not made a trip a few months ago. just a retard who works on a farm ! ~(◡ω◡)
>>43202652
You can be happy being alone until one day you wont be. It happened to me and it hurts. I yearn to be loved now. People generally suck so you gotta keep trying but that only does so much.
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can i get a quick rundown on clara and maiq post maiq leaving mtfg? i know clara talked to maiq here daily about her mundade life that maiq loves to chitchat about. i figured maiq was just playing the longcon game until he could convince clara to fly to him for all night frotting sessions, but idk if they actually met, etc. i never go to chasergen so i have no lore post maiq leaving
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>>43202840
if youre mostly looking for someone to make you feel accepted/approved of/valued you should work on that
you wont feel like a whole person to a partner if youre carrying around too much shame and neediness
also tends to make somebody self centered even though they feel as though theyre focused 100% on their partner
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For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.
Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.
I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.
Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sad
Oh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.
You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, giving you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
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new thread to make new friends <3
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