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if money didn't exist and your basic needs were met how would you contribute to society?
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>>43223654
hey that's cool but anyways do you think maybe possibly you could keep these things to yourself? or like post it somewhere else? let me assure you here that nobody is into this type of stuff or wants to hear about it from you. thank you!!!!!!!!
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>>43223762
hey that's cool but anyways do you think maybe possibly you could keep these things to yourself? or like post it somewhere else? let me assure you here that nobody is into this type of stuff or wants to hear about it from you. thank you!!!!!!!!
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>>43223860
hey that's cool but anyways do you think maybe possibly you could keep these things to yourself? or like post it somewhere else? let me assure you here that nobody is into this type of stuff or wants to hear about it from you. thank you!!!!!!!!
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>43223955
invest in glass toys, ladies. They're smooth and clean and they last forever (unless you drop them) unlike chinesium.
I'm cleaning house right now in this giant plug and a sports bra, nothing else. Oh, I feel just superb. <3
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SHOW YOURSELF PEDRO. WE BOTH KNOW YOU CAN'T RESIST ME; ANY ATTEMPT TO DO IS UTTERLY FUTILE
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weow qwen3.5:9b is solid for summarization
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i wish they knew how much of a part of my daily life is spent thinking of them
but i idolize her and have sworn to do what i can for my twin even though im a trainwreck
maybe thats why im cut off posting in a 4chan thread trying to get their attention im too pathetic to even be of help to them
why should they entertain me
sigh its nearly been 2 years since i spoke to her im scared ill never get to look her in the eye and see if she could have loved me
its the closure i want in my drug fucked life before i die my burning question pathetic
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good job umamichan!!!!1 but u forgot to add the irc to the op tbqh
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>>43224350
oops teehee
IRC: https://archlinux.ph
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>>43224438
waow~
>>43224448
umliachan we're all different purveyors of brainrot in these threads, or perhaps we're all alters of the same idiot, ever think about that?
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>>43224487
oh yeh gn <3
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gm erryone
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>>43223579
Is anyone here even participating in the IRC? I’ve naught caught a word from the sincerely few that are present in said IRC.
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>>43224311
"are not the geniuses portrayed by media narratives, but rather skilled networkers and exploiters who leverage fear and mysticism to secure billions in funding"
this applies to most founders in silicon valley. gates, ellison, jobs, etc.
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>>43226669
id say the same to anyone but there's this too though >>43221855
it becomes so long after a few decades
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>>43227368
you don’t
>>43227384
its more dwelling than pondering or idk how to say it in your language
réfléchir vs simplement penser
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>>43227368
first become a trangeber scientist and perfect transition techniques so that this type of trangeber can be created
>>43227421
orchi is good, i need to get mine
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https://youtu.be/M5H1LorrEAs
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post more wtf
https://youtu.be/F9Ay74LfKd4
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I’ll never get to live my horny life the way I want, I’ll never be petite and cute and able to seduce straight men for fun :( I’ll always be tall and weird looking and no men who I encounter in my daily life will ever be interested in me
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saved both
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based
>>43228065
drop the always and never bullshit you'll get laid anon just be yourself, stay curious about people, and set aside the anxiety
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The most soul wrenching thing about being a tranny is that no man I’ve ever met in real life has been interested in me, not even just for sex. I’ve only ever been able to meet people through the internet and they’ve mostly been weird chasers and other trannies which fucking sucks. I want nothing more than attention from a normal man who I’ve met in real life, even if it’s just to use me for sex
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>>43228315
don't be too needy, i really cant think of anything else that men dislike
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If only this boards jannies had as much motion as the main man Landon
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>>43228725
the average american woman is fat as fuck
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>>43228735
Their response:
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rember anon
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action... flee the enemy...
state...everywhere weak...
action ... starve out...
zzz
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>>43229292
why on earth would you choose to buy from a dealer, just buy crypto and use a darkweb market. itll be with you in a few days, cheaper and better quality
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>>43223579
Turns out the dysphoria was not escapism after all. It still comes back to punish me when things are very good.
Does it make sense to troon out at 25 or should I just rep forever at this point?
I haven't actually changed much since I was 18 besides facial hair, growing much leaner and putting on muscle
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>>43229386
everyone's current age is always better than future age, even just going off the amount of time u will have accumulated lived experience
but also actually do it and don't just take hrt and call it a day iunno
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>25
it depends, are you an ogre or do you think you have a chance? if its ogre go for it i guess but you will probably be a miserable outcast
>>43229426
it would take you all of 45 mins of googling , its safer and better. if you are a regular user id really strongly advise staying away from dealers.
enjoy the high :)
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>>43229482
I think as long as hrt has its actual effects, I can definitely body pass, I have a shot though Ill probably need ffs to ascend above hon status for face.
The main thing stopping me is that I really like my life right now, it's all going so well in every dimension, yet the dysphoria still comes back, almost on clock. I dont want to ruin everything.
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if you think you have a shot go for it. better to do it now than be a john 50 with kids trooning. gl :)
but yeah the social stuff will suck, trooning will probably ruin or at best massively change your relationship dynamics. But worth if you actually have dysphoria
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im retardo
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if you want to be a girl, go here, and schedule gender-affirming care
https://www.plannedparenthood.org/health-center/
you can do it in person or talk over the phone and (likely) your HRT will be free. They basically give it out like candy
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>>43229717
I mean, I exist in an incredibly pro-trans bubble for most of the year. If there was a public poll on most likely secret transphobe in the space, I think they'd vote me.
But most of them are high class and ngo-bubble aristocracy, which means none of them are actually troons but like a solid fourth are fags.
Still, Im in love and loved, I dont want to do this to her, but I would hate myself a million times more if I had a mental breakdown and John 50d with kids. I am currently blaming the return of dysphoria on us having to spend some time apart.
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I went into a public restroom today and of course I used the women's, and the cleaner sitting in front was yelling at me when I went in and got out. I couldn't hear exactly what he was saying but I assumed he called me out for being a tranny, which made me upset. But then I checked the reviews of the place and I turns out you have to pay the cleaners before using the restroom and if you don't, they yell at you and follow you and then I felt a lot better because it means I didn't actually get clocked, but I did sort of steal from the cleaning personnel
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>>43229869
I think they would be pissed!
>>43229796
I don’t! Howdy handsome
>>43229744
This is where I went first while the waitlist was like a 6 months for a real hormone doctor.. >>43229386
Give it a go because it won’t go away. I came out at 20. Sooner the better if you keep wanting it! I hope you find what makes you happy
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>>43223579
Sup /tttt/
I've been eyeing transition since I was 15, so almost 10 years. Even bought the meds at one point but always felt like it's yoo big of a decision, plus I want to be able to have kids one day, plus I'm not THAT dysphoric, it's relatively easy to forget/ignore while I'm busy. Etc., etc
What do?
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>>43230078
oh ok, yay
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>>43230173
no because like yesterday i said a slur and got a like 30 notifications. unless i was banned because of that maybe lol
>>43230175
if you asked me on any other day i probably would of dropped a unsee icl but im not feeling it rn sowwy
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>>43229847
repping never works, you will be 50 spending 150k on surgery to still look hideous while going through a divorce with kids that begrudgingly call you their mum but think of you as their dad. Repping and then trying to have a normal life is cruel to everyone involved
>>43230029
if you are not dysphoric enough to troon dont do it
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>>43229984
Piss and shit are gross. Infact I go a step further and say putting genitalia in my mouth is gross. I don’t want to go down on a vagina or a dick. Sometimes I fantasize about it. But fundamentally it’s icky. That’s my food hole.
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>>43230200
>if you are not dysphoric enough to troon dont do it
True, true
But then again, John 50 doesn't seem too lucrative either. My ideal form is an abstract little ball with ears but I don't think this option is available rn, not for another 52 years the last time I checked
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images is not mine talent atm.
But I don't see how bendertje is to be un-loved
And even if ye do imma (...) in fact you yourself but anyhow
https://youtu.be/PtGETswxV3k?si=qlNoMOkocu34D18C
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Can any of you help me since I am retarded. This last month was the first one I had regular sexual activity after a long time, long enough to encompass my entire (3-year) transition. Is the loss of penile pleasure a normal hrt thing. I don't seem to have any issues with actually getting an erection, but at best I just feel the general skin feeling and at worst I just feel pain. I don't have diabetes or any std, and when I masturbate by my own I manage to orgasm normally. But during sex it's impossible. Is this normal wtf help me
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wat
>>43232020
your top privilege was relinquished sry anon
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wanna fuck?
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and I need to just stop jerking it?? I haven't in a while but maybe I was too violent I guess
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>>43232193
I was death gripping before hrt. Lost libido and didn't jork it for the first 7 months on it. That was long enough of a break to bring it back more sensitive than ever. Probably a much shorter break is enough
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Posted this in lesgen but got told to go here so
I want to be a girl so much. I want to be a girl and date other girls and I've been on hrt for over a year and it's just so hard I don't know what style of clothing looks good on me and I hate how masculine my jaw looks with my hair and I just want to cry so much. Fuck I just want to be a girl so much. Iwa nr to be a girl I want to be a girl I want to be a girl god I just want to be a proper feminine girl
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>>43232327
Bvghyt but when?? I'm still figuring out it's so hard but I feel I'm just starting to price it together.... Its it's it's it's it's justhard figuring it all out u know.... I wish I could be prettied up so bad
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oomf keeps saying she's gonna kill herself but she also told me she was only my friend because of black mold exposure in her home so I told her to not try hanging herself because it clearly wont work
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its good tho..
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maybe too fucking gay
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>>43231625
Mate, have you like tried getting extremely stoned and going out? Most people really don’t care about other people longer than about how long they look at them. You might get like an afternoon of thought, but it’s not much unless you frequent the same people then you just have to be nice and not an asshole.
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Man to freaky girl?
>>43232858
There’s this lady on Tumblr who has posted themselves spritzing a thing of mold inside of a building for like the past couple months. It’s gotten bigger over time. Very interesting
>>43232526
Did you draw that? Looks it looks really good. I need to work on my face drawing.
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10 years on HRT, but have been anorexic throughout the entire time. I started at 18, 6'1, 140lbs. I'm now 27, still 6'1 obv, but 123 pounds. At my lowest I was 113.
I've wasted it all haven't I. I'll never recover from malnourishing myself during my formative HRT years, right?
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>>43232526
that's really good. I made a elf too and he also turned out gay :(
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>>43233716
Your hormones don’t stop working. If you’re still on prog, you can still do something. Don’t stop girly pop.
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VRAAAAAAAAAP....
Mono pulls his wet cock out of Nick's gaping asshole...
"Your ass-pussy feels so good, babe..."
Nick giggles and pulls Mono closer.
Their dicks and balls gently swaying in the night breeze together. As lesbians.
They kiss and the night ends.
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>>43232081
Heil sieg liefie
https://youtu.be/soQl-7EHguw?si=OIKs_6ObR01NmOzl
kik
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I always loved ye.
Sieg heil te liefie
https://youtu.be/soQl-7EHguw?si=Rk2VNYlLHWT9k_YJ
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ive sent nudes with like a couple pixels of ball in them to dudes i think im cis and they havent noticed like a non 0 amount of times and im not sure if they like just dont notice or maybe like theyre being nice but i feel like if it was the later at least one would be like "ew tranny kys" and block me instead of simping
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I'm a few months out from being thirty.
I haven't gotten laser yet.
I can't bring myself to voice train because I had several partners who would tell me it was annoying and to shut up any time I tried when I was at home. If I even try it makes me break down crying.
I have no free time because I spend over three hours a day commuting, so I don't even have privacy to voice train if I wanted to (I live with a lot of other people in this house who would almost certainly get annoyed at me if I did it at home, the walls are thin).
Even my coworkers who are woke can't even bring themselves to so much as they/them me.
My girlfriend is an ocean away and thinks I'm going to abuse her. My other partner is a different ocean away and I'm not a priority for her, nor will I ever be.
My internet friends all said they would stop being my friend if I detransitioned, because I was *their* inspiration to start transitioning in the first place, so even if I got breast reductions (which I could never afford), I'd lose the few fucking friends I have.
I work a dead-end job with zero possibility of advancement and I never went to college and have no useful skills whatsoever so I'll never find anything better, especially not with the job market the way that it's been lately. My job is boring and miserable and I dissociate all day to avoid crying from boredom and depression.
I want to fucking kill myself. I am a total fucking failure.
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I thought I was posting into the /nederdrade/ in /int/
>I was
I fevently skip racial sex being called racial. I always however https://youtu.be/PA0UfY-JH6Q?si=4EfD_iOlQ3NH1Mce
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I am veudeu
https://youtu.be/Oy1iZftkJxQ?si=pTunTPhxud94Iz46
yiee
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i slept a lot
it was nice to talk to you if it was you laqt night
also
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ty, ill look into it if needed
>>43230930
same as everything
practice
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>>43235739
yehhh for sure, xannie withdrawl is single handedly the worst thing ive been through. best avoid them if you can
>>43236076
>I just wanna get groomed
go to a hair dresser then
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Good morning gender identity disorder people!
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it's a penis not a vagina
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avada kedavra
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i want there to be a monastic order of only trans women. if 50% of them are in puter stuff anyways its perfectly compatible with a monastic lifestyle anyways and then we can use the overhang to help people get on hrt plus we dont need to worry about money community or relationships ever again
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new sunday old drama
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