Wono mon

Is it wrong that I don’t want to kill the boy that I was? That I don’t really want to say goodbye to him? I’ve always had this recurring thought of pulling my skin off for a new me to be underneath. It feels cruel. He didn’t do anything wrong, if anything he tried his best for as long as he could. He just wanted to be happy, he just dint have the tools to make it happen.
I want him to be able to sit in the passenger seat and just feel the sun and be along for the ride. I want him to be with me for the new life I’m going to live. Give him a taste of the happiness he could never grasp.
I don’t know if you can do that, I don’t know how to do that. It just feels like I’m throwing him back into the box he was always trapped in. Maybe I’m just getting too caught up in metaphor, I am him and her still. Is this normal?

>>43203756
you're the same person, you just have long hair and boobs now weirdo.

File: 1766153492580118.png (499.9 KB)

499.9 KB PNG

i don't rlly see too much point making new friends in my area cuz I'm gonna be moving to japan soon so no big social changes till then
idk if ill find any japs who wanna hang out with a weird foreign tranny probably not

>>43203785
why? do you really like anime that much?

>>43203794
my fiance has a really good work opportunity there and it gives me the chance to actually move with him and be a wife instead of manmoding and being sad all the time

Blobby did nothing wrong

Blobby fingered me in a Dennys bathroom

Mono Won

For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.

Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.

I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.

Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sad

Oh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.

You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, giving you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.

i had such a good diaper blowout

File: image.png (137.8 KB)

137.8 KB PNG

I did some art it’s the first time I kind of committed to doing a digital drawing of something and it was this anime girl

So blobby’s hatred of maiq goes back to when blobby doxxed paige and got paiged kicked out of her fencing group and maiq said that was psychotic and unwarranted (both claims 100% true), hence forever making him a target for blobby and other trolls.
More recently, clara got pissed off at maiq for refusing to meet with her or share more of his personal information with her because he did not trust her. In response, she shared what little personal info he did give her thereby proving his point to begin with.
It’s pretty simple to keep up with if you actually know lore.

>>43203818
congratulations

>>43203923
thanks! my biggest takeaway is that I at least get to skip this us election cycle since I won't come back to the country until 2030 therabouts

>>43203785
having a fresh start is pretty nice yeh, just make sure u live ur best life like get more into things u want to do, try new things, and so on
>>43203894
hey that's pretty cute!

This is all confusing

File: 1768011702087210.jpg (56.7 KB)

56.7 KB JPG

>>43203931
gonna find a beach somewhere and spend unparalleled time staring at the ocean
I've never seen the ocean... hmm maybe then I'll go to whatever they have over there that's like a 7/11

>>43203931
Thank you, thank you

Why is Clayton so endlessly stupid?

>>43203957
That sounds nice

Moving to Japan’s oh boy get ready for total social isolation especially as an ugly tranny

>>43203989
there are artistic types that will associate with trannies

>>43203989
I'm a tranny but I'm not ugly :(
and im gonna be in an area where there's actually a local smattering of gaijin so I hope I can at least make friends with them while I work on my japanese

>>43204000
Not ugly ones
>>43204002
>I’m not ugly
You’ll find out the truth for yourself

>>43204008
u seem rlly mean

>>43204008
being mean is a choice

File: who-was-the-original-artist-of-long-markiplier-v0-150rfl4d9r0c1.png (197.2 KB)

197.2 KB PNG

>>43204002
>pretty
>married
>living abroad
genuine ropefvel. good for you nona but fuck you

The nerve to criticize someone for being mean in this fucking thread of all places.

>>43204059
>nooooo you can't call me out for being a massive cunt because.... because other people are mean too, okay???

>>43204059
the mean posters are a minority but they're loud

>>43204065
They are not at all a minority. You’re just a newfag.

>>43204074
no, I've been around. the nice posters go do something else when the weirdos start smearing poop on the walls.

>>43204091
>Smearing poop on the walls
That is the sum total of activity in mtfg.

File: download20251000010951.png (203.8 KB)

203.8 KB PNG

it's true.. I am sooooo nice, but also sooooooo busy ....
ilu friends <3

>>43204197
You're alright even if you are sometimes a shitposter but I fwt

>>43204197
What do you look like?

>>43203906
pooge got exactly what she deserved

>>43204197
You’re alright

>>43204405
exactly like you

>>43204197
shutup faggot

File: IMG_1172.jpg (51.7 KB)

51.7 KB JPG

leme holla chu rite kwik yung blooods

i had such a good diaper blowout

File: 1644317533282.jpg (203 KB)

203 KB JPG

i live on the floor of someone i met a month ago having nothing but my plushie friends and a sweet puff
i moved out of the crackhouse to stop dealing and spend more time with the love of my life but she hasnt said anything me as soon as i left guess she was just another drug tourist too

>>43204750
you don’t suck dicks for crack anymore?

Can someone make a mmg thread so we don’t have to post in the old hag one

File: 17757271420397320257696006757636.jpg (1.9 MB)

1.9 MB JPG

>>43204753
no
i generally buy my drugs im kinda a prude

>>43204794
grim...

>>43204775
do it yourself retard

bout to shoot up some black tar H and take the warm cozy train to happyville

>>43204882
reminds me of a beautiful bpdemon

why come it always is what it is and never is what it ain't?

kms kms kms i need to kms

>>43203725
Why did you fix only some of the links?

chimpanzini bananini

File: IMG_1746.jpg (574.9 KB)

574.9 KB JPG

>>43204882
>black tar
poorfag
get some beige / offwhite black has too many impurities and is a third worlders drug

>>43205089
tar is ironically more likely to contain actual heroin these days
also real heroin is like exclusively made in third world countries so you'd have better access to it in one

i had such a good diaper blowout

>>43204363
>>43204548
wah
>>43204386
well ... uh.. do u know the old critically acclaimed 2001 dreamworks animation movie 'shrek' for children but with a few jokes only the adults will understand???
>>43205032
well uh I guess only some of them work tbqh

>>43205234
do you remember

i do

File: IMG_2022.jpg (194.8 KB)

194.8 KB JPG

Chat, what is this thing

>>43206060
looks like a display cabinet of some sort

>>43205357
>well uh I guess only some of them work tbqh
i've gone through and fixed the remaining "dead links", you might want to consider some of them if they are outdated though:
Informed Consent Providers: https://web.archive.org/web/20161219123149/https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
Size charts: https://web.archive.org/web/20170108070652/http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pants https://web.archive.org/web/20150627085242/https://www.nationalworkwear.com/size_conversion_chart.php

>>43203840
is that the hospital photo person

mornin gang

>>43204693
me n u after a long day of no job

Why do you get so triggered and angry when someone calls you transsexual? That's the actual real scientific term for what you are.

>>43206444
some trans people don't want to be treated like second-class citizens, or just labeled as a different kind of woman

>>43206570
But that's what you are, scientifically, objectively. Look in your sissy panties, you have a penis (although it might be cute and small), real women dont have that

kek amazing baite

File: Screenshot_2026-04-09-11-27-13-257.jpg (295.3 KB)

295.3 KB JPG

>>43206774

File: Screenshot_2026-04-09-11-27-15-643.jpg (302 KB)

302 KB JPG

>>43206784

File: Screenshot_2026-04-09-11-27-17-988.jpg (303.8 KB)

303.8 KB JPG

>>43206794

File: lel.jpg (136.7 KB)

136.7 KB JPG

>>43206805
Such venom. Those front choppers look scary, too.

i for one am triggered, and seething ong

>>43206889
who turned on the chatbot

>>43206805
cishon bong

>>43205089
how is a seasoned druggie like you this dumb and ignorant lol

What drug should I start selling if I want to fuck trannies?

>>43207309
ketamine

>>43207309
catnip lolllllllolllllollllllllllll

File: 20260327_131334.jpg (44 KB)

44 KB JPG

>>43207309
as if you had access to supply lmoa

>>43206774
queen

Holy fuck why are you troons so fucking fat?

If you're already a tranny the least you can do is not be a fat hog. You'd be happier skinny anyway.

File: 1730155837305698.png (147.8 KB)

147.8 KB PNG

>>43207222
it has considerably higher levels of impurities as compared to other forms also lower strengths iqlet

>>43207722
what's your favorite drug

drugs r bad

File: lightskintrump.jpg (880.8 KB)

880.8 KB JPG

>>43207798
herion is the best drug ive ever tried but ive only ever do that twice
xanax is my go to, weed aswell ig . anything other than stimulants

>>43207890
nice I wish I could do drugs but can't bc I always go overboard

File: GtxV8w3WMAALS_l.jpg (55 KB)

55 KB JPG

Am I insane for using an epilator on my whole body? This is taking forever and it's so painful.

>>43207915
i knew someone who used it on their scrote so you're fine

>>43207956
did they survive??

>>43207984
the blood loss wasnt too severe

How do I stop being transphobic? It's just so fun to be mean to trannies. You're just so dumb, and weird and ugly.

>>43207915
If you're skinny you should post a picture of your soft, hairless, sissy body

>>43208008
rope

>>43207915
i use an epilator everywhere except face, balls and butthole. its so nice how long the hair stays away compared to shaving. id epilate my face too, but that makes laser not work so im only gonna start doing that once im done with laser

i wish something funny or entertaining would happen

>>43207722
This was true maybe 15 years ago. Now it's all fent

Dear trannies, please close your eyes and listen to this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMPMz91pMKU&t=17s

You are not a woman, you are a man. You will never, ever, ever, be a woman. REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE.

>>43208027
No u
>>43207882
Unrelated but where are the ayden ludes

:/

anyways maybe i should take the rest of the day off

>>43208796
I know

>>43209104
do you

File: smug-anime-girl-v0-7npkagakp1d41.jpg (26.1 KB)

26.1 KB JPG

>>43208850
did u finish those tps reports?

>>43209196
ugh it do be like that

File: 1733738857472359.jpg (58.4 KB)

58.4 KB JPG

Starting to make trench crusade miniatures :) feelsgood

>>43209474
Yeah yeah shut the fuck up bitch.

Shake that ass

i really miss parts of her

is that beanboy or kaliaura

what

File: IMG_0077.jpg (47.9 KB)

47.9 KB JPG

I am dissociating today. I had a thought to myself that people probably just see me as a flamboyant gay man and then I thought a little bit longer that that’s probably just what I am. Now I hate myself.

>>43209660
>Gay
You're a transbian, and probably also fat.

i had such a good diaper blowout

>>43208140
Or wait I think kope is in the uk. They have some widespread designer opi I can't remember

>>43209691
I like men and women. And I’m down another pound brining the total to like 37 lbs lost. So the fat comments won’t last forever

>>43209729
fuck off paige

>>43209729
can i see

>>43209927
ywnbf

>>43210007
but i can remember the people i met along the way

>>43210031
will they remember you
probably not
love never lasts unless it torments your heart

>>43210068
it’s fine i can still do it

ughhhhh i wanna run gemma4 but its got a vulkan bug and ollama isnt picking up the fix reeeee

nini

>>43210135
what do you use self hosted models for?

>>43210135
can u translate from nerd to english thx

File: 20210601_174450.jpg (175.2 KB)

175.2 KB JPG

Sbe?

>>43210584
nini anon
>>43210590
atm just getting familiar with running them and seeing how they feel compared to opus
im gonna buy hardware at some point but shit its spensive for big vram
thinking maybe could do one of these ryzen mini pc clusters ig
>>43210643
google released a new slop factory you can run on a regular desktop pc but its broke for my gpu because they forgot a file

>>43210849
why do you carea bout having a slop factory on your regualr desktop pc? what would you use it for? this means some AI tool right? idgi can you break it down more so retard like me can understand

>>43211042
>ai tool right
ya
>why care
theyre mandatory to use for work now and i dont wanna pay a subscription when they stop doing the 'first ones free' pricing
>use for?
i write bad code for money its how i pay my mortgage

>>43210849
so these local models will be good for coding? I've been using codex for projects lately. I'd also like to automate reports but my boss doesn't want to expose our data so maybe a local model could work for that?

>>43211236
ok if opus 4.6 is 5 stars i'd say the local ones i've tried so far are 2 stars
genuinely barely usable for the project work i need to do
but i have a 9070 xt so im working inside a 16gb vram constraint
if you can get up to ~200gb vram you can run glm-5.1 which is apparently roughly equal to opus 4.5. opus 4.5 was plenty for me desu
this leaderboard is helping me a lot btw kuz theres so much bullshit to keep track of
https://arena.ai/leaderboard/text

the problem is how the fuck do you get ahold of 200gb vram without spending 80 grand ykwim

>>43211374
maybe the price will drop or the models will become more efficient idk. I could probably pitch a server if it was under 20k.

File: 1766479786827790.png (151.4 KB)

151.4 KB PNG

>>43211443
i think people have managed to cluster these together, get like 2-3 of them and pool their vram
only thing is that throughput on this is jank so it'd really only be usable for 1-2 people
im betting better hardware options come out this year

how do i break it off with a therapist

I BURNED MY TERIYAKI SAUCE
>>43211697
Just tell her you are seeing other providers

>>43211711
i think im gonna write an email since im a bitch baby. itd be easier if i disliked her

>>43211711
How da hell do you burn it lil sis... Just add it at the end when you turn the heat off and stir

File: 1775575333077725.jpg (1.8 MB)

1.8 MB JPG

>>43211697
just block the number lol

>>43211803
If you do that, they might send people after you depending on what type of therapist and what you’ve told them. some of them want proof you are under new care.

I can’t stand people who gossip.

>>43211697

stop seeing them. they won’t care.

>>43211818
Are you in a red state? I'm in California and I've been through 30ish therapists and never once had that issue

>>43211505

is this more efficient and cost effective than a cluster of gpus?

>>43211874
No, but if you want better performance you spend like $10k more

File: 1756615393260426.png (873.9 KB)

873.9 KB PNG

>>43211874
comparison if we're solving for big enough vram to run semi frontier
on pronsumer level hardware for like single-ish user setups i think this is the best option we've got at the moment
i think there's a 'max-q' variant of the rtx 6000 that's half the wattage with the same 96gb but they're expensive as shit

File: 0b75884943f02c48ba273a35794b074d.jpg (11.7 KB)

11.7 KB JPG

>Guy ive been friends with for 6 years asked me out of the blue if i wanna date him
>ive only been on E for a year and a half

Lowkey tempting cuz hes a lawyer from a rich family and is mega buff....

>>43211864
Yes, healthcare is famously shit here

>>43211793
I was making it from scratch and I left the pan alone too long. too high of the heat and it burnt. It’s just sake, mirin, onions sauce, and sugar.

>>43212022
give that homie a brojob bro wtf

>>43212021
16x 3090s, I can also use it to heat the office on the winter

How're you all doing today?

>>43212109
kek fr hopefully they just make a single solution that isnt a zillion dollars
i should have included the m3 studio ultra 512gb on there
that one's i think 10k right now but discontinued so you gotta go find one on ebay

>>43203756
Did you ever consider you might be bigender female leaning?

File: Screenshot_20260409_185300.png (379.3 KB)

379.3 KB PNG

>>43212156
this

>>43212228
Are you writing a letter to a friend? If so I hope it goes well.

>>43212022
GET THE BAG RIGHT FUCKING NOW BECOME THE TRANNY WIFE YOU WERE MEANT TO BE

>>43212228
Why are you sharing this you're embarrassing yourself and bumming me out

>>43212304
That's pooge. She's been stalking that ex friend for a decade. She often drives by his house to see what he's doing

>>43212068
yes I'm aware im half nip

>>43212228
Terrible terrible writing

File: Cat smoker.jpg (43.4 KB)

43.4 KB JPG

>Hormone Level Information: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
WORKS! OK GOOD
Beauty Diagrams: https://web.archive.org/web/20180609105528/http://imgur.com/r/BeautyDiagrams/new
TOO MANY REQUESTS! ERROR
Chaser Map: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=676816
NOT WORKING
Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
ERROR 404
Makeup Tutorial: https://web.archive.org/web/20230516071228/https://imgur.com/a/JO33K/
TOO MANY REQUESTS! ERROR
MTF Info Dump: https://pastebin.com/7MMaN94p
WORKS!
Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pants http://www.nationalworkwear.com/size_conversion_chart.php
PROBLEM LOADING PAGE!
Transition timelines: https://web.archive.org/web/20170331232820/http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
TOO MANY REQUESTS
Voice Training: https://pastebin.com/fG8pFyxD
Works!
Holy Mantis: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m25606MEXb1qa135ko1_250.gif
Works!
IRC Channel: irc.rizon.net #mtfg
Works!
discord hugbox: https://discord.gg/J3jFmFYM
unofficial discord 0 tolerance for racism/antisemitism: https://discord.gg/4qyBFdq96p
SO! why do half the things do not even work in this general thats constantly reposted?

jacking my girl dick off right now as i typet his 1handed

>>43212412
It's a meme big blud. Lazy trannies and such

>>43212228
gl paige

>>43212465
dw I'm not sending it

>>43212359
those two things are why

>>43212394
my writing is ok actually desu

>>43212379
literally haven't driven by his family's house in years

File: 651244891_26408983102030555_4668619530612959396_n.jpg (80.2 KB)

80.2 KB JPG

>>43212228

>>43212510
post your writing spedro I'm sure it's a masterpiece

Mono Won

>>43212412
what exactly was the chaser map? voluntary self-doxxing?

>>43212503
How many years? There is a big difference between 2 and 9 years

pedro won

>>43212669
about tree fiddy

I'm getting my first tranny blood test tomorrow :D

File: 1725269247876777.png (966.5 KB)

966.5 KB PNG

WOMEN!!!!!!!! REAL WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am i a real wombon

>>43212503
the only thing I miss is wasabi funyuns, I can't imagine living with the longing you have. at least it's nice to feel things presumably.

damn there was a wasabi funyun flavor i bet that was good

>>43212898
i bet it tastes like elfi's butthole after lass has had a proper curry from the chippy

brap

>>43212873
yeah it's better than zombie mode
not great though lol
I miss a specific ravioli that I got as a kid that was like mini mini ravioli, like fingernail sized. they stopped making them like a month after I found them and I've longer for them ever since

File: 1679098182335666.jpg (201.1 KB)

201.1 KB JPG

WOMBON!!!!!!!! REAL WOMBON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>43212987
Woman? More like wonton because I wanna eat him up and ask for seconds um hm girllll

kek

>>43212987
Funny now that I've seen maiq, I think pre transition Lia could have given maiq a wedgie and stuffed little man into a gym locker.

>could have
im still chad..

File: download.jpg (14.1 KB)

14.1 KB JPG

>>43212898
yes it was a magical time, smartphones didn't exist yet
>>43212983
maybe you could try making mini ravioli? sounds tedious tho.

>>43213048
Bread could kick both our asses. farm girls are stronk.

is it actually wasabi flavor tho or just horseradish flavor

black and brown tranny question test thingy. halp plx?

MY MALE ANUS IS MY FEMALE VAGINA

>>43212412
>0 tolerance for racism/antisemitism
why not just go to reddit at that point

heckin updooterino my frickin hivemind wholesome opinononz d00d

>>43213678
shut the FUCK up lia

FEMALE PENIS IT'S SO FEMININE

Had a big mental breakdown today :)))))

>>43212412
might be that ppl were looking at them too much lmao
well they work for me rn
>>43212578
if I recall it was like a map where chasers could pin themselves and add their skipe so ppl could add them if they were desperate iunno

>>43213899
Hello numanuma hru

>>43213835

F E M I N I N E
P E N I S

M A S C U L I N E
V A G I N A

its always dicks dicks dicks with you people

>>43213899
There's been a tttt tagmap for every proclivity, including male man lesbians seeking real women. There's one for s4t, ftms, gays, lesbians.

>>43214110
it's an obsessed chud that spends hundreds of hours on this board for some reason. Probably thousands at this point

Female penis is the superior penis tho

>>43214173
yeh his name is pedro btw

>>43214517
nope

File: become snowmaru.jpg (289.4 KB)

289.4 KB JPG

>>43214064
hiya, kinda tired ngl
11k steps so hopefully I don't stay like the numa numa guy tbqh
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cqd1Gvq-RBY
>>43214125
lowk hilarious ngl
>>43214173
u ever think ppl like that are the ones that eventually post those threads like 'nah but now I realized I wasted my life pls pity me now'
cos those threads always give that vibe where u just wonder but why did they do it in the first place...

is the chud an actual cis male chud like a chaser? or just a chudded up trannytran?>

>>43214550
He is a chaser moid

>>43214542
I think in some cases yeah but the user in question is legitimately schizophrenic who has been spamming the board for years

Yooooooo whaddap trannies lol it's ya boy chud chaser moid here. Just clockin in for my shift bout to put another thousand hours a year here

wwyd/what would your reaction be if you had anal with someone for only like the second time ever and you said you were tired and they kept going? would it bother you at all?

>>43214542
shutup faggot
>>43214575
shutup faggot

File: mrfamily.jpg (217.8 KB)

217.8 KB JPG

yes family, its kope westwood teeveeee

>>43210808
Damn is that you.

someone offered to pay for my nails and buy me coffee if i start meeting him for head regularly. is this how i get pimped out?

>>43214587
if you say you dont want and they do it thats rape id stop seeing them

>>43215085
Godamn trannies are fucking pathetic lol

pedro just leave man like seriously

>>43215151
i beg you, please don’t tell me you think >>43215133 is pedro
please anon

>>43215092
Is it really? I'm literally autistic so I have no idea what is/isn't but I really just needed a break because I'm not used to that sort of thing. He ghosted me afterwards and I was really sad that whole week because it felt like I did something wrong and I didn't really enjoy anal.

>>43215183
You sound cute

>>43215279
aw I'm not that cute I'm honestly depressed most days

>>43215375
Being depressed is cute

Dressing masc or butch is fun and comfortable and I shouldnt take it away from myself just because I am trans

I just used yandex search on my face, and found a fellow tranner that looks like a clone of me, but 20% hotter..... this is so fucking weird.

>u ever think ppl like that are the ones that eventually post those threads like 'nah but now I realized I wasted my life pls pity me now'
lol

omg this has utterly broken me, this girl looks so much like me it is freaking me the fuck out, they even had videos up on their twitter, and they act like me, just some autistic goofball. Fuck am I just the derivative version of someone else, but even worse THEY ALSO MOG ME JUST A TINGE BECAUSE YOUNGER SHIT. Fuck man I am just damned to be a cartoon character due to the 'tism. Seems like this tranner has the same curse too looking cute and perfect in certain photos/videos, but man does it all fall apart from certain angles. Is that just our fate? Are we always just going to look like gay dudes with bolt-ons?

>>43215443
It's not lol I have like one friend and nobody ever texts me. Everyone I meet ends up ghosting on me.

This is the opposite of hopefuel I am utterly broken, I just prey she never had ffs, because at this point it's all that could restore me. Like the resemblance is so uncanny she looks like she could be my sibling.

Damn yandex reverse image search for existing.

i hope pinecone anon makes it to the hospital

>>43216153
I found my doppelganger when I was babytrans, same thing they were like 10-20% more attractive than me. simultaneously hopefuel and depressing, like knowledge that I would be happy with transition but realizing the small differences matter alot.

want benzos and to talk with you

>>43216715
What happen?

>>43217093
outer thread bait op put a pinecone in their butt ohman

>>43217083
Hi

>>43217118
lie or proof

>>43217133
i meant her

>>43217139
its like top of catalog go for it

>>43217163
i don’t believe it, a pinecone, its ridiculous

>>43216140
Why not just be her friend?

friends = hard. rare

It’s now dance gen ◙◙

(-_-)(-_- )
( ^o^)( ^o^)
(o^^)o(^^o)

File: 13.png (2.4 MB)

2.4 MB PNG

i made a friend irl i think for the first time in like 5 years and they might not be a life tourist
but now i sleep on her floor and have nowhere to go and were in eachothers pockets money wise i wanted to build a new family a long time ago
were platonic friends i mean ive watched her get fucked a few times now but its not like i joined in or masturbated or w/e
havent heard from the girl talking forever again in like a week
made a connection here with someone but i havent talked to them in ages since my main phone broke due to my new irl fren
but ive said too much and noone cares
i was a missing person for a week i had to present for a mental wellness check or some shit i cant remember much of it i was off my head

>>43217816
gotta catch a flight duh

>>43217846
i have so many question

>>43217897
id already question myself to meet someone 10 miles ago...

>>43218192
iv met 4 trips irl they've all been great
idk senpaiii
gotta make frens someplace may as well be on the internet

>>43218210
i have to force myself to talk to the boulangere, we're just built differently
but god speed u sissy princess

>>43218228
you will address me as her majesty the sissy king

>>43218237
i wouldnt even if i could memorize it
be happy ur not the brap sissy already

baka such disrespek

4chan love

i wish i had someone in my life pushing me to hurt myself

>>43218486
i could think of a few trips

>>43218486
I nearly started doing it again yesterday but I'm glad I didn't

Pinecone thread is not nice

File: 1765000179668612.jpg (175.5 KB)

175.5 KB JPG

i havent worn shoes in a few months
i go to the shops i go to my doctors appointments dentist psych job agency
my massive hon feet and dvd case sized hands are the perfect distraction for when i rob the supermarket to live

>>43217083
same desu

>>43218851
i'm going to take a bit more but i doubt ill talk to her

>>43218673
I saw the poopy bloody finger and closed the thread. Big bro is cooked

File: aovk59.jpg (124.8 KB)

124.8 KB JPG

rape time

>>43213378
I'm sure it was horseradish

>>43218868
why not

>aggression will overcome moderation
then how has there ever been moderation silly

File: e7bd9ea22d8f595b722501ce2a6ac787.jpg (15.9 KB)

15.9 KB JPG

>>43219247
true aggression just hasn't been tried yet tbqh

>>43219154
doesnt seem like her plan

>>43219405
shutup faggot

>>43219482
asking never hurts ime

>>43219560
it would after the past events and my piss ass cuck avoidance

didnt call a person about a job back because my voice sounds like a man's award

>>43219694
never too late to take control of what you want and leave that avoidance behind
see it like a...leap of faith

>>43219844
more like pissing on my corpse imo

pride is good
but also treacherous
overcoming pride is taking control
i doubt you'll come to regret it once the first step is taken
everything is so much easier without such self-imposed restraints

brap

you really have nice qualities and i wish you the best

can you repost that quote about being old and letting go of things you posted a month ago or something ago it was really something

LAUGH IN THE FACE OF THE GAY JEW EVIL EMPEROR AS WE INITIATE ETERNAL ECCLESIASTIC AI TORTURE WITH TRANSGENDER SUICIDE TERRORISM FOR ALL FALSE DEMOCRACIES RISING FROM THE ASHES OF DICTATORSHIP LIKE A PHOENIX OF ABUSIVE LOVE FOR ALL YOU ANIME PEDOPHILE DEMONIC FUCKS AS BURNING OIL FALLS FROM THE SKY DISFIGURING FEMBOYS THE WORLD OVER PRAISE BE TO ALL THE PROPHETS

https://youtu.be/JE1Gvzxfm1E

File: 033ff7638de7899d215d8744906a328d.jpg (62.6 KB)

62.6 KB JPG

im looking for botines

apparently you call them ankle boots

>>43220369
always just a few clicks away

î’ll stop at a few thoughts away i think

im too tired to do my eyebrows lately and i look fully like a man

do your brows lazy

File: 1770321796359124.png (953.3 KB)

953.3 KB PNG

https://youtu.be/E0ozmU9cJDg

carry on my wayward son

why does my mum get to use legal bullshit to put me in a room against my will if i cut myself
and deal with my doctors without me present
i want to finish what i started and my forearms need touching up from a go with a broken plate a few weeks ago but i dont want to go back inside a mental health facility

can you >>43220490
this its really close

>>43221611

can you mail me some of your blood so i can look at it under my microscope

>>43221665
hits*

>>43221666
if its possible to do so i could do that
how do you want your sample

well i finished the box i had for a month in 2 days
not looking for the kext days

i had such a good diaper blowout

i didnt find ankle boots, but i should take a look in real stores
meh
but it would make my mother happy to come with me

>>43221724

some sort of vial or container that wont open during shipment clean the inside with bleach or isopropyl alcohol or a similar disinfectant ship it in a tiny padded mailer or box anything other than a normal envelope

idk, should i live a ok few years and a awful end until ~50yo
or just a shitty end without any highs even tho superficial until ~60 or maybe ~70

the answer seems obviously at first but after a few times you really wonder

>>43221800
okay ill do it
where should i send it

mby she was right all along
i do t have a si gle post, everything is over
i wont be able to produce two sentences for the next three years

i need psychiatrist and go all în

i dont have a single pill left anymore*

>>43221866

virtual mailbox. ship it in a couple of days. just reply to me in thread and i'll post the address.

>>43221904
wat

>>43222014
healthy lives are for normal people

naw

th real issue is that i never had the slighest trust in her

what could i buy to my nice doctor who is moving office?

>>43221994
okay i can do that
ill um "take some samples" after i have to go to the doctors on wednesday do you want blood from anywhere specific

>>43222048
bump limit plsssssss make a new one before *********

>>43222108

house plant. something low maintenance. maybe a ficus.

>>43222112

doesn't matter to me

>>43222160
>page 3
what even

>>43222181
she loves plants and thats why im hesistant, she has many already but that was my first thought

>>43222202
its you or umaru lia, it’s you or her

i choose her im lazy

expected nothing, still disapppinted

Superpanopticon Electronic Eye Surveillance Wired Power Paranoia Control Space