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Hormone Level Information: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
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quote of the day why can't we all just get along? does it have something to do with the asinine drama at the founding of the thread? why does drama never die? why do ppl post old drama if it's so boring?
ruined community, lets rebuild it together
post new exciting links
after years u return and the thread is empty, all ur enemies, friends, and loved ones, gone like they never existed
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>faggopt
avada kedavra
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they don't want you to join the cult because they want to keep you unfulfilled and miserable so you'll keep buying their crap.
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I've put a lot of thought into it and I've decided I'm going to transition into Manga.
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>>43238142
no they r not theres a definition around harmful practices mainly and not nearly all churches meet it
more generally i have never understood why everyone is always so quick to point out things that go wrong with religion but never acknowledging what good it brings
idk i wouldnt wanna live in a world without bach
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>why does drama never die? why do ppl post old drama if it's so boring?
it goes like this. dead thread gets revived when the drama suddenly vanishes, new people show up. new people get hooked into thread, then suddenly old inane drama starts being posted. new posters want to escape the shitposting but keep talking with their new "friends". somebody posts a discord to escape the drama. new posters are taken advantage of in the privacy of the discord. discord explodes. drama in thread disappears, thread is revived.
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>>43238157
yes
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yeah they do
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oh well u will live if I break w/ ur 1-2 year tradition ngl
>>43238368
I have been nothing but nice to u, even tho we're strangers so u should not go around making up non reasons to hate ppl u don't know or it will give u wrinkles tbqh
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>>43238426
you're literally an ugly 45 years old with 0 social life who spends his time making thread as soon as they hit the bump limits to trigger people that want to do nothing with you and barely even read or interract with your posts while you spam reply to everyone
if anyone needs to get well in this thread its you but its too late already
ugly ghoul with nolife keep larping as an anime girl on 4chan you're killing it dw
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>>43238457
heheh
>>43238464
yeh iunno what ur talking about tbqh
I know that if u did it better then the thread wouldn't have died and ppl wouldn't feel unsure if they allowed to post here
but take care of ur own problems, I mean that, I hope u get well <3
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yeh the entire thread is just me iunno
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>>43238207
transwomen like us
>>43238597
me
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>>43238663
>you have money
it aint like that
i was originally gonna go to db, then was looking at facial team, now im like just get me a cheap ffs asap before the world ends
idk what im doing senpai
money tite when you sell baked potatoes on the side of the road
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>>43238724
work is still fine for the time being but other stuff has been coming up !
i turn 40 this year so i wanna get myself the gift of a forehead removal
>>43238716
untrue i could def
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god i love injecting myself with silicone. i look so CXNT
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inject the prostate
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>>43237897
How do you even come out as an oldtroon.
I love my family and want to be honest with them but it just feels awkward since Ive done pretty good for myself as a man and kept the whole wanting to kill myself a secret.
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Going to a ren fair with friends for my birthday
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meal prepping the week takes too long...
>>43238898
iunno it's just a pen???
>>43239269
ehh too much effort and I'm lazy ngl
>>43240069
ooh nice, have fun
I forgot it's time for renfairs soon tbqh
>>43240083
cos nobody w/ that sense of humor existed 13 years ago tbqh
that's the real fact of the matter...
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>>43240604
I'm not a sisy, that's gross... what on earth...
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>what is a sissy?
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>just got back from a&e for trephination
nothing radicalises me more than seeing the makeup of an NHS hospital waiting room
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>>43241954
who needs sleep when you got meth
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is this bad
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And so oppression abroad and repression at home orbit each other in an ever-tightening circle and will achieve singularity when the last self-hating Jewish student is strangled with the entrails of the last child in Gaza.
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I'm deeply depressed and anhedonic
can't find a job
can't move out without money
can't find jobs locally which means no moving out which means to get a job I have to move but to move I have to have a job
literally kms I just wish I could handle employment more easily
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>>43243566
how do do you know WITHOUT asking her which ones they are? can you just tell by the way they act?
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>>43242780
ur pregnant?
>>43243567
there's nothing wrong with you. the situation is dire.
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How can I condition myself to be dysphoric about my bodily sex? I feel transtransgender. I desperately want to experience dysphoria. Being content with what I see in the mirror gives me dysphoria dysphoria. I always LARP in my head as a trans woman, like an AGP but the idealized self is trans and not female. What the fuck is my problem? What can I do to become MTMTF, if anything? Help please
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>>43244134
yea that's high even for mono therapy
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>>43244309
I'm very sorry if you find my existence repulsive as someone who sees this kind of experience as viscerally desirable and identifiable. I hope that you can someday feel comfortable with what you see in the mirror.
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Why?
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>>43245004
I don't care about detransitioners either way until they start trying to make their own lack of personal responsibility everyone else's problem and take away choices competent adullts should be able to make about their bodies. If you detransition and DON'T make your life all about hating trans people afterward, good for you, but you're cis now so we share no struggle.
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>>43245464
The premature heavy rollout of gender medicine before science had a full picture of the risks was bad. Young girls with deeper problems getting quickly railroaded onto hormones and double mastectomies is tragic. The people responsible should be held liable for the harm they caused. But they are morons, not evil barbarians. The doctors were trying to help these people based on the symptoms they presented with and the care they sought, based on what they were convinced was a low-risk and maximally compassionate intervention in the vast majority of GD cases. Their incompetency and ideological capture should be punished harshly, but literally nothing commands demonizing the entire concept of medical transition itself as inherently destructive or incompatible with proper diagnostic protocol, other than your emotions.
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Is it possible that autism makes me immune to energy drinks? I have to keep reading, but I wanna go to bed...
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sometimes when a dose is too high it can trigger Insensitivity but it's not permanent. people often go by rule of thumb dosing but our bodies differ so it takes time to find the optimum. do you mean 0.3ml of 40mg/ml? if yes then those levels are in the expected range at that dose.
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>>43244170
can't u just do that in the usual neurotic way???
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>>43244263
just to check ur weren't taking anything like biotin which can interfere w/ results, right???
>>43245789
some ppl are doing research I think into the relation between early pregnancy and lifetime cell divisions and er maturity in breast tissue
it doesn't necessarily apply to trans bodies, but at some point someone might want to test it in 10 or 20 years who knows, wait another 20-30 years, and we'll know for sure in about 50 years ig
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Bleach
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is hair sposed to get thinner or am i boned?
i don't think that follicle density is any worse, but last year my hair covered my shoulders and now it barely covers my neck despite no haircut. it's still past my shoulders, but it used to take way less tie to put my hair up, and now I have to twist the tie more.
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>>43246722
get on minoxidil , your norwood arc could be imminent
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>>43246738
what if it's not mpb? if i can avoid it is that better? I keep getting super anxious whenever I think of starting that I'll somehow find out later that it's not the problem and then if i stop taking that treatment it will turbo bald me somehow. did i just make that up? is that a thing?
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>>43246753
iirc minoxidil isnt just for mpb , it stimulates hair follicle growth. so worst case it will do nothing but you wont see any negative effects.
may as well try it , theres nothing worse than a balding tranny
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okay nonas you've left me no choice, i spose i'll actually have to do something about it
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ugh! here ...
https://discord.gg/UESQpnYc
seems like it always resets iunno
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>>43246445
The only meds I take are my estrogen
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>find ftm that seems chill on soc
>things going great and looking forward to talking more
>mention that im leaving for a bit to grab groceries
>get back and let them know we can send lewd stuff for an hour or two before kids get off school
>leave for like 5 minutes to finish some chores
>realize I shouldve mentioned I do babysitting
>come back and theyve already blocked me
im so fucking stupid, im gonna end up just laying on my bed and thinking about how I fail basic social interactions.
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Are you triggered because it's true?
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>>43251730
>HRT doesn't make someone trans.
fucking does!
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>>43251827
I am not triggered you call an apple an orange. I just think you're a retard.
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>>43251820
jetbrains mono nerdfont
render-markdown plugin is doing concealment of headers + the icons
>colors
picrel background image -> noctalia theme via background (vibrant option) -> nvim through a custom theme sync bash script
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>>43251750
i have no idea, they said nothing.
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Well desu I boymode and its just sort of something that happened because my stepbrother and their wife have kids, then they asked my mom to watch their kids and INSTEAD she volunteered me to do it. The kids ofc were all onboard when they found out it was me cause I have game consoles that I setup for them and cook them better meals than their parents. It started with that and it escalated so now friends of the family will drop off their kids too. So I got 4 or 5 of them running around on a school day.
Everyone knows i've dated guys before but I think it might be because my parents are well-off and some of them are taking it as a chance to see them more. Ofc the kids love me and a few have said they would rather just stay the night here and dont know why they have to go back home just to sleep and go to school and come back here again. I've tried explaining that their parents would miss them but ofc they dont care lol.
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Ill say that even though im boymoding. Parents and stepbrother 100% know and are accepting. His wife is kind of supportive? She did talk to me once about trans people and said there would be no problems if all trans were like me because I am never beating a woman in sports. I think she meant it as a compliment.
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I'm going to Chicago soon I can't wait to flick the freakin bean
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>>43252388
I bet you feel like a fucking idiot rn
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>>43252803
how so
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not expecting anybody to be immune to loneliness but theres a big diff between
>im content by myself but would enjoy someone around
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>i cant stand my own company pls someone distract me from my own existence
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sry anon im taken
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>>43252930
I don’t, It would just be nice to date someone without a major flaw. Aka not fat or a loser or fucking weird or a bottom or a chaser. But since I have the major flaw of being a transvestite that will never happen, and I don’t want to settle for any of the above. Maybe there is a major flaw I’d be okay with like an alcoholic or a criminal.
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>>43253593
I have a lot of dreams about and conflicted lingering feelings over an ex who hasn't been in my life for over a decade, like I still miss her even though our relationship was extremely toxic and I ruined my life over her multiple ways
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Not a dream for me, just thinking about him. Saw something on my Youtube feed related to Mythbusters which was his absolute favorite thing. We'd watch it every time he came over, or when I came to him. I took care of him during top surgery recovery, and we marathoned like 4 seasons of it or something, and it just made me think of him. I want something to dull the pain but I know getting high and or drunk is not the right way to handle it.
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>>43253729
I love the fashion designs desu, it's up there with mamoru nagano's stuff for just looking cool
pic unrelated
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Honestly. She got my stepbro away from a bad crowd of "friends" that were using him for drug and alcohol money. He had also been doing hard drugs with them sometimes. She basically reformed him, which was not easy. He would get emotional over his ex's and talk to me about it and then end up crying into my chest while I hugged him. He's literally double my size and I had to tell him over and over that his ex was a bitch and he deserved better, and he was just a dog that missed his leash(this backfired on me during one of the countless times his dumbass got into a fling of 2-3 weeks with her). I asked him before if it was some emotional fetish thing, like he NEEDS a woman to command him and tell him hes good. Like, you can buy a session with a good femdom and that's way fucking healthier than his obsession. He denied it ofc, but its got to be some kind of weird psychological need for him. Usually he would be obsessed over new breakups for a bit but he would always regress to fixating on one particular gf he had that lasted through highschool + another 3 years. I'm kind of just blogging at this point but im trying to process my own fuckups too.
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subs obviously the voice acting is way better and i enjoy the funny words
wallywallywah
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the popup book thing they keep doing is adorable and i appreciate the sort of rustic aesthetic main girl is bringing
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>>43253798
reee
>>43253811
I think qifrey is cool/gay
>>43253805
lmaoooo
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transitioning is a reckless act
its real uncomfortable and there's no promise you'll pass
>how can you know if transition isn't for you
most of us tried to repress, couldnt hack it and this is what we chose in lieu of thuithide
if you're like that maybe its the right call
if not then you're prob addicted to bnwo porn and should go back to gooning
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new thread, new complaints surely!!
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HSTS vs AGP
I tend to agree with this model except for the fact that it considers transbians to be AGP. Like I don't understand how me liking girls makes me aparently just trans for a fetish.